Birthday 1991-11-30 Gender
Female Location South Carolina, US Member Since 2005-05-14 Occupation Student, Artist Real Name Blue
Personal
Achievements My art has gotten better than it used to be. Anime Fan Since Uh..well it has been a long time.. Favorite Anime Hellsing(manga & OVA's), Yu Yu Hakusho, Wolf's Rain, Chrono Crusade, Rurouni Kenshin, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Chobits, Maison Ikkoku, anything by Miyazaki, Inuyasha, Full moon wo Sagashite, Ranma 1/2, Tokyo Mew Mew, Grave of the Fireflies, Skyhigh Goals Always improve on art, visit Japan and France someday, get into a good college, just walk my way in life, I guess! Hobbies Drawing, reading and (occasionally)writing fanfics, listening to music, making AMV's, lurking around the internet when bored. Talents Well artsy stuff I hope, but that's debatable!
myOtaku.com: DarkWolves Faith
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Hey,
well I had a good time in Myrtle beach. I hope me and my friends can do it again next year. I was freezing for the entire trip though, but I guess that's what happens when you take a vacation in the middle of winter.(lol)
Anyways, my fanart is up now. But I hate how the scanner killed the quality. I know I go on about that but it makes me sad. ;_;
Well like I said last post, could you go and comment? You don't have to though, but if you've already looked thanks.
Well, hope you all had a good day.
Hey,
what's up everyone? Did you have a good Christmas? Hope so. Mine was pretty good, so I'm happy. ^_^
I'm going to the beach tomorrow with my friends, so I won't be on for..three days I think it is? Yeah. I'll be sure to visit you all when I get back though.
Oh, and I actually uploaded new fanart, so please look out for it. It's not the best, as I've got a crappy scanner, but at least it's something.
Comments on it are appreciated, but you don't have to if you don't want to of course.
Well, I'll talk to you all when I get back.
*hugs*
Hey,
Christmas Eve at last. I'm really looking forward to tonight because we get to eat spaghetti..that sounds so good right now. The presents part is nice too, y'know..but that's not what Christmas is really about so I tend not to freak out over them.
Oh, and I'll get around to posting that fanart..honest. But today I'm probably just going to hang out and draw.
Could you do me a favor too? Please go visit and cheer up my friend DarkWolfDemon. He's going through a hard time right now.
Well, have a good Christmas everybody. ^_^
Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"
Hey,
what's up everyone? Nothing much here, I dyed my hair today(temporarily anyway). I wanted it black, but it's more like a dark dark brown. *shrugs* I'll just have to get a longer lasting dye next time. So Abby and Tess, if you're reading this, I may show up with black hair when school starts up again.
Anyway, I finished my Pip/Seras picture. I may actually submit it later if I can get that damn scanner to work.(Which is doubtful, it never works so it's like not having one at all.)
Still, everyone says I need to submit my art but I don't know..I'm alright at it, I guess. It's just like no matter how good I get it's not good enough for me. Drives me crazy, maybe I should just quit drawing altogether.(Well, I'd never do that, I just get so frustrated sometimes.) What should I do, do you think?
Anyway, I'll be sure to visit your sites later.
Christmas Eve tomorrow! ^_^
(Wow, that was random. Lol)
Hey,
It's Christmas break at last. ^_^ This fact makes me happy too. It's strange, though, I mean it doesn't seem like Thanksgiving break was that long ago. Alot of stuff has happened since then..for the better I think. But time sure does fly fast, y'know?
Anyways, this post has two more of my fanarts..Do you all want me to keep posting them? I really don't think they're all that good, but hey, I am a tiny bit proud of my drawings. I'm currently working on a Pip/Seras picture, and I'll definitely post it if you all want to see it when it's done.
Well here's these two first, one's of Freya from Chobits, and the other is Seras.(No blood this time, sorry if I disappoint anyone lol)
Hey,
What's up everyone? Hope your week has been good for you so far. Well I wanted to apologize for my sadness in my last post. I shouldn't have said anything, cause I'm sure it sounds like I'm being dramatic. I just need to somewhere to put my thoughts sometimes. I'm not weak, promise.
Anyway, I didn't mean to post so late. My day's been alright, nothing real bad. Christmas break starts Thursday, so I'm looking forward to that.
Remember when I said I was going to post one of my fanarts? I got around to it. Although I'm not going to upload it, as I don't think I'm good of an artist yet, and I don't have a scanner. The only way I'm showing you this is that my mother took a picture of my drawing. It's not that great of a quality, but that's as good as it's gets right now.
Well it's a picture of Seras Victoria I did not too long ago. Not real great at all but I'm trying. It was fun to draw anyhow.
For some reason this picture remind me of Disturbed's 'Down with the Sickness.' Don't know why. ^_^;
Alright, well this post it getting kind of long so I'll take my leave.
Please let me know what you think of the picture!
Hey,
Sorry I haven't been to any sites this weekend. I had my band concert Thursday, and I was over at my friends house Friday and Saturday. I had a good time for the most part.
Well my concert went alright, thank you all for wishing me luck. I'm just happy it's over. I didn't really have fun, but it wasn't a disaster so I'm happy. I just hate the fact that I feel so out of place when I go to things like that. Ah well.
My heart is healing alittle I've noticed. It still hurts, when I think of certain things, it starts throbbing. And I know it's not physical pain, but it feels like it sometimes. It's odd. I just wish I could erase him from my memories, from my mind, but I can't.
I hate him for it, I really do. I don't want him back, but heartbreak takes a while to heal. And I enjoy my freedom, the fact that I don't have to worry about things. Problem is, the loneliness follows the freedom. I like being independent, but that aspect of me clashes with my romantic side. Will I ever find someone, and if I do, will they break their promises too?
But if I stay untamed, this wolf can keep going down the road on her own if that is how it is meant to be.(Though I hope this will not have to be the case.)
..Hm, you know, I don't know where that rant came from. Sorry, I guess it was venting time.(lol)
Anyways..any of you in the Christmas spirit? I'm not, nor have I been all month. My family is putting up the tree tonight, so I hope it comes to me then.
Well, thank you for reading. =)
Sayonara
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"
Hey,
How's your week been so far? Mine has been ok, I've been kind of sad at times. It's just that my heart aches whenever I see my ex-boyfriend. It makes me mad that he can just go on laughing, and I'm hurting, and feeling like my heart's been tore out. I don't really miss him, I'm just pissed off and defensive. Will this stupid pain ever go away? With my luck probably not.
Anyway, I have a band concert tomorrow..please wish me luck. Eh..but I may not get to many sites because of this, sorry.^^;
You know, I'm thinking of posting one of my Hellsing fanarts. Just posting, not submitting, as I don't have a scanner.(I guess I'll just take a picture of my drawing, hope it'll work.) Plus I don't think I'm good enough to post anything yet, I'm working up to it.
Well, guess that's all I have to say.
Thank you for reading. ^_^
Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"
Hey,
what's up everyone? Nothing much here, it's Sunday, and I'm a bit bored, so I thought I'd post.
I really don't want to go to school the more I think about it. *sigh* It's not so much the classes, just the people. I'll be honest and say that I can't stand most other teenagers. They're so..shallow? I guess would be the word. *shrugs*
Anyway, I made a club. It's called 'Be Yourself Always' or something. The banner is up in my profile. Anyone want to join?
Alright, well I also posted a Hellsing AMV. I've noticed that some of you've never seen Hellsing. So here's a taste of it, I guess.
Honestly, if you want to see the series, I suggest getting the manga, or the OVA's. The anime is good, but the movie's are alot better, and they stick to the manga plot. So yeah, the video has scenes from an OVA.
Hey,
Friday at last, hallelujah to that right? It's been a long week for me, but nothing real dramatic has happened(Which I am really grateful for).
I've actually been happy, I'm free. I've gotten over my self esteem issues, don't have a boyfriend to worry about, and I'm alright. It's nice, I can be my own person now you know?
Anyways, the rest of this post is just about anime, about Hellsing, so if you don't want spoilers don't read. Just thought I'd warn ya.
Anyone have any ideas for slightly romantic pose by the way? I want to do a Pip/Seras fanart, but I can't think of how to do it. I don't want really sappy, cause it's just not Hellsing. I'm at a dead end.
It's sad though, their story I mean. But hey, you can't go wrong with a vampire and a mercenary right? It's cool cause Seras and Pip have this love/hate relationship. But the love part is brought out when they have to fight the Nazi's, with the whole near death situation going on. Seras gets tore up pretty badly in the process,(By this ugly thing of a werewolf) and gets her arm cut of and her eyes gouged out.(Lovely thought, ain't it?)
Pip saves her just in time, only to get stabbed in the back with a scythe. So when he's laying there dying he finally kisses her. It's sweet, you know, cause there's a tender moment in all the death and destruction.
So that's what the manga pictures are all about. Sorry, they're a bit bloody.
Alright, sorry that this post is so long. You're really nice if you read all this.(lol)
Thanks for the visit.
Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"