Saturday, August 18, 2007

T-T Only one person commented?

Thank you so much Zaku for the comment, but I feel sad that only one person commented. EH, probably cause I don't comment and I haven't updated ^^"

私は実際に実際に述べることを何も持っていない。 昨日私は私のお母さんと私達が賃借しようと思っている家を塗ることを行った。 はい、私達は私達のもの家および酒造機を塗らなければならない。 しかし彼らは私達が賃貸料から使うお金を控除すると言った。
私の手はしばらくの後で絵画TTの明るい赤を私の貧乏人手回した。 そして… >。> "ええただそれだけ。 短いポストの^^ "

Okay, I used a online translator so here is what it says

- I really don't have anything to talk about actually. Yesterday I went with my mom to paint the house we are going to rent. Yep, we have to paint the house, and its still not ours. But they said that they will deduct the money we spend from the rent.

My hands turned bright red after awhile of painting T-T my poor hands. And... >.>" Yeah that's it. Short post ^^"

Ramdom Part Of The Post

-CLICK-

QUESTIONS

- How long have you lived in your apartment/house?

See ya and take care! ^-^
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Never Too Late

>.>""" so, er...

I'm so sorry!! I keep planning to update, but...but... *hits head* the moment I start typing its 2 AM and my sister wants to get on *hits head over and over* I'm so so sorry!
I have been in Gaiaonline.com more and more *hits head* TT-TT I'm just so close to my dream avi, I just need one more item... Shadow Spirit but it costs 29K O.O"" I only got 23K, but >.>"" Well... its those minishops!! They are so addicting!!

>.> if you don't have a Gaia then the above is just rambles. Well, its best to go on with the news. For those in my last post who said I wasn't ruining my dad's b-day well, yes I was.... I was disobeying, rude, and so on but on Sunday things got better, I actually thought I would have a good day, but.. *sigh* When I came home my mom told us that we are moving again!!! We haven't been here for a year, and already we are moving to another city!! D;

You see my step dad's work is in the city where we are going to rent a house, and to work and coming back home costs a lot of money, actually 460 dollars a month just gasoline X_X so they decided to find a house and we are moving in September. D; I'll miss all my friends!! L [Ashley], Kayla, and everyone!!

Its just not fair, since the house that we are going to rent is horrible! I mean the kitchen is in ruins, the kitchen floor looks like some pigs covered in mud stampeded there. *sigh* no I'm exagerating. Well, they are making the house better (getting new tiles, paitning) but... we are the ones who have to paint it, and so on, since the lady doesn't have enough money to do all the changes herself.

So, what else to say, I changed my theme to penguinos? ^^" I'm planning to change it to raito/light from Death Note soon though [by soon I mean when I finally remember I need to do these things]

Well, since we are moving I pretty much accupied by Okami (its a video game) that my friend L (Ashley) let me and my sister borrow, I am halfway done with 35 hours, it took her 60 hours so I sorta in a rush but I really want to do those side quests. TT-TT though I need to bring some cherry blossoms that are possed by evil spirits back to life, but first I need to bring back the other cherry blossoms back to life, but I can't find the other two TT-TT

Oh well, I'm rambling, and most of you guys don't know what I'm talking about. *sigh* The main reason why I'm going to Gaia these days is so I can talk to L since we don't really see each other XD we are too lazy to plan a way to go to each other houses.

Oh, a few days ago (I can't even remember how long ago it is o.o""") L invited me and my sister to the movies to see Rush Hour 3, my sister ended up not going cause she didn't want to, so it was just L and Raito XD [For those who don't know, my friend L calls me Raito/Light from Death Note] We couldn't stop laughing though, it was such a funny movie (XD I am still laughing how the guy started dancing while singing "Everyone was Kung Fu Fighting") I also started poking her throughout the movie, >.>"" not my fault its so much fun poking her...

Random Part Of The Post

Since I like SilentReaper's comics in Deviantart here is a link to one of the comics (its from Death Note)

~CLICK ME~

QUESTIONS

- O.O" Er... hungry?

See ya and take care! ^-^
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Monday, July 30, 2007

Penguino!

Okay guys, I haven't been able to post... >.>"
I'm just here to say that I changed my theme, its penguinos! ^-^
My friend Koten made the wallpaper for me! ^-^

Today is my dad's birthday and so far I'm making everything worse TT_TT I can't help it, TT_TT I'm trying to make things better but things get worse!!

QUESTIONS

1 - Like my new theme ^_^

See ya and take care! ^^
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

I want cookies

I'm not suicidal anymore as you guys can guess. I didn't think I sounded too suicidal, but I guess that's how I am when I'm ready to cry (making me cry is really hard)

Anyway, nothing much happen today... *sigh* and its almost 4 in the morning so I don't have time to really think of something to say now

Oh, the computer is becoming slower and slower lately T-T I guess I need to start cleaning it up since I am the only one who knows computers (but not to well)

QUESTIONS

1 - Do you eat lots of sweets?

See ya and take care! ^.^
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Monday, July 16, 2007

Doesn't anyone care about me?!?!

I nearly drown, my dad doesn't care, I get hit by a mop that my little brother threw at me my mom doesn't care. T-T I want to stab them sooo badly!! I hate this!! They simply put a face and pretend to care, and in truth they just doesn't care...

*sigh* I'll explain people. I was with my dad this weekend, and he took us (me, my sister, my brother, my step sis, and my step brother) to some beach to go snorkeling. Well, at first things went well, my dad took us one by one to go snorkeling. I was the last one to go, I was nervous but everything was alright. There was so many fish! There was this bright orange one that scared my step sis, because she said one of the had red eyes o.o""
Then I went snorkeling again, but without my dad and with my little 9 year old brother, and my step brother. Well my brother was nice to me at the moment so he took us to this big rock where other snorkeling people were, unfortunately at the moment there was lots of waves, and I had a hard time getting my grip (I am still scared of the water) and then boom, the flipper thing you put on your feet to go swimming got lose I quickly grabbed it and put it up (scared since the water kept trying to pull me down) and then we went to go back to shore (no one noticed me being freaked out)

Well, guess what happen? The thing you breathe in (you know the tube thing) well, it was getting filled with water! So I couldn't breath, so I started freaking out mostly since my goggles started filling with water too! I couldn't see or breath, so I tried screaming out for help from my step brother and brother, >.> no one heard me (they were underwater) dam, so I tried swimming back (very far away)
T_T I can't swim that well, so I was panicking, since I was started feeling numb. No one helped me, I was alone luckily because my friend Valeria (actually she was my friend till 3-5 grade) taught me how to swim, so even though I can't swim that well... thanks to her I know how to swim good enough to reach to a place where I could stand up
*sob* I was soo scared!! I no one helped me, no one was there!!
And when I told my dad, he didn't care!! He just asked about my brother!!! Why??? Wasn't I important enough???
Well, my brother was drowning... yes he was going down to the ocean but some 11 year old saved him! Yes, i am happy that someone saved him (I'm not heartless) but, someone saves my brother yet when I was freaking out that I couldn't breath or see that well [some of the water got out] no one helps me...

*sigh* just so not fair, if I died right now, would anyone miss me?? Would anyone care *sob*

Well, afterward I guess it was alright. Even though I wanted to cry so badly because I thought I was going to die!! (this is my 3rd near death experience all in the ocean)
I missed Naruto, Bleach, and Blood + because us girls (me, my sis, and my step sister) had to sleep in a room without tv while the guys (brother and step brother) had the living room with tv all to themselves

Just great my brother is going to watch tv while I am trying to hear some music

Well, because my mom wants me to get off I just skip to what just happen. My mom, and step dad left to get some water (where I live you have to go and get drinking water by yourself) and my brother was going to call them because he wanted to know where they were. My sister told him that they said only call them for emergencies. This always happens, my brother says "I don't care" I get mad tell him to stop, and leave the phone alone we get mad. I get the phone... *sigh* he hits me, but this time he throws the f-word mop at me and hits me on the side!!
When my mom comes and I tell her, what she say? "What did you do to help around the house? Your not allowed to use the computer unless you help around the house!!" (I was using the computer)

No one cares!! I just hate this! I want to die! I mean, what's the point of me living if I had to deal with a mother who doesn't care about me or understands me, and a brother who just makes my life a living hell and keeps saying "I don't care" and with a sister who just wont shut up! She talks and talks when I was peace and quiet!! And then with a dad who doesn't pay child support (he owes my mom around 10,000 dollars) and doesn't care about me or understands anything about me.
I just hate this!!
I know, I'm complaining! But I can't help it!
I just want someone who says "I care" and means it and wont back stab me in the end

*sigh* I'll try to get through it... I won't commit suicide (me swimming like hell proves enough that I don't want to die)

Random Part Of The Day

"Stop making me repeat myself! Its bad for my health!" - Duo Maxwell (Gundam Wing)

QUESTIONS

1 - How often do you talk on the phone?

2 - Ever felt empty?

See ya and take care! ^.^
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Friday, July 13, 2007

I got a HUG Button!

I know that was random, but eh, I got a hug button now! ^.^ Now I will know how much you guys care about me!

Anyways, I can't believe it is Friday already! ^-^
Tomorrow I am going with my dad to scuba diving! I never been scuba diving... so I'm nervous mostly since... well I get freaked out if the water reaches my neck its just that well
When I was little my mom used to leave me at this place to swim. I didn't know how to swim so I went to the swimming pool that was small enough for those who don't know how to swim. But I went to the swimming pool that was too deep for me... well I was DROWNING!
Everyone was looking at me, and not doing anything. The only reason I am alive is because a girl jumped in and got me out, but when i came out the lady who was suppose to take care of me just yelled at me!!

Thats why I hate swimming >_<

So lets see what else to talk about. Nothing much I guess.

Random Part Of The Day

Well, since I am a Death note fan here are some quotes! ^.^

"Giovanni: if there is shinigami, I might die, right?
Near: Yes.
Giovanni:.....
Near: if you are scared, I'll ask Lester to go.
Lester: ............."

Near: "Rester could you come back one more time to command the center in New York?" (he's currently in Japan)
Rester: One more time?"
Near: I'm also going to Japan"
Rester: So during that time you want me to come to New York and stay watch?"
Near: No"
Rester: Then why do you want me in New York?"
Near: I've never experienced the first class procedures of riding a plane alone, so I want you to come back so we can go together." (89)

QUOTES

1 - Do you watch or read Death Note?

2 - What is your fav. ice cream flavor? And why?

See ya and take care! ^.^
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Yes I know...

I know its been awhile since a posted! >.> well at least I have been commenting on people's sites, so thats good...

Well, where should I start?
On Saturday was my step sister's birthday party! ^.^
Though my sister was mostly complaining about her...
I have three step sisters, this one was the youngest, who turned 6 and she is very very bossy!
It was fun though, my cousins came and finally! For the first time they stayed over the night! YAY!
You see, my cousin Al (nickname, she is a girl) and me always begs to stay over, and now after all those years of begging finally payed off!! ^.^

On Saturday night, my cousins (Anna and Al) and my step sister (Karina [14] not Andy [6]) along with me were talking. Well my cousin Anna accidentally put her hand on the hair straighter thing... O.O she got a small burn, but she is okay. Then we were talking about our bodies...
No not that!
Its more of "Hey, be happy at least you have..." you know that kind of talk >.>
I didn't understand anything they were talking about since they thought I was lucky that I have "curves" O.o""""
eh?
I don't understand guys or girls >.>"
I feel so alone...


Anyway, moving along!
On Sunday we spend the day going to the park!
It was fun, though when we (Al, Andy, and me) went to pet two dogs, (they were sooo cute!) well, one of them were big and accidentally Andy and the dog bumped heads X_X Andy started crying...

*sigh* There are lots of little things that get me pissed off...
like
- People telling me what to do even when they have no clue whats going on
- Liars

but the one I get usually pissed off is cry babies X_X fine she is 6, but come on!

Okay, well my brother let me and Al borrow his skateboard ^.^ Al and me don't know how to ride it so one of us gets on and the other helps out ^^" hey its still fun

Well, this saturday I am going to meet my friend Koneako in real life ^.^
My dad had a job nearby and asked my mom to drop us (my brother, my sis, and me) as In-N-Out
There I told my dad well... me and Koten were planning this so much I couldn't handle a no, so I told him the truth but not completely the truth
>.>
Though I found out that on saturday we are going
er... I don't know what is the word my dad used but something like scuba diving
luckily my dad said if we go there at 11:30 (instead of the 12:30 me and Koten planned) and leave at 12:30 we can go ^.^

yay!

Random Part Of The Post

o.o"""

I got nothing....
No wait!!
Picture this!
12 year old girl gets on a bicycle for 6 year olds
12 year old starts riding it....

BAM!!
Girl falls down!

Guess what??
That was my sister caught on the small video camera in my mom's cell phone
^^"

QUESTIONS

1 - Have you ever meet any of your Myo friends in real life?

2 - How many guest book sings do you have?

See ya and take care! ^.^
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Thursday, July 5, 2007

back from Mexico

Hey, guys! ^^
Short post since my sister wont leave me alone!! *stares in an evil way*

Okay, I am so sorry for not visiting anyone, but my grandma doesn't have a computer. Well, for short me and Al (my cousin who I nicknamed after Al from FMA, and she is a girl!) went to see Ocean's 13! It was so cool! Now I need to see Ocean's 12 since I already watched Ocean's 11 ^^
Though I like Ocean's 11 more than Ocean's 13, since it was funny how they tricked the guy that they were the people who was suppose to get the robbers but they were the robbers and ^^ they got all the money and walked away with it
Though in Ocean's 13 everyone got some money ^^

Random Part Of The Day...

O_O
I got nothing so I put a vid up right under the post

QUESTIONS

1 - Have you seen Ocean's 13?

2 - What is the last movie you had seen?

3 - Ever been to Mexico?

See ya and take care!^^
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Monday, July 2, 2007

Back from my dad's

Hey guys!
I just came back from my dad's place!
On Saturday guess what!! ^^
We went to the reptile show! It was mostly just big room with a lot of reptiles! I love snakes, but it make me sad that they eat poor little adorable mice. I loved the turtles, they looked so cute! But there was this one HUGE turtle! That turtle cost 1,000 dollars O_O lots of money...

Though at the show, me and my brother (my sister was with her San Diego friend and my step siblings were with their dad) got lost. My dad probably didn't notice our absence at first since he was too busy looking at the snakes. Oh well, I did like looking at the reptiles... ^^

Today, we saw a movie! It was um.. I have no idea how to spell it..
Ratanoni? No there was an L in it...
Oh well, anyways we went to see it but since it was in the city I live in none of us knew how to get there... X_X My dad was driving just about everywhere, since my brother got mad and wouldn't tell us where to go! My brother is the one who knows all the directions, so without him it took us forever...
I nearly started crying because...well
I hardly get time with my dad and I didn't want to end the weekend with us not being able to find some movie theater...

So what else to talk about...
Oh, you guys know the song "Girlfriend" right? Well, when it started playing in the radio guess what came in mind?
-_- for some odd reason L from Death Note was singing that to Misa (also from Death Note) I would have laughed if I wasn't too busy trying to find the theater...

Random Part Of the Post

O_____o
Er... got nothing to put here but wanna know what was inside my sister's birthday card that I gave her?

In the front it said "Sisters are a gift from god"
then when you open it, well it says, "A cruel punishing god"
^^ My mom found that really funny...


QUESTIONS

1 - What Zodiac sign are you under?

2 - Are you good at HTML? (I mean do you use it often and use to it? or you find it confusing and rarely use it?)

See ya and take care! ^^
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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Nothing To Say

Okay, I still have nothing to say...
>_< I am so tired of having nothing to say!! Today as usual I did nothing but go on the computer...

The only thing that is worth talking about is umm..
-_- I got nothing that is really that important..

O_O Just great my dad came...

-_-

Got no time to post anymore!! Grr...

QUESTIONS

1 - How long do you use the computer?

See ya and take care!^^
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