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Monday, July 2, 2007


THEY LIVE! Well, kind of..

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Hey,
What's up everyone? Nothing much here, just having a Hellsing spaz. (So be warned of the happy rant. I'm sorry.)
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Newest chapter of Hellsing is out~! And PxS fans are rejoicing everywhere. Why? Because Pip lives~!

Wait, no, that's not right..he's still dead. Ok, he appears, in Seras head. *And* he's got shadow matter on him. Which means..that his soul is indeed there. (What I was hoping for)

Seras and Alucard have the ability to absorb souls of the ones they drink blood from. It wasn't explained very clearly, so at first we all thought it was only the victim's memories. No, it is indeed the whole package.

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And at one point he says
'Hey, hey that's not you.
You're stronger than that, that's not the woman I know.
Come on girl wake up let's do it.
Let's do it, let's get together and then beat him up.'
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In other news, I went to Inuyasha rating on Livejournal..and I am Kikyou. I really don't know how that came about, but I was honest when filling out my profile.^^' I don't have any complaints, I like her but I was just surprised.

Ah, and I have a question: Can any of you make me a wallpaper? I need a background for my next theme, and I want it to be Pip and Seras. But there are virtually no wallpapers of them, and I don't know how to make one.

I will supply pictures for it, and in return I'll draw you three pictures of whatever you want.(Not a very good deal, but it's all I have to offer.) Let me know if you're interested and I'll PM you with details. Somebody please help me here.^^'
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I need advice..I can't talk about anything else, because I really don't have much of a life.(Not that I can, my family is dirt poor right now so we go nowhere.) I've been feeling really bad about that lately. I'm just in one of my moods where I hurt and ponder and beat myself up over and over again. Me being me, my drawings, everything. My drawings are just not good enough! I swear I draw and erase, draw and erase until my hands bleed, but it's not good enough.

But what can ya do? I'm an Otaku, not a normal teen. People usually don't get that. I'm expected to have alot of friends and be dating and worrying about things like that but I'm not. I never will, either. I'm being me with my weird interests yet I'm a loser because of it. I'm torn. Dear lord I know this sounds so angsty and stupid, but sometimes I think my life is pointless. Not life in general, just my life. Me. I really am nothing. I want to give up at times, though you can't give up on life, so I guess it doesn't matter does it?

This post is long, thank you for reading if you did. I luffs you all~ =3
Ja mata,
~Blue

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