Sunday, January 20, 2008

Snow Time!
Four comments eh? Better than the zero I expected.
Anyways, super duper late post. The reason being is that today I'm going to the snow! (I know, its sorta late for that, but eh)
I haven't been to the snow in like forever. The last time we went, we didn't even get out of the car because there was nowhere to park. Four hours in a car for nothing X__X

-_-;; Well, I hoped to make this a longer post but I haven't even done my hair. My step sister, Karina, offered to do my hair and eyes. I never do my eyes, but I really can't say no.

Question!

1 - Does it snow where you live?

See ya and take care! ^^
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Friday, January 18, 2008

Been Foever eh?
I know I know, been forever since my last post.
I simply... *scratches head* I really don't know. I simply not posting anymore, but I still don't want to leave Myo for good. Probably because of the friends I got here, but *sigh* I don't know I feel like I shouldn't be here.

I hate boring you guys with my life. Mostly cause lots have happen when I was gone. I be brief, I never got to see my friend Koten. I was a total b*tch to my dad, all day long and he decided not to take me to see Koten. I was so upset with him that I wouldn't talk to him. Then, just because I wanted to throw a fit, I refused to take off the shirt I told Koten I was to wear on our meeting (that never happened) simply to piss somebody off.

This is when things turn horribly wrong. Just to further the whole problem, I was beating myself up. My little brother and sister had to hold me down! And still, I tried to hit my head on the wall. When my father entered the room, he told my brother and sister to leave the room. We got into a heated aurgument, and well...

*sigh* He tried to force the t-shirt off me, but I pushed him away from me. So, he got me around the shoulder/neck section and started hitting me on the head. Then when I still refused to give in, he started to shake me and yelling at my face.

End result, made him cry. Never in my whole life before then, did I see him cry. Yell yes, hit yes, but never cry. I always thought of him of a f*cking b*st*rd of a dad who never cared about his kids. So ya, that didn't turn out well.

Since then people been telling me I should call child services. But, I don't see why I should call on my dad on something I deserved. I still don't like him, but I don't hate him either. Eh, it's complicated. Now, my mother is the other hand is another case. My mother is wonderful, I could always tell her anyhting. There is just two problems, she is too "flexible" to my liking and when I told her what happened she laughed. That was the last thing I needed, I was beaten and she laughs at me. Lucky her I was in no mood to b*tch slap her (though I was rather close)

Now what else to talk about that isn't that upsetting. Oh I know, my school is having a field trip to Universal Studios! Never been there, but I can't wait! Just wish my friend would come.
You see, it's a spirit point field trip. Every day we are suppose to wear specific colors to get spirit points, and you also get some by winning contests. This time it was 1- 8th grade 2- 7th grade.

Unfortuantly, they ran out of tickets. I got my tickets on monday, but my sister waited too late. A bunch of guys cutted in line in front of her and they ran out of tickets by the time she made it. She wasn't the only one who didn't get her ticket.

On Monday, my friend Senpai (Anita) didn't come to school. I found this odd, but decided it was nothing. On Tuesday, she came but she wasn't herself. I normally wait for Senpai and Tiny Senapi (her younger sister) by the gate which is just in front of the lunch tables where I eat my breakfast. This time, I didn't see Anita but I did catch Tiny Senpai. I found this very odd, for usually Senpai gets me extra breakfast (the food in the school isn't much so I'm always starving).

Bell rang, I went to my homeroom class for AR. Bell rings again telling the students that it's time for the five minute break. I decided to see Senpai for her room is rather close by. Romina and I went to see Anita, but when I was said "Senpai!". The first thing Anita said was, "I'm not in the mood now"

I was upset, so I decided that she is just a bit cracky. Few classes pass, it's lunch time. Instead of waiting for me to finish my lunch Anita just left. Determine to stay with my Senpai I looked for her. Finding her by the door I started doodling. Not hoping for anything really, but well... let's just say we started passing notes and it made me upset that she wanted to die. T^T And to top it off, she said she found me annoying.

Annoying, oh such a painful word. I know I can be clingy, I know that I often say the wrong stuff. But annoying? I guess I saw it coming, but never by Senpai. We only meet this year, but she was my absolute best friend.

On wedsday I was nervous, I didn't want to be annoying to my Senpai. I hurried my lunch, and checked if Romina was coming. It was the same everyday, Romina comes and soon comes Senpai and Tiny Senpai. I hurried my sister when I saw Romina coming, hoping to hide in the library.

I did manage to hide from Senpai, but it was not just hide from her. Wesnday was the benchmarks, not one, but two. History and Science, my best classes, but during tests it was horrible. I spent all night studing for them and my time was spent on studying. I'm certain I did well on the History one, and even better on science. I loved History, and was good on science (though I bitterly dislike it for some reason)

After my art class (I love art, but dammit the people in the class are so loud) I would go to PE where I often ran to catch up to my Senpai who is coming out of PE. The moment I saw Senpai I ran, why? No clue, I was certain to stay away from her not wanting to be a nuisance.

When she patted me on the head just like she often does, I was so relieved. During lunch, well... things weren't so well. The tickets were sold out, and my Senpai didn't get a ticket. T^T I was upset, but tried to cheer her up. Neither of us been to Universal Studios, and I hoped to be with her in this field trip.

Today, my Senpai was still cheery. We joked around, but... *sigh* It was bad enough having my senpai upset, but Steven was upset too. Steven was a friend of mine (actually he is the only male friend I have) was down too. I didn't know what to say, for I didn't know him as good as I know Senpai. He told me that no one is his classes liked him, and well, how was I to tell him it didn't matter? I tried, but failed. Luckily, during my last class he seem back to normal (super glad, cause Steven was the last person I would think would be down)

*scratches head* Did I ramble a bit too much?
I guess I shouldn't expect too many comments eh?

Ya know something I noticed? When you are at the top of the world, you soon are crashed down. God only allows you be so happy, for he knows something you don't.
I was so happy to see meet my friend, and I'm being hit in the head because I didn't see her. Life can be a killer.

Here is a AMV. The anime is Samura X, the song is "Swords" by Leftfield



See ya and take care! ^_^
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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Study!!

X_X Crap, need to study

I was hoping to visit and add a post yesterday but I got such a bad headache that I simply wasn't in the mood. Crap, its probably the cold here. It doesn't snow, but its so f*cking cold!! T-T Crap, all my sweaters are perfect for San Diego weather but not here! I need warmer clothes, all I have is short sleeves and a few sweaters that aren't really warm! T-T

On December 10th was my friend L's b-day! Since it was on Monday and she did live in another city no way were we going to meet up then. So, on Saturday me and my sister was dropped off at her house ^-^ It was actually fun! Me and L glomped each other! She was surprised that my hair got longer! (I seriously need a hair cut)

Dammit, almost ten! I want to at least cram an hour worth of studying for my benchmark test! T-T
My english teacher has been sick recently and the sub surprised us with the english benchmark test! I wasn't prepared for, but I thought it was rather easy. Hopefully I got a good grade on that one since it counts for 35% of my grade O.O

Even though I was great in Math, I simply just /).(\ I don't know. I can't think straight anymore. I need more sleep! I wish I could easily give up my comp. time, but that means less Gaia and if there is less Gaiaonline that means less you guys! (myotaku)

T-T Why didn't my teacher warn us sooner? Then I could have studied sooner... eh, no use rambling about it.

Here is another AMV that I'm simply putting to take up space



See ya and take care! ^^
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

/).(\ Scary Noises

Once Again...

Once again I left Myo for days X-X so sorry! I've been so busy! I just don't feel like talking to anyone at the moment! Mostly cause its midnight and I go to school in the morning! X_X Crap, I need to take a shower too /).(\

Not much to talk about really. Since Thursday I've been in Mexico seeing family. On wesday we left to Mexico and there we slept over with my grandmother. The following day we went to my aunt's house were we stayed for a bit. I played with my older cousin a bit (there was a tickle fight XD) and he showed me a Yugioh game (X_X it sucks cause you can't save)

Afterward we went to sleep over at my uncle's house. My cousin Al (Al is a girl, her real "name" is Ale) wasn't there, since she was at a slumber party and her brother was with his friends. So it was Anna, my siblings, and me. We rented movies, and I got to see Grave Of The Fireflies T^T made me cry! Seriously, it was during World War 2 (I think) and it showed what happened to a family in Japan. I wont go to the details since I really need to get off the comp.

O.O oh crap, I just heard a loud "popping" noise that nearly gave meh a heart attack...

Well I leave you now with an AMV SONG: "Sunlight Silence" by Fono ANIME: Last Exile



QUESTIONS

1 - Ever been out of country?

2 - Do you scare easily?

See ya and take care! ^^
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Monday, November 26, 2007

Why must picking names be so hard?

Ramble Ramble Ramble

Well, I have been reading the book that I mentioned on my last post (that only two people commented on) and I got just about everything I got. Now to finish up my story I need names X_X god, I'm so picky when it comes to names. The name for the apprentice was easy (Emilio) the alchemist not so much (ended up with Nathaniel) the old friend took no time (Orson) so I'm stuck with the women. X-X I don't like any of the female Italian names so far. I simply hate it when I can't find the right name for my characters..

Well, in other news I commented on a bunch of people's sites. I was expecting more people to comment but eh, I guess I deserve from the lack of commenting. God, am I boring >.>" I didn't really do much today. I was searching for new settlings for my story "The Doll Maker".

Yesh, this means a short post! Isn't that great? Nah, cause I feel like typing more >.>
Oh, my and my friend Koneako talked =^-^= I usually get so freaked out by the phone so I rarely answer it, but me and Koten managed to talk to each other (even though we live in different states) I did most of the talking ^^" we are planning to see each other, but... she doesn't know how I look like. Man, I wish I had a digital camera or something to post my picture X_X

Now some bad news, for the last few days I have been making a Tobi mask. I only needed to paint it, but... >.>"" my brother and his friend were playing with it. And long story short, it broke. My mom said my little brother was crying and worried what I would say. o.o"" I guess I scared the kid (>.>" I didn't do nothing seriously!)

Not much to say, now. So here is another vid just to fill up space.



1 - Do you have brothers and sisters?

2 - Do you wear braces?

See ya and take care!! ^^
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

[insert some flashy tittle here]

*poke*

Today, my mom finally took me to the library. I hate talking to people that I don't know *I'm terribly shy when it comes to new things and people* /).(\

It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Fine the library was small, and there should have been more books too, but it was alright. I came there, because I am currently writing a story called 'The Doll Maker' It is about an alchemist who gave up his "gift" and became a doll maker. When a young woman was murdered the father in law insists that the former alchemist would create a doll looking just like her, and bring back her soul. There are two problems with this, 1 - human transmutation is greatly illegal and 2 - The alchemist simply is disgusted at the idea...

Well, I'm at the second chapter, and I'm stuck. The whole thing takes in Italy and I have no clue about anything about Italy. X_X So not good...

Though I was forced to ask a lady working at the library, I found the book I needed. Its more of a tourist guide, but I found the main setting, Todi.

Wells, since we could check out up to 30 books, I went looking for more. Well, I was looking for a book, but there was a girl sitting down near me. I was freaking out, "Oh god, is she looking at me?!?! O.O Don't look you moron! X_X oh god, don't notice me!" <-- yesh, this was going in my head while the girl was looking at meh. /).(\ man I have issues...

I'm sure it wasn't a surprise, but she noticed me. I nearly fainted when she asked what school I go to. Therefore I told her the wrong school X_X she scared meh, so I was about to say "Raito Middle School" O.O"" ya know Raito as in Light Yagami from Death Note. We started talking a bit, but we didn't really go much since we didn't have much in common. But I must say when she said that she had a Foster Mom that sorta er, took me by surprise. o.o" she said she had 14 foster sister, and 4 foster brother (or did she say another 14?)

Since she doesn't have a comp. at home she obviously didn't have an e-mail address, so I'm sure we wouldn't meet up again. Well, in the end I checked out four books. One I already finished it (Ella Enchanted)

Here is another AMV it is an Air AMV. The title is Air AMV - Worlds Unbroken by silvermoon377. The song is "Waiting For The World To Fall" by Jars of Clay



QUESTIONS

1 - Do you often go to the library?

2 - Are you more of a socializing person or a more er, to your self person?

~ See ya and take care!^^
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Friday, November 23, 2007

New Theme

*pokes tittle*

I got tired of my orange theme, so I decided to change my theme. But, I didn't have time to post, so obliviously I didn't have time to make a new theme. So I saw this background and made this theme. I love Tsubasa and since I never made a theme of it yet, I put the pic of Sakura just cause my site looked plain.

I really not exactly a mood to talk, just bored. Last night I stayed up to 4 AM cause I was watching the rest of Death Note to the ending. I'm broke at the moment, therefore I couldn't buy the rest of the manga so I started watching the series (where I left off in the manga) This was mostly cause I am in a RP where I am Near, Raito (Light), and Rem. X_X near barely showed up, so I had no clue about him.

I don't wish to give out any spoilers, but man did I have a good laugh at the end XD The very end though made me tear up, but the rest of it was just hilarious at how pathetic -censor- was. My friends L and Sempai said Near is funny, but o.o"" I didn't see it. I guess I don't find Near funny.

Sooo, besides my rant of Death Note nothing special. Thanksgiving was different this year though. Usually we would go to Mexico and eat tamales, turkey, etc. with my cousins and grandparents. But since the move, no Mexico T_T I miss Al (my cousin) we rarely see each other.

I haven't updated much like I used to, so I made it up by commenting a few people (there wasn't many who updated anyways) so hopefully someone would leave a comment here.

Well this is a AMV that I fell in love with. It has HUGE spoilers for Death Note. It goes up to the ending! The song is "Disarm" by Smashing Pumpkins



See ya and take care! ^^
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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

*sob*

I really didn't feel like posting since I lost everything! Okay, fine not everything >.>" but I lost all of my buttons and yours. *sob* it took me forever to get everyone's buttons!

Since I have a site (dam, I remembered that I lost my intro part thing too! *more tying to do*) where I make simply Myo layouts, well some person asked me to make a "The Meloncholy Of Haruhi Suzumiya layout, with all the club members in it, with an orange and blue theme. Also the ending song for music." well, I couldn't find the wallpaper, so I tried to get a different one...

In the end I accidentally deleted all of my stuff on here, instead of my stuff in my former account. X_X

Well, I did needed a make over anyways, though I must say I like the orange layout (reminds me of the old Naruto layout I had way back then) Anyways, life is well... XP

I got my report card for this Quater to find out I have all 3s except for one 2 in PE. For those who are confused my school grading system is a tad different...

4 - A

3 - B-C

2 - Low C - High D

1 - F

X_X I horribly suck at PE. I simply get so scared when the ball is anywhere near me!! Today we played soccer and when the ball was right at me I freaked out *hits head* such an idiot, I never freak out during soccer up till now.

In other news, I am doing my science project with a guy. He asked me if I didn't have a parter yet, and when I said no he just had to ask if he could be mine. X_X I get so freaked out around guys, but since he was nice and all I simply couldn't say no. At least he is doing his part of the job, unlike most of the guys in my school.

He bought all the materials for our project which involves concepts that we are not aware of o.o""
I only picked the whole project cause it involved buying candy *yum* the guy even bought a box full of M&Ms!

Since Today was HW Club (its just a club where all these teachers are in the same room so when you need help they are there to explain) we researched the concepts (which took us the whole hour cause they were so hard to understand X_X)

Thursday is going to be HW Club, so I asked my teacher if we could do our project there, since we don't wanna mess up. ^^" That and I simply don't want to be in a boy's house.

O.O Oh Crap! Today/tomorrow (Wednesday) is my friend's b-day and I forgot! *gets paper and pencil* better draw a crappy b-day card for her!

QUESTIONS

1 - Ever forgot your friend's b-day?

See ya and take care! ^^
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Friday, November 2, 2007

O.o""

Well lets see above the post you may find my Fan Fiction site which you may find my story The Mirror

It is still not finished, but guess what! Out of all the stories my teacher got mine was one of the best! ^_^ But... since it was 30 pages I couldn't read it today/yesterday. Instead I'm gonna read it tomorrow/today. ^-^ Gives me time to prepare *not good at talking in front of class*

Also, another good news is that in PE we had to do a mile run. What is so happy about that you may ask? Well usually I end at 14 min, but today 12 min!! A new record!!! *so very happy*

^^" Well, supposedly I was to post the above yesterday but the computer was taken from me, so all this is a day late O.o""

QUESTIONS

1 - Do you often read scary stories?

2 - Ever heard of a game called Fatal Frame?

See ya and take care! ^^
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Monday, October 29, 2007

HUNGRY!

I need food! X_X Its 1:11 and I'm starving! I simply can't sleep until I finish with my story! But I'm in writer's block!! X_X

It simply sucks, it was suppose to be due on friday but since the printer didn't have ink I had to send it to the school website then at school I planned to print it out there. Sadly I have Word Processor and it doesn't work on school computers, so... I got the weekend to finish the story! But... I only had 30 minutes on friday no time on saturday (went to get costumes) and nearly all day on sunday!


Oh under the post is a vid I have been trying to show you guys

QUESTIONS

1 - What is a scary story to you? (in other words does it have to have ghosts? demons? etc)

See ya and take care! ^^
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