Saturday, January 20, 2007

Hey,
thank you all for your support. *hugs* My grandparents are doing ok for the most part. My grandfather is fine but my grandmother is in surgery for a broken hip. She should be fine, at least I hope so.

Anyways, I haven't really done much today. Got up, read fanfics, did some schoolwork, the usual. Later I'm going with Abby-chan to the movies then to her house. I know it sounds mean of me, because I probably shouldn't be out with my friend while my family is sick. But there really is nothing I can do and I can't stand sitting around and sulking. That will only make me depressed so the best thing for me to do is to keep going.

Oh, and the picture below I drew in Paint. Not very good, but I drew it on my laptop so I didn't have a mouse. Just one of those touchpad things.

I like drawing dark things I've noticed..I'm not warped or sad or anything I just like the dramatic and the dark.^^; Lol. Oh well, hope it doesn't disturb anyone, sorry if it does. The pic's of Seras, naturally.

Well thank you for reading.
Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"





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Friday, January 19, 2007

Hey,
what's up everyone? I hope this week has been good for you. Mine was alright, I suppose. Today started out normal, but it's become eventful to say the least. *sigh*

I had to take Sex Ed. today, and the damn thing lasts until next week. I really can't stand that class. I'm like Seras in that way, we're both alittle erotophobic.^^; I don't mean to sound childish, but some of the things we have to learn make me want to gag.(Diseases and such, but I'm not going there.) Why do we need to know all this to begin with? It's called abstaining, y'know.

Anyway..I did get bad news after school today. Normally my mom picks me and and my friend Abby-chan up. But this girl(she's the daughter of a friend of my mother's) shows up and says that she is here to pick me up. She's really nice and all and I've know her since I was little so it was alright. But, it was strange so I asked her if everything was ok.

Well apparently my mother was in a car accident. She's alright, physically anyway, but my grandparents are at the hospital. They're not in the best health to begin with, so this is bad. Plus my mom said that she can't see straight. Oh, and the car is totaled. I'm just really worried about my grandparents, we don't know what condition they're in yet. And my mother, I mean, she didn't get hurt real bad but I really worry about her mental health sometimes. She's not very good with pressure and she has alot on her.

Funny thing is, I've stayed home all week except for today. And if I didn't go to school today chances are I would have been in that car. I'm grateful that I wasn't but that sounds selfish of me doesn't it?

So yeah, I'm not in the best of moods right now. But things could have been so much worse;
Sorry about the long post, but thank you for reading.

Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Hey,
how're you all today? Good I hope. Nothing much here, I got up alittle while ago. Went to the movies with my friends yesterday. We saw Night at the Museum. It was pretty funny, even though I prefer drama myself. ^_^ I had fun.

Anyways, there is something that bothers me..any of you guys watch the news? I don't usually, but it just happened to be on last night. The only thing that they talk about are events of death, rape, loss..just goes to show where humanity is headed and it makes me sad. Don't people have morals any more?

I saw one thing that particularly pissed me off..said that a group of fourteen year old girls randomly beat up a twelve year old for fun. And that they video taped it and fucking put it on Youtube. Well they were showing clips of it on tv and it's horrible. They're kicking and pulling the little girl's hair..and they think that's funny? How humans be so cruel as that is beyond me.

I personally can't stand it..I wish someone would do that to them..if I was there I'd love to tear them apart for that. Nothing irks me more than to see the innocent being picked on.

You know, instead of being an artist when I'm older maybe I should be a nun or something. Help people, cause god knows this world needs it. We should all be kinder to each other, but discipline and justice is needed too. Badly needed.

Ha, sorry, I think I'm done with my rant now.
Thanks for reading. ^_^

Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"

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Monday, January 15, 2007

Hey,
what's up everyone? Hope everything's going good for you. Y'know, thanks for all the comments on my last post. That's kind of you, considering the fact that I don't always get around to your sites.^^;

Anyways, yesterday was nice. Had two of my friends over, watched Hellsing, had a fun time. It was cool, I usually don't get to invite people over.(My parents are strange sometimes.)

I think I'm gonna work on a certain drawing today, visit sites, and some other things. I've got school off today and tomorrow so I can. ^.-
Well, thanks for reading.

Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"

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Friday, January 12, 2007

Hey,
sorry I haven't posted or visited anyone for a few days. I've just had exams, and my dad got me the first Hellsing OVA. I am one happy wolfie right now, I can promise you that. The movie is soo good, it stays true to the manga and the animation is amazing. There'll be more to come too, and I can't wait 'till the next one. It should come out soon.

Anyways, I changed my theme..again. I liked the pink Hellsing one ok(Pink? Hellsing? Weird combination. Lol) but it was too light for my tastes. So after trying out about three different backgrounds I'm back to my Alucard one that I had from the start. ^.^; It may seem kinda dreary but hey, sometimes darker is better. Like the new music by the way? I <3 Disturbed, but I don't know you alls taste in music. So if it's annoying to you then sorry.

I think I'm going to draw later today..I've got the urge to do so very badly. I've got a decent idea for a fanart too! If it comes out right I'll post it.

Well, I'm off to visit sites.(I will this time, honest.)
Thanks for reading.

Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"

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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Hey,
what's up everyone? Thanks for wishing me luck yesterday. I think I did pretty good on my exams, even if I didn't study much. Next time I'll be sure to start studying a few days before the test.(Instead of at the very last minute.)

Anyways, something's annoying me and I need your opinion. I like my site theme now, but I'm thinking about changing it again. It'll still be Hellsing, though. But don't you hate it when you can't decide on things? Or maybe that's just me..heh.

Here's the wallpaper for the other theme I might use. Think I should change it or do you like the current one better?
Heinkel Yumie

Alright, well I'm off to visit sites.
Thanks for reading. ^_^

Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"

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Monday, January 8, 2007

Hey,
how's everyone's day been so far? Hope things are going well.
School's been alright for me. I have exams all this week, which means I have to study. Sorry if I don't get to many peoples sites but I really need to be prepared for those tests. I'll be happy when they're over. Please wish my luck though, because I'm going to need it. I have Biology and Spanish tomorrow.

Anyways other than that, there really isn't much to say. So I'll leave you with a link to a Pip/Seras fanfic. It's good if you like the bittersweet romantic stuff.
I didn't write it, just so you know.(lol)

50 Things I Hate about you

Well thank you for visiting. Like I said, I'll return the favor later on this week.

Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"


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Friday, January 5, 2007

Hey,
how're you all today? Hope you've had a good week.
My Friday was alright, the usual. I have exams next week, which I'm not looking forward to. The worst part is that I have my Algebra one on Monday. How are you supposed to study for math anyways..? Oh well, I'll do my best.

Oh, but we did have this tornado warning 7th period. Canceled it a few minutes later, but it was still alittle unnerving. Figured it'd move though, as we rarly get tornados here.

Anyway, does anyone on here have a livejournal account? If you do, I was wondering if it'd be alright for me to add you as a friend there. Plus I need someone to show me the ropes and all. I've never had a site outside Otaku before.

Well I suppose I'm off to wander around sites and draw. I'll leave you with Pip pictures. I <3 Pip Bernadotte for sure. ^_^
Thanks for reading.

LATER:
What do you think of the new look?

Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"




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Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Hey,
well, it was my first day back at school. It was a pretty good day, I think I might be able to follow through with those resolutions I was yapping about last post.
Speaking of posts, thank you all for the support and the 18 comments. ^_^ It's very appreciated.

Anyway, I got called Girlycard by Abby-chan today..why? Because I have black hair now. Not a brown tint in sight. I'm happy with that fact.
(By the way, Alucard has jet black hair, so I'm supposed to be him but as a girl. Hence 'Girlycard.') Even though I'm nothing like the No Life King. Really more like that physco nun Yumi/Yumiko.(lol)

Here's a pic of me, posting it for the hell of it really.(Still don't think I'm very pretty, but maybe now I'm..decent?)
Here

I think I'll go draw later, might upload fanart if I create anything that's worth it.
Well, I hope you all have a good day.
Thank you for reading.^^

Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"



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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Listening to:

Hey,
what's up everyone? I hope you had a good New Years. Mine was pretty fun, I went over to my friend Ami-chan's house and watched all the fireworks. Yesterday we went to the mall, and I got the 6th volume of Hellsing.(Which I have yet to read but am getting around to it.)

I don't know what I'm going to do today..I'll probably read a fanfic and then draw later. It's my last day on break so I plan to spend it relaxing.
Oh, and thank you all for commenting on my fanart. It's appreciated.^^ Think I should submit more?

I've been thinking about my resolutions..figured out that mine are to draw more often this year(so I can improve), let go of the past, and gain more confidence.
This year I plan to live the way He wants me to, live life like an Ookami, and turn my back on my shallow peers. I'm really tired of hurting, I've always done it for one reason or another. I'm not..I'm not going to anymore.

What are your wishes for this year? I hope that they come true for you. ^_^
Thanks for reading

Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"



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