Thursday, November 25, 2004

   Hybrid - If I Survive
Breathing shallow,
I'm slipping away.
Hanging in the gallows,
I'm starting to pray.
How careful it was planned to do away with me;
So kill me if you can,
But words won't make be bleed.
So what if I survive,
And live to tell the truth?
Imagine my surprise,
To find me living and so very much alive!
I'll find a new life and hide,
If I survive.
But I swear you're going down if I survive!


I'll find a new life and hide if I survive.
I'll find my own place in time if I survive.
I'll learn to forget the crime if I survive...
But I swear you're going down if I survive!

If I survive I'll tell on you.

I'll find a new life and hide if I survive.
I'll find my own place in time if I survive.
I'll learn to forget the crime if I survive...
But I swear you're going down if I survive!
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

   High Angle
This is my newist complete peice. Took about 3 hours, maybe more. Please exscuse the long load, it is huge.


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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Some postman you turned out to be.
Hey everyone. First update in a few days.

I've been doin a lot more work on songs lately.... infact right now I'm going to go try one with a buncha pads.

Ok while orion loads I'll talk. Today I went to poulsbo, work, and.... that's it. I took a pair of sissors and a sewing machine to some pants that were getting too small for me. Now they're perfect, and though black, have pink seperations between parts of each leg. :P

Anyways, yeah. Sence you're obviously reading this, I'm going to stop writing it.

Stoked for Thursday
Friday
Saturday
And Sunday.
Oh yeah.
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Friday, November 19, 2004

In Responce
Here you go, Sockmonkey.

1. Who are you? -- Darkshade
2. Are we friends? -- Of course.
3. When and how did we meet? -- I think... Through Anna... many years ago.
4. Do you have a crush on me? -- I don't like to use that word.
5. Would you kiss me? -- Sure.
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. -- Mickey Mouse, because it annoys you (or so I've been told).
7. Describe me in one word. -- Beautiful
8. What was your first impression [of me]? -- something along the lines of "Wow, she's small."
9. Do you still think that way about me now? -- lol I've gotten used to it.
10. What reminds you of me? -- The word "Meep".
11. If you could give me anything what would it be? -- Havn't we been going over this question for a few days now?
12. When's the last time you saw me? -- Last night.
13. What song are you listening to right now? -- TranceWave . Tomarrow Never Dies.
14. Do you love me? -- Of course.
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

Guide
Yes, these are lyrics, though I know it probibly doesn't make sence.



Turn it on
Turn it up
Turn it on
Turn it up

Editing...... (one two three four)

Push to mute.
Push to mute.

Give it a break.
Low cut.
In out.

Turn it on
Turn it up
Turn it on
Turn it up

Push to mute.

One step over the line
And now your soul is mine
One step over the line
One step over the line

Push to mute.
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

   I just can't cope without my dope.
Hey hey my friends, and those onlooking. Today I woke up and ate. Played Thief: Deadly Shadows. Went to work. Came home. Took a test. Played Thief: Deadly Shadows. Ate. Played Thief: Deadly Shadows.
Pretty eventful.
Tomarrow looks about the same, aside from a class in the morning... UTT.... theology basically.

[Mind Control]
It's got to be from this store, with this brand name in order for them to appriciate.

Aight people, Christmas feels like it is already apon me, but there's still like... 1.5 months. Looks like the wonderful 4 will be chillin again this weekend, and hopefully (maybe) going to silverdale to do some Christmas el-shopping.

Yeah so like, it's midnight 30, so I think I'm going to go to bed. Been stayin' up way too late these last few nights, so I'm going to tr y and rewrite my sleep/wake cycle.

I'm still looking into altering the
brain/body's need for sleep. I did some resurch last night on brain useage. Step one is pretty much done. Now to move on to step two: Seritonen/Meletonen secretion.
If I can finish this, I can make my body run just as well on 3 hours of sleep as it would on 12 hours. Not only would I be getting about 3 more days per week, I could do all my studying then, and have days compleatly free (save for work). If it works on me, I'll consider trying it on one of you, if you want. It can be a natural occurance, though moderatly rare, so in some way, it must be emulatable. I have a feeling that if one can secrete enough meletonen in a small ammount of time AND use it compleatly, this could be acomplished. I'm still resurching though. Anyways, I'll keep you guys updated.

G'night. Some day I'll say that from across the room.
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Monday, November 15, 2004

   I'm naughty.

My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
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Friday, November 12, 2004

   Blurbs and such.
this is random stuff I write every night before I sleep.... so I thought maybe I'ld write some down... mostly they're just like.... bases for lyrics that I never finish.
Here are a few.

There's no such thing as a painless lie,
But they are no reason to die.

Like the one I left behind
Like the one I'll never find
Like the one I thought was blind
Like the one I feel I'm bound to

There's a million ways to say it,
And yet I'm not sure why;
When I see your face, the words don't seem to fit.

Hate is driving me away.

Joy for all for joy.

Despair IS fair.

Love is SelfLESS, not Selfish.

Tell them how much you love them - BUT, only use words when ABSOLUTELY needed.

"I love you" - Love is the verb, but what is the subject? "I" or "You"?

Your physical body is a gift. Use it well, and cherish it.

Chemical Playground
With a merry - go - round

Big isn't always better.
More isn't always best.


yeah that's... all for now.
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

   wtv mate?
Bone crusher
A nameless sound
Bone crusher
Where pain is found
Bnoe crusher
You'll see your skull destroyed
Bone crusher
and your soul devoid

Making breaking taking it's toll
smashing bashing and thrashing your soul
Charred burnt but clensed over open coal
down the steel hallway - your head does roll.

D	Dramatic
A	Appealing
R	Rich
K	Kind
S	Sexy
H	Humorous
A	Awkward
D	Dirty
E	Earthy

Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

ASCII
no one stayed behind to help the others make it
they said they care but they can always fake it
they left their friends in the bottemless pit
to rot and decay but they knew it all along
and now that they're dead and gone
we wipe away our sorrows every night at the 'ton
pain is not gain but despair is very fair
sence you're the one that's playing lie or dare

Today was the day that the lights turned out
and everyone bowed down
because they had no doubts.
they left everything for the bottle
engage throttle
as we lift up our souls
and throw them all away

They ate us up like ice cream
faster then the fat white kid
punishment was our only dream
so punish us is what they did
our only love taken away
but nobody cares why or how
that fateful day is gone
that fateful day is now


Today was the day that the lights turned out
and everyone bowed down
because they had no doubts.
they left everything for the bottle
engage throttle
as we lift up our souls
and throw them all away

we had so much but now there's nothing left
our minds are the victems of a great theft
one hand on your life and one hand on mine
from our emotions they will dine
and when there's nothing left to eat
they'll chuck it back up and do it all again



Today was the day that the lights turned out
and everyone bowed down
because they had no doubts.
they left everything for the bottle
engage throttle
as we lift up our souls
and throw them all away

Today is the day that the lights turn out
everyone bows down
because they have no doubts.
they will leave everything for the bottle
engage throttle
as we lift up our souls
and throw them all away
throw them all away
throw them all away
throw them all away
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