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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

   I haven't been posting much
I know that, I'm sorry, but I haven't been in the mood to really post anything. Sorry. But so many things are going on. One is that my lover, is trying to stop taking drugs. And I need to be there for him. But it's hard when we live so damn far away. Second, Green likes me again. He's liked me for a long time now. I don't want to break his heart, but if I don't. I will end up hurting myself, and my lover's. I need some help on what to do! Please help me... Third, I just started to take my pills, and I went to school today to get some stuff finished, Fuck I couldn't remember what the hell I was doing. I mean the pills were making me drained of engrey and what not. And the freaking teachers wouldn't let me leave, Cause I have to much fucking stuff to do. Whatever. That's the 4th thing. I have so much to do. I have to get it all done by tomorrow. Cause I want 2 days off...Fuck.
So many things are messed up! I don't want Green to love me! I don't want to be with anyone other then Lover! I don't want to hurt him, but I can't leave my lover. He means to much to me. He truely makes me happy. Green doesn't know when I'm happy or not. Lover does...I love him to damn much...Can someone help me here!? I'm going crazy...I need to go out...I need to be with lover...but I can't...Gah!...I'm going to shut up now...please help me...bye...
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