Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Time of Post: 1:oo

Hey,
How're you all doing? Hope things are going well for my friends. =3

I'm kinda 'ehh' today. I submitted a Hellsing quiz onto Otaku, and I'm waiting to see if it got rejected or accepted. But really, how do you know if it did or not? Surely they'd tell you. But I bet it won't be liked, considering only 20% of submitted quizzes get accepted. 20%! I know we can't have any bad stuff on TheO, but I think that's going way overboard.

It'll get rejected, and I'll be pissed because I worked on the thing for two days, and I probably won't come back to Otaku for a while. Not very mature, I know, but I'm starting to get sick of some of the people here,(not anyone on my friendslist, not any of you, so no worries^^) lots of angst and fangirls, and my fandom is raped and ran over by any mainstream anime, which get total attention. =/

Well Hellsing kinda is mainstream anime, just not as much as say Naruto, which everyone is having a fit about.(Which is fine if you like it, just my opinion.)

I'm sorry, I'm just venting, and I'll more than likely regret it later. Ah well.

Some of you've said you'd like to read my fanfic, and it's Thou Shall Not Fall

But you don't have to of course, my feelings won't be hurt or anything if you don't.^^ It's meant to be read and enjoyed, not forced.

Oh, and just in case any of you are on LJ, my journal is Here, DarkMignonette

I forgot to mention several posts back that I was stamped as Seras Victoria at Hellsing_Rating! I was happy with that. It's pretty much where you fill out a profile and people vote on what character you are. The banner up in my profile is a link to it.

Anyway, like I said, do any of you know if they tell you whether your quiz was accepted or not?

Ok, sorry about the long, slightly negative post. But thanks for reading it if you did, you guys are great. =3
Ja mata
~Blue

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Friday, June 22, 2007

Time of Post: 4:oo

Hey,
What's up everyone? I'm good here, other than the fact that it's really really hot out. Summer is nice, not the heat. Heat and a black ookami do not go together.^^'

So anyway, what do you think of my new playist? I changed from Imeem because that site has cut most of the songs down to only thirty seconds long. Why? I don't know, but my site is nothing without music. Nothing! Where's the art in that? It's horrible man.

But the wonderful Click sent me a new music site to end my problem. Thanks Click!

~I have a question; if I were to host a contest sometime, would anyone want to enter?

Speaking of art, new pictures are up if anyone wants to take a look. Two Yu Yu Hakusho and one Contest entry.

Well thank you for stopping by my friends. =D
Ja mata,
~Blue

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Time of Post: 3:oo

Hey,
Thanks for all your help in my last post. *hugs* And wow, 23 comments? That's the most I've gotten before.^^~

Well things are better here, my parents stopped fighting and nobody's leaving as far as I know. *phew* But I've been staying at Ami-chan's house. Me, her, and Crystal went to some lake up in the mountains and swam. It was fun, but at one point all three of us managed to get on one little float only to have it flip over. Lol, people were looking at us like we were crazy.

The good thing was that we got to take showers afterwards. I'm glad, because I don't like riding home with sand all over me. I used Amy's mom's funky shampoo though and my hair still smells like pumpkin pie.(I think that's what it is. xD) It's odd.

And do you like my theme? I changed it..again. I hope it's not to much red-on-red, but I thought the background was neat. Plus Seras is the best when she goes batshit crazy~

I bought Hellsing OVA II the other day, limited edition. It is awesome! I love it, and the limited edition comes with a production artbook too.

In other news..I'm still working on my Hellsing fanfic. I think it's coming out alright. It's AU, from Sera's point of view. It's kind of similar to Interview with a Vampire. Though it's romance and PipxSeras.

I don't have many reviews, and I don't know if it's because I'm a bad writer, or the fact that it's Pip/Seras. Everything on fanfic.net is Alucard/Seras. That's perfectly fine if you support that, but us PxS authors get ignored sometimes and it's abit frustrating. Even though Pip and Seras is canon. *growls* But you know, Taliesin Jaffe is the English Voice director for the OVAs, and he supports that pairing, and I know for a fact that Pip is in the future ones. Things are going to change soon.. *evil laughter*

Anyway, enough of my ranting. I know most of you don't watch Hellsing, so I don't know why I blabber regardless.^^' I just need to get it out somewhere I suppose.

Oh, and before I forget new art is going to be up soon. I've actually finished my drawing for Click's contest. *le gasp*
Thank you for the visit!
Ja mata,
-Blue

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Time of Post: 12:30 a.m.

Hey,
Do you like the new theme? I thought my site needed a change.^^

I'm not in the best of moods though, parents are fighting, again. It's been really hard for us lately, just because of money problems and neither of them can get a job..all my father does is sleep, or scream at my mother and push her around. It's irritating, we need to work together as a family in hard times, but do they understand that? No. And they fight in front of my brother, who's only four, and doesn't need to hear all that, because every other work that comes out of my dad's mouth is 'fuck fuck fuck.' He's going to have emotional issues before he's frikken 10.

I'm getting pissed off..they need to just shut up. And my dad's going to leave us, tomorrow(or so he says) because he hates my mother and the dog.(The dog! What that has to do with anything I have no idea.) So what will happen to us here? I can't leave my mother.

I don't know what we're going to do. And dammit I'm crying and it bugs me and argh. I wish I had someone to run to, but I don't have that either.

But I swear if I ever marry someone and they treat me like that I'll kill 'em.

Sorry, I don't mean to be feeling sorry for myself, I'm not really, I just needed to vent for a minute, thing's will get better.

Hellsing OVA II comes out tomorrow, so that's something to look forward too.^^ Kinda sad huh, that's that's all I've been looking forward to lately.

Ja mata,
-Blue

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Saturday, June 9, 2007

Time of Post: 5:oo
Mood: Hyper

Hey,
Thanks for your advice in my last post~! I don't think she'll die though, once I looked over Hellsing's story of beat-the-living-daylights out of a protagonist, then have the protagonist go all godmode and rip the antagonist to pieces. XD Kouta Hirano samaaaa! You are evil! *shakes fist*

Anyway, I apologize for not being around much. I've been working on my Livejournal account(if you are on LJ plus add me, as I'm lonely. ;_; DarkMignonette is my username.) Working on a fanfiction,(which I just posted, yayness) and sleeping. Yep.

I'm also getting stamped at yuyu_rating, which is a community where you fill out a profile and members tell you what character you are from Yu Yu Hakusho. I'm going to end up with either Mitari Kiyoshi, aka Seaman, or Yukina. I hope I get Yukina, but we'll see.

An my friend that moved away came here for a week or so, and I got to see her. I was happy, but she had to go back, so now I miss her. ;_; I hate it when friends move away!

My mother took pictures, so here's a link if you want to see.(I look horrible I think, I look fat but I'm not fat and rah!!)

I'm on the left. =3
Mega glomp~!

Ok, like I said, sorry about the lack of visiting. I missed everyone though. I get kinda down if I don't have you Otaku!(Although I've been talking to a few of you but still, I can visit too!)

Ja mata,
-Blue

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Monday, June 4, 2007

Time of Post: 7:oo
Mood: Anxious

Hey,
I'm not very happy right now, Hellsing Chapter 84 just came out in Japan, and someone on the Hellsing LJ forum was kind enough to post it.

Well then why aren't I happy? Because Seras isn't looking too good in the latest chapter and she's been fighting with the Werewolf nazi captain. I like him, but if he kills off Seras he will be on my character shitlist.

Argh, Hirano-san wouldn't give her all that character development and then kill her off would he? Surely not, I bet she's going to get back up and destroy him. I hope. ;_; Man, now I'm antsy to see the next chapter~! *cries*



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Saturday, June 2, 2007

Vampire movies

Time of Post: 1:oo
Quote: "You're a vampire, my own brother a damn bloodsucking vampire! You wait till mom finds out buddy!"
Mood: Creative

Hey,
I'm free now, yayness~ No more school for a while. My last day was ok, I'm not really sad because I'll see my friends during the summer, and I could care less about all those idiots that run rampant through that hallways.^^' So I'm good.

Anywho, I changed the song on here, yet again, lol. The second one on the playlist is from The Lost Boys. Ever seen that movie? It's a vampire flick from the 80's. It's creepy in some parts, but mostly funny. It's one of my favorites, and me and Ami-chan watched it the other day.

Oh and thank you for commenting on my latest fanart! It's appreciated. Speaking of art, I need to upload a picture for my friend, finish the one I started, and attempt a contest pic. Wish me luck please~^^'

Well I'm going to stop blabbing now and visit some sites.
Ja mata,
-Blue


(The Lost Boys trailer, it's short so can you watch it if you have a minute?)

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

New Art!

Time of Post: 5:oo
Quote: "Suicide is not the answer. There is neither honor nor redemption in that." -Kurama
Mood: Cheerful

Hey,
What's up everyone? Nothing much here, tomorrow is the last day of school, so I'm happy.

Well today was a half day, and the brilliant school staff stuck every student in the lunchroom together instead of doing the usual lunch shifts. A fight and the start of a food fight happened within those fifteen minutes. XD Quoting Ami-chan, 'Ah hell no!!', we screamed and went running behind any tall person we could find. Lol~!

Anyway, I changed my song, and yes it is a song if you skip the first part of it.^^' It's about WWII, and was used in an official Hellsing trailer. Eh, just thought I'd let you know that so you don't think that I turned Nazi on you~

Does anyone want to trade buttons? I made mine, as you can probably see because it's up in my profile. I'll put yours on my site too of course.

New art is up, one is really cutesy and the other is Hellsing. I worked really hard on the latter, so can you comment if you have the time?^^' But you don't have to, of course.

Well thanks for stopping by meh friends. =3
Ja mata,
-Blue

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Friday, May 25, 2007

Death, rebirth? What do you think of it?
Time of Post: 6:oo
Quote: Blue: *Writing on a sheet of paper*
Ami-chan: *looks over and reads the paper* 'I love parties?'
Blue: *gasp* You too~!?
Mood: Happy

Hey,
Only three more days left of The Evil, aka highschool. It's almost over with! Well um, until next year, but you get the idea. I hope you all have been doing well. ^_^ Are you out of school yet?

Anywho, we had to watch a play in English class the other day, and it just got me thinkin..
Death was a major subject, but it was sad, that part, because the people were basicly apathetic with their living loved ones. I know it's just a play, but it got me thinking..

I don't think death would be like that. I think you would watch over your family and friends, not forget about them. And have any of you heard of the idea of past lives? I'm not sure if I believe in it, technically I shouldn't, but it's an interesting idea. Why are we here? Maybe we're all searching for something, on a long journey of some kind to be someone that we want to be. And if their *is* such thing as past lives than maybe we would remember all that once we die, like the memories are buried deep down in the soul or somethin. That just sounds nice to me.

You're born, you live, you die. That just sounds so simple..almost too simple. I am a Christian, don't get me wrong, but different ideas interest me.

I dunno, guess I'll find that one out when I die. I'm not wishing for it, so don't get me wrong here! XD I'm just saying, it's just something to ponder about because it's so unknown. What do you think?

In other things to discuss, I've done a hell of alot of wolf pictures. So all of you that I owe a request or trade to, the drawings will be up tomorrow and I'll PM you when it's up~!

I'm working on a new drawing of Seras and Pip(as if I don't draw those two enough) and I hope it turns out ok. Seras looks slightly creepy and Pip(well, dead Pip^^' Ghost Pip, whatever!) is leaning against her and it should turn out neat. Or at least I hope so, heh. Inspired by that 'Whisperers in the dark' song up on my playlist~

Well, I'm off to go to Ami-chan's house before she maims me, and I really do find out the answers to all my questions. I'll visit sites later for sure, but it may be at random times because I'll be busy this weekend.
Thanks for stopping by. =3

Ja mata,
-Blue


(awesome Hellsing AMV!)
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Friday, May 18, 2007

:New art is up by the way!:.
Time of Post: 6:30
Quote: Blue: You know, I want a stuffed animal that says 'shut up' when you hug it.
Ami-chan: That would traumatize a child. They go 'aww your cute' and hug it then the thing says 'shut up'. It'd be like 'Mommy mommy wahh!'
Mood: Content

Hey,
What's up everyone? Sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've just been busy. It was my Otakuversary on the 14th, can't believe I missed it. xD I've been here for a long time, since it's already '07 and I had a different account on here before then.

Anyway, I was brave and got all my long hair chopped off. Now it's short. Hm, similar to Keiko from Yu Yu Hakusho, only black. It looks okay, though, so no worries.

Yesterday I went to the school chorus concert because Ami-chan had to get on stage and sing. She did so good, she led the sopranos in her class. I'm so proud! *sniff*

Speaking of school related things, remember that girl that I was bitching about who hit a nerve and made me cry? She was crying, the other day. I know I sound like a witch but I was happy for that. I have no idea what was wrong, but I don't care. What goes around comes around and that bitch got what she deserved.

I can't wait until school is over. Not long at all, then it'll be summer with freedom and lotsa chances to draw.

(The only werewolf in Hellsing..he's a Nazi tho but still awesome)

I've felt alot of self-loathing lately, no idea why. I just look at myself sometimes and think I'm such a loser. X_x Really I am, maybe not on here, but I have no communication skills with people in the real world. Guess that comes from being a hermit. I just wish..I wish for alot of things. Sometimes I feel like not even my friends understand me. Fading away from them too wouldn't help at all though, so I won't do so. But I will be someone great in the end, I just have to work for it..! I hope so, anyway..

Another thing that kind of bugs me about highschool is all the couples. Everywhere. Been there, done that, bleh. But I realize how, pointless it all seems. Maybe it's just me, because I'm a romantic,(although I don't like the total sap stuff), and my ideals for it are too high. Or does teen romance 'ehh' you too?

I'd like someone who you could love without the constant 'hug kiss smooch' stuff. A friend as well as a lover you know? And someone who'll poke fun at me and make me laugh. Yet still be serious enough to understand how I tick, even just alittle bit. As if I'll ever find that but it's nice to dream.

What else..I think I'm getting my Tarot cards this weekend..! I'm happy about that, I ordered the gothic vampire deck I believe. I think I'll have a better connection with that deck because I am black ookami and I like darker things in nature. It'd be so nice to just crawl into the night don't you think?^^ With the moon shining, of course.

Sorry this post is so ungodly long. Thank you for reading if you did. *big hug*
Ja mata,
-Blue

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