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Friday, May 18, 2007


:New art is up by the way!:.

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Time of Post: 6:30
Quote: Blue: You know, I want a stuffed animal that says 'shut up' when you hug it.
Ami-chan: That would traumatize a child. They go 'aww your cute' and hug it then the thing says 'shut up'. It'd be like 'Mommy mommy wahh!'
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Hey,
What's up everyone? Sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've just been busy. It was my Otakuversary on the 14th, can't believe I missed it. xD I've been here for a long time, since it's already '07 and I had a different account on here before then.

Anyway, I was brave and got all my long hair chopped off. Now it's short. Hm, similar to Keiko from Yu Yu Hakusho, only black. It looks okay, though, so no worries.

Yesterday I went to the school chorus concert because Ami-chan had to get on stage and sing. She did so good, she led the sopranos in her class. I'm so proud! *sniff*

Speaking of school related things, remember that girl that I was bitching about who hit a nerve and made me cry? She was crying, the other day. I know I sound like a witch but I was happy for that. I have no idea what was wrong, but I don't care. What goes around comes around and that bitch got what she deserved.

I can't wait until school is over. Not long at all, then it'll be summer with freedom and lotsa chances to draw.
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(The only werewolf in Hellsing..he's a Nazi tho but still awesome)

I've felt alot of self-loathing lately, no idea why. I just look at myself sometimes and think I'm such a loser. X_x Really I am, maybe not on here, but I have no communication skills with people in the real world. Guess that comes from being a hermit. I just wish..I wish for alot of things. Sometimes I feel like not even my friends understand me. Fading away from them too wouldn't help at all though, so I won't do so. But I will be someone great in the end, I just have to work for it..! I hope so, anyway..

Another thing that kind of bugs me about highschool is all the couples. Everywhere. Been there, done that, bleh. But I realize how, pointless it all seems. Maybe it's just me, because I'm a romantic,(although I don't like the total sap stuff), and my ideals for it are too high. Or does teen romance 'ehh' you too?

I'd like someone who you could love without the constant 'hug kiss smooch' stuff. A friend as well as a lover you know? And someone who'll poke fun at me and make me laugh. Yet still be serious enough to understand how I tick, even just alittle bit. As if I'll ever find that but it's nice to dream.

What else..I think I'm getting my Tarot cards this weekend..! I'm happy about that, I ordered the gothic vampire deck I believe. I think I'll have a better connection with that deck because I am black ookami and I like darker things in nature. It'd be so nice to just crawl into the night don't you think?^^ With the moon shining, of course.

Sorry this post is so ungodly long. Thank you for reading if you did. *big hug*
Ja mata,
-Blue
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