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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

how stupid can I be?
How stupid can I be? I shouldn't have fucking started again. You are probably wondering on what I am talking about. I am talking about Cutting, however this time, it's not on the arms, it's on the legs. People may think I am doing this for attention, but I'm not. I don't care what people think. If I did, I would not have this site. He is dissapointed in me. But it feels like he hates me, Feels like he doesn't love me now...But that can just be my fault...Probably is...Everything is my fault these Days...I can't go through one day without having a mistake and being yelled at for it...I wish I wasn't this weak anymore. I hate being weak. I want to be strong again. Pain inside is so strong..I don't know what to do anymore...He can't forgive me...I am stupid. I can't believe I did that...I should be hit...I should die...I made him mad at me, but he won't say it. But I can tell through his words...I gotta go...bye...
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