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Wednesday, November 3, 2004


   Chimpanzeeeees
Hey my friends, companions, and other onlookers! Today I began, and finished an entire song! This was the first time I've finished one in months! I just finished about 10 or 15 minutes ago. If you want to hear it, let me know. I'll convert it to mp3 and IDE3 tag it tomarrow or whatever - but yeah - it's kind of a slow, relaxing song. "Summer's Gone".

I'm really feeling this Christmas feelings coming around - joy and all that stuff. What about you guys? Something in the air.... (maybe it's just the helium) haha yeaah

besides that, I'm tired, and have to get up early tomarrow. Okay, so like, 8. But still.... Got a class in Poulsbo. It's freakin' awesome. Great teacher, great class, great OMFV ITS CRITICAL THINKING WEEK YAY FUCKIN YAY (basicly it's a -smart- way of saying that we're going to be playing board games of domination all class long).

Good things come. Good things.

I also gotta finish up these few webpages tomarrow for www.thecrackedpot.org
it'll be cool though - it's not too hard.

Oh yes, and my module 3 chapter test -- the teacher was sure there was no way I could keep up with the class and no way I'ld pass the class blah blah - I got 100%. That's right. HOW'S THAT FOR SOME ASSIMILATION?! Lol aight aight. That will be all for now. So long.

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Tuesday, November 2, 2004


   Right here - right now
Yeah I'm uber tired right now.... I dunno why, I got quite a bit of sleep... anyways, my lover girl left me (aka girlfriend) a few days ago, only like, 15 days short of a year. lol but that's okay, she seems to be doing better now then she was, so it's cool. I got a class in 25 minutes and my head is starting to hurt. Maybe I should go eat or something. I got my webcam set up again, and I'm borrowin this neato voice thing from my friend, so those of you that have me on your messenger lists, lets talk. For those of you that don't, ask for it. I want you on my list.

Alright. My class is soon to start, and I'm soon to fall asleep in a heap on the floor. EWWW there's gum stuck on my retainer. Nasty.


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Monday, November 1, 2004


   the new deal
ate nothin but sugar for 2 days - good stuff - makes me wierd though
went to this concert and people thought I was stoned off my ass cause my eyes were madly dialated. I think it's cause I spent 24 hours under blacklights, but who knows. It was whack. Anyways, I'm on the phone with Insane Furby but I gotta go to work. Aight aight later.

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Sunday, October 31, 2004


   Survey thingy

About Me Personality Quiz

Created by jeffq1985 and taken 16234 times on bzoink!

What is your name?Nathan
How old are you?15
When is your Birthday?March 8th
What is your zodiac sign?Pices... or whatever
Where were you born?Idaho
Where do you live now?Washington
What color eyes do you have?Brown
What color hair do you have?Strawberry blond but not for long
How tall are you?5'6"
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies)115
What is your race?caucasian
What is your worst fear?God
Do you smoke?no
Do you drink?on a rare occasion
Do you cuss?yes
Do you use drugs?no
Have you ever or will you ever steal?yes
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?I'ld like to think so
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?guit, bass, keyboard, and computer--- which means everything... technically speaking
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?no
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?myself?
Do you suffer from depression disorder?I suffer from anti depression disorder.
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?ascencion in a chariot of fire. Go Elijah!
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?no
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?no... in the Holy Book that's known as destroying the temple of God, and is strictly forbidden ;)
What subculture do you belong too?The Nathaniel Peirson subculture.
Are you evil?I wouldn't say I am enharently evil, though I am inharently evil. I do evil things, but I am not by nature an evil person. We are all born with desire to do evil.
Do you believe that you can be possesed?I cannot, no, but others can.
Are you a paranoid person?At times.
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?of course, everyone does.
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?I have minor obsessive compulsive, yes. I like to think I hide it well enough though.
Are you a violent person?not by nature.
Do you take your anger out on other people?no, that's sick and wrong
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?no, I blame them for their mistakes :P
What is your favorite game?Day of Defeat
What is your favorite movie?Ummm wow... errr Fight Club?
Who is your favorite band?Right now it's Fear Factory, but it changes so frequently....
What is your favorite song?Engel by Rammstein
What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?Self construction for the construction of others - if that makes any sence.
What is your favorite color?silver
What is your favorite food?Just about any Italian dish.
What is your favorite drink?Daquory is pretty good...
Do you own a pari of converse?no, I think they look kinda bad actually, but no offence to people who like and wear them.
Do you own a pair of dickies?Nope. I don't like walking around proclaiming I'm a dick. lol no if they want people to advertise for them, they need to pay me to wear it.
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?no
Are you a virgin?yes, and glad
Are you kinky?of course
Do you like biting?no, I am not a sadist.
Do you masturbate?no
Do you watch pornography?no
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?haha plenty of times
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?shaved? no. combed? yes.
Are you hyper active person?on occasions
Are you religious?in some meanings of the word, yes.
Do you have any self inflicted scars?read my responce to the one about masochism
Does pain turn you on?no, I am not a masochist
Do you stand for originality and creativity?stand for it? what kind of question is that. I support it, sure... but stand for it? What the varg?
Do you like meeting new people?Very much so.
What do you like most about life?It's self.
What do you dislike most about life?I'ld say "It's not fair", but you'ld call me a commy. I dislike the way sin looks so good.
Do you believe in love at first fright?Yeah... Do you? Or should I walk past one more time?
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?No, but I'm doing my lip at ozfest
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?no
Do you own a car?more or less
Have you been to jail, yet?yes, but for different reasons then you're thinking.
Are your clothes held together with safety pins?my right pant leg is right now, because I havn't got a chance to hem it up yet.
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?Yeah I got one or two on my arm... but they wern't punk rock concerts, it was metal.
Have you ever vomit while making out?No. There are only three reasons this would happen. Their tongue is too long, you're sick, or you're drunk.
Have you held a job for less than a day?No. I'm at 2 weeks right now... Tomarrow's a work day - nooooo....
Do you own more than two pair of jeans?No... wait... yes. I think I have 3.
Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?had to? noone HAS to. That's a no.
Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?no
Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?no, I've never been fired.
Does the world piss you off?so many people are ignorant and stupid that it's sad, and sick. I wouldn't say it pisses me off though - I've pretty well gotten over it. Watch it burn.

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Friday, October 29, 2004


Desktop Background
I started workin on this at about 2am , finished at about 10:30am. Of course, I slept from 3 to 10. lol anyways, yeah, this is my newist desktop background. it's made for 1024x758 resolution, but I suppose if you run at 800x600 you can still use it... it just wont be as cool.


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Thursday, October 28, 2004


Linchpin
"Can’t take me apart

See the light, a new day has arrived for us
Genesis of our evolution
A linchpin holds within a means to an end
Can’t you see that we are one?

Can’t take me apart
No you can’t

We see no end to the dream

We will never see the end
We will never be the end
All my life I’ve felt discarded
Never feeling a part of it

No you can’t

Without me you will fade, you will not remain
We are one, and of the same future machine!
A linchpin holds within a means to an end
Can’t you see that we are one?

Can’t take me apart
No you can’t

We see no end to the dream

We will never see the end
We will never be the end
All my life I’ve felt discarded
Never feeling a part of it

No you can’t take me apart

You can’t change me now"

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004


   AHHHHhhhhhh
It's 7:48!!! I needed to get up 48 minutes ago so I could finish this essay (and start it) before class!!11
Oh well. All hope is lost now, so I'll just type this up. Yeah I got my hands on Terragen yesterday, and now I'm addicted... so I'm going to post one of the pictures on here so you can seem mah awersumness.
lol right

check it
I hope it keeps it the real size...
"Sea of Blood"

woot

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004


   Bittersweet Varg

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Sunday, October 24, 2004


   Number 2

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   New Entry Method

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