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Wednesday, February 21, 2007


   .:Damn the internal sickness:.
Hey,
thanks for the 18 comments on my last post. *hugs* All the kind comments made me feel alittle better. And I can actually eat today..when I was real sick the thought of food disgusted me. It's nice to have my appetite back.

But one thing that I'm not looking forward to is the makeup work, yet again. I miss alot of school because of family issues and such. But do the teachers understand that? No, they don't. And I'm working in a group for a project (unfortunately), and I'm sure they're not going to be happy that I missed work.

I know everyone goes through this, but it's just a pain sometimes. School I mean, I know I need an education and that's not the part that bothers me. It just doesn't seem worth it to put up with the people. To hear the smartass comments my ex says when I walk by, or just..feh. It's lonely to be an ookami and lost in a sea of humans. To be around people that don't understand themselves let alone each other. So of course I get horribly misunderstood, but it's always been that way. This makes me horribly cynical. And bitter, and all I want to do is be alone. But, baring my teeth at the world will get me nowhere. Revenge would be nice, but it isn't the answer. But I wish it was sometimes.

Yeah, I'm being negative, I am sorry. I'm glad to be feeling better but not happy for the fact that I have to go back to that tomorrow. I'll get over it.

And I didn't forget about the requests, they're coming along, slowly.^^;
Thanks for reading.

Sayonara,
Blue
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