Birthday • 1991-11-30 Gender •
Female Location • South Carolina, US Member Since • 2005-05-14 Occupation • Student, Artist Real Name • Blue
Personal
Achievements • My art has gotten better than it used to be. Anime Fan Since • Uh..well it has been a long time.. Favorite Anime • Hellsing(manga & OVA's), Yu Yu Hakusho, Wolf's Rain, Chrono Crusade, Rurouni Kenshin, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Chobits, Maison Ikkoku, anything by Miyazaki, Inuyasha, Full moon wo Sagashite, Ranma 1/2, Tokyo Mew Mew, Grave of the Fireflies, Skyhigh Goals • Always improve on art, visit Japan and France someday, get into a good college, just walk my way in life, I guess! Hobbies • Drawing, reading and (occasionally)writing fanfics, listening to music, making AMV's, lurking around the internet when bored. Talents • Well artsy stuff I hope, but that's debatable!
myOtaku.com: DarkWolves Faith
Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Hey,
what's up everyone? Nothing really exciting happened here I just dragged myself along through the week. Today I'm alright, but my throat is dry and scratchy. Hate it when that happens. *Is armed with Halls*
I can't wait until school is out, only two more weeks. As I've said before I don't fit in at school at all. I'm not picked on or anything I just..I do exactly as I said, just drag along and don't talk to anyone, except for maybe four people.^^' And I catch people staring at me. I notice everyonce in a while. What is up with that anyhow? I'm not really attractive, I mean, I don't think so. I guess they're just trying to figure me out? Who knows. I'm an oddball, that I am.
Today I'm going to get my hair cut..it's getting really hot here, and long hair can be a pain during the summer. Then I'll draw, as usual. Anyone want to do a trade?
Well thank you for the visit my friends. ^_^
Ja mata!
-Blue/Seras/DarkWolves whatever the hell you wanna call me~
Hey,
how're my friends doing? I hope this week has started out good for you. Mine was ok, but school is the worst for inspiration I've noticed. But I'm a happy wolfie once I get home.
Anyway, a couple new art pieces are up for those who want to take a look.^^
Time of Post: 9:00 p.m.
Listening to: Feel so Numb
Quote: "Don't get yourself killed. I'll never forgive you if you do Seras. Never." -Integra
Hey,
It's been a busy week for me, I'm happy to relax now. *sigh* How have my friends been? Good I hope.
My band concert went well, thanks for wishing me good luck everyone. ^_^
Nothing really interesting happened during the schooldays..execpt for when me and Ami-chan aka Nathaniel's Bitch(yes that's her username on here, Lol.) were talking about our funky-ass dreams. I dreamed about werewolf girls eating people and she dreamed that her friend's parents adopted something like the girl from the ring only male. We were loudly debating which one was the creepiest, and things like 'well me/her ate the girl!!', and 'well the zombie stalked me' were said. Freaked the hell out of everyone at the table. XD
And yesterday I went to the movies with Ami-chan to see SpiderMan 3. It was pretty good, awesome graphics that were to be expected. Peter Parker's so dorky sometimes though. XD
We also got wolf whistled at when were we walking up to our seats in the theater. I'm surprised I noticed actually. And you know, her big brother Bubba was the one who took us, and I'm surprised he didn't attack the guys.^^'
Anyway ever notice that I change the first song on my site alot? Heh, hope you don't mind. There's just too many songs that I love.
Time of Post: 5:30
Hey,
this is just a quick post, but I just wanted to say that I'm sorry I'm not around much during the weekdays. I've been busy with school, and tomorrow I have a band concert, and I have an art trade and request to do. But I'll be sure to get to you all during the weekends, gomen nasi for the trouble.
Well as I've said, I have a concert tomorrow so please wish me luck.^^;
Short video for a short post: A few clips of Pip Bernadotte, the character I keep drawing and going on about. <333
Time of Post: 9:00
Listening To: Rise(Ghost in the Shell)
Quote: "I don't know but I've been told, Eskimo ***** is mighty cold!" -Pip
Hey,
What's up everyone? I hope the you've had a good week. Oh, and don't ask about the quote, it's Pip's anthem, which is funny, but it also scares the hell outta me.^^;
Speaking of scary things, I had a rather strange conversation with my friend Ami-chan today at lunch. I bought this big rice-crispy bar(I'm serious, the thing was huge) So I said something like "Wow, it's so long, I don't even think it'll fit in my mouth. And it's super wide too."
I thought Ami-chan was gonna choke on her sandwich she made such a face. Miss.Miroku took what I said way wrong! XD I'll never be able to look at a rice crispy bar the same way again. *sigh*
Anyway, I've been tagged by my friend Pink-chan, so I think I'm supposed to post random things about myself:
1)My real name is..Brittany. But keep calling me Blue please. xD
2)The first anime I was ever really into was Inu-Yasha
3)I am absolutely terrified of spiders
4)..But I like snakes.
5)Get me laughing hard enough and I can sound like a hyena.
New art should be up later tomorrow, and I'll be sure to visit everyone this weeked. Keep pushing forward my friends.
Ja mata,
-DarkWolves
Save your tears
for the day
when our pain is far behind.
On your feet
come with me
we are soldiers stand or die.
Save your fears
take your place
save them for the judgment day.
Fast and free
follow me
time to make the sacrifice.
We rise or fall
I'm a soldier, born to stand
in this waking hell I am
witnessing more than I can compute
Pray myself we don't forget
lies, betrayed and the oppressed
please give me the strength to be the truth
People facing the fire together
if we don't, we'll lose all we have found Comments (11) |
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Monday, April 23, 2007
Time of Post: 5:00
Listening to: The Game
Quote: "My nickname used to be kitten."
"..So I get to call you pussy cat, eh?"
"EXCUSE ME??" -Seras and Pip(quote from a fanfic)
Hey,
Thanks for your kind comments on my last post. *big hug* And I'm feeling better now, I don't like to stay sad, gets me nowhere. I guess I'll just accept that I'm sensitive, if it allows me to draw the way I do then it's worth it, regardless of what others think of it. Nothing will ever get in my way of being a good artist. Speaking of art, new stuff is up.^^~
Sorry about the short post, I'll be sure to visit again later this week. Well like I said, domo arigato!
Time of Post: 12:00
Listening to: Love is a Battlefield
Quote: Just go and hang yourselves!You should have hung yourself 50 years ago! -Seras to the Nazis.
Hey,
Sorry I haven't been around much this week, but like I said last time I posted, I'm going to visit everyone on the list today. So, how've my friends been? Good I hope.^^~
As for me, I'm kind of down. I had a bad week. I've been under stress all year, bottling things up. And Thursday a girl said something to me,(which wasn't even that bad, I don't even remember what it was now.) And that did it, I broke down. Just something that small set me off, and what do I do? Cry. In front of her, in front of everyone in Spanish class.(Normally I wouldn't do that, but that's the consequence of locking stuff up.) I'm a mess when I cry though, I was whimpering and had my black hair sticking to my face and..ugh.
Did the girl care? No, she just went on saying that the reason she's so mean to people is that she's had a bad life. Which is abunch of bullshit because just because you've had it bad does not give you an excuse to be a bitch.
She did apologize the next day, though. I forgive her, even if I still don't like her. So I suppose it's all over. Then why bother with it? Because I hate the fact that I'm sensitive like that. I am really really bad. I'm not a crybaby, I honestly don't cry that often, but I always feel like I want to. I can't hate people, I can't fight anyone. I heal and trust.
I hate it. It allows me to feel what other people feel, and I rely on it in my drawings, but is it really worth it? I suppose I'm supposed to be hurtful and extroverted. But I don't have that in me, I don't want it to be, but yet I, and probably alot of others, suffer for it. Tell me, what happens to us?
I would crawl up inside myself like I usually do, but a person can't do that when one loathes themselves. Or one part, at least.
I just don't get it, why does everyone half to fight over nothing? And be cruel to each other. And yet, if you don't do things as such, you're considered weak. I want to turn my back on the world so bad sometimes, I'm losing my faith in it. If I had any to begin with.
Oh, I didn't mean to rant like that. Gomen nasai. New art is up too.
Hey,
What's up everyone? Sorry I haven't been visiting much lately. I do hit random sites that updated, but I don't get to everyone. I'm going to take some time this weekend to go through everyone on my list though, so none will be forgotten. I am sorry for this! I've just been busy with alot of things.
Like schoolwork..and I have to stay after until 7:oo tomorrow to make time up since I was absent so much. *joy* So that's got me alittle down, but other than that I'm fine. ^_^
Oh, I was reading an angsty Seras/Pip story a while back, and I found this. The fanfiction author said she didn't write it, so I don't know who it's by. Although I think it's beautiful in all it's heart-wrenching glory.
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you wake in the morning
Hush,
I am the swift unflinging rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I did not die.
Pretty ne? I love poetry. Well, I love reading it, anyway.(Can't write it worth a damn.) XD
Time of Post: 7:2o-ish
Quote: "A freak? I get that alot. So what does that make you, a dog, a man, or a monster?
Hey,
what's up everyone? Hope you're doing well.^^~ It turns out I did have a good time at the mall last weekend, Ami-chan(Icey Tigeriss) came with me and DarkStar. We tried on prom dresses, just for the heck of it(not going to prom, we're just little freshmans XD). I picked the most complicated one to get into, naturally, and got stuck. Lol! Lots of inside jokes came from that little incident, which I am not repeating on the internet.
Bought some stuff. (Got the third manga for Hellsing. Eskimo song that Pip sings! Want me to post the lyrics sometime?) You know, the usual. Sat out in the parking lot, and Ami-chan got the brilliant idea to yell out 'buy two floozies and get one free!' Needless to say she didn't announce that, but they did decide to make me the free one. Some friends they are. All in good humor, of course.^^; Crazy I tell you.
As for the week, boring. Go to school, come home, draw. Speaking of drawing, sorry I haven't posted anything, but there's no way I could have. I'm uploading tomorrow, hopefully, because I owe someone a long overdue request.
Oh, and I posted a cosplay skit video at the bottom of my site. Neat stuff.
Time of Post: 2:oo
Quote: "Once they've rejected resignation, humans gain the privilege of making humanity their footpath." -Alucard
Yes I changed it again. Lol, well I had the other for a few days at least. And I know the text is kind of difficult to read, but any other color looked off.
Anyway, the art gallery was neat. It was all religious art from the 14oo's. I've seen the gallery before, but it still amazes me. You go in there and it's like stepping into another world, and some of the paintings are so big that they take up the whole wall. Really beautiful stuff.
Oh and happy belated Easter. ^_^ (belated Easter?) I hope you all had a good one. I've still got my dark chocolate bunny that I'm currently gnawing on. But Easter really isn't about..well, food. It's about Christ and such. I am a Christian, although I'm sure that my dark site doesn't appear so.^^'
I'm abit depressed on account of the fact that today is my last free day..back to the teenage hellhole tomorrow. (Omg are you goth? Omg that's such a gory book! Do you like so-and so? Are you..blah blah blah)
But I'm going to the mall with DarkStar today, so that's good. Gee, wonder what manga I'm going to buy..
Oh! And I have two new pictures up if anyone wants to take a look. One of Pip and another of my wolfie form.
Anyways, sorry about the long post, but thank you for reading. =)
.:Eh:.