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Saturday, May 23, 2009
Drama, Weight, And Fish
I don't like drama, I just wish people would just be happy with life. If something is wrong then don't make it complicated. But that is too much to hope for, drama comes with life. End of the year is coming up soon and even though it is rather happy to think that summer vacation is coming up it does mean sophomore year is coming in close.
My counselor already gave me the classes that I will take, most of my classes will be honor classes. No surprise there, however there is a small chance that we may move away. I'm tired of moving and just wish we can stay in one spot for more than a year. I signed up for cross country, and I just hope I am not gonna be the fastest girl there. I know I'm chunky but I'm not that fat! It's just that I don't like to be always the heaviest girl in the group or being the one to struggle to do the two miles under twenty minutes. I have improved [ from five laps to seven ] yet I still feel like I need to lose weight.
I'm not gonna go into a crash diet but, it is frustrating to carry the weight. I want to lose it but I don't have much hope in losing it. I can pace myself, do the bleachers and just about anything else my friends can do with not much problems compared to my friends but I feel so heavy compared to their thin bodies. It's not like I compare myself to them all the time, just that they always say "I am so fat" and stuff like that, and then I just look at them and simply can't believe they would say that mostly when standing next to me. My BMI does show clearly that I am over weight, but not extremely, yet when my friends say "Oh, I am so fat I need to lose the pounds" I feel like I am an elephant around them. It's embarrassing and even though I tried to talk about it to them [ you know ask them not to say anything ] they just turn and say "Yeah, but you look good that way". Maybe I'm just exaggerating or making this up in my head. I know I won't starve myself and that I don't really need to since I am not really fat fat just it feels so bad to be this weight around my friends who are so much lighter than me.
I don't want to make this post just about weight so I mention something else. My friends got four fish from a festival in a school and gave them to me since they couldn't keep them. Unfortunately, Totoro [ the biggest one of the four fish ] died a few days ago, and today Kenny died as well. Now only two are left, Takun and Yuki. : (
On a happier note I finally talked to my ol' pal L! It's been over a year, but I finally got hold of her cell # and called. You know, I would have thought we would have been awkward talking to her again but it seem so normal. At first she seem rather distant like she was someone else well but after awhile she seem back to her old happy self. Hopefully we will talk more often and not wait a whole year to talk to each other
Haha, I'm surprised I didn't mention how long ago my other post is. I'm alive people and I'm glad that there are still people on Myotaku.
QUESTIONS -
1 - Have you ever talked to someone who was your friend before but haven't talked to in years?
2 - Ever felt embarrassed about something about you? [ example - weight, hair, height, ect ]
See ya and take care :3
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