Thursday, October 20, 2005

   i was bored out of my mind today
i called my friend, her brother answered and said he'd tell her i'd called, but she never did, so all day i waited. then my dad said we were going to arby's we did. two hours later. i hate waiting. and i really waned to do something. the vacation isn't off to a great start. but i'll do something fun tomorrow.
i'm going over to my cousin's tomorrow. he called me today and asked if i would like to come over. i said, "Sure!" i figured iwas going to be bored the next day, so why not? i'll have to re-construct (o0o0. big word. ^_^) my deck. because i think i put all my Yu-Gi-Oh cards together. Traps, Spells, Magics, and Monsters seprated...in ABC order...Seperated into catagories, effect or no effect, all in a tin. hey i was bored! which reminds me, i have 6 packs i still have to go over! ahhh! better work on that! (runs to get them starts looking at them.....) that's all i have to say for now.
TTYL! ^__^

(Starts singing the Yu-Gi-Oh GX theme song) ^_^
=P
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   what to do
i'm kind of bored. i woek up around 10:30. oops. (i want to wake up a little earlier.) anyway...i want to make slushies or somethhing like a banana shake. ^_^ yum but we have no ice cream. i'll ask my friend if she has any.
i bet Yami Bakura on my game! yay! it always seems 10x easeir the secondtime. (it think i actually found the key for it being easy? let me know and i'll tell ya!) but now i have yami marik to deal with. uh-oh....O_o gotta look forward to that! it'll be uh...quite (cough) interesting. (i say that a lot in school.)
Yu-Gi-Oh! GX: i thought it was kind of weird how a fualty Millennium Puzzle did all those things. i was kinda confused. actually, this is me, "you jerk! you can't have the Puzzle! you can't even have a fake one! " and all that other stuff. when i first saw it, i thought, "GIVE IT BACK!" then i saw it was fake....and yeah. it was odd.

in other news....i'm hungry. i think i'll eat breakfast now. ^_^
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

   Day one of 5!
well, i don't know what i'm going to do today. i woke up around 10:20, and i didn't really do anything until 45 minutes later. (had a freaky long dream about my nieghborhood being pitch-black and it happened with a fake Millennium Puzzle like on Yu-Gi-Oh Gx....creepy. O_o)it was quite odd. =P
i was going to wake up, take a shower, eat and greet the new day!
well, i got up, went on the computer, ate, slpet for a little, and now i'll take a shower THEN greet the new day (about 5 hours later! lol) i'm probably going to do something with my friend today. she's on now, but has her away message up. it says: "Playing a game right now. if you IM me, i won't be able to answer. so...don't IM me!"
she has some other weird ones too.

i have the Yu-Gi-Oh Capsule Monster Coliseum and i finally beat Shadi! yay! but then i went against Yami Bakura. IT WAS CREEPY! i didn't like it. and it was dark and quiet in the house. and well, IT WAS CREEEPY! i don't wanna duel Bakura! his voice scares me!!!!!! O_O
especaily when he laughs. ScArY.....
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

   O___O
I AM WAYYYYYY TO HYPER! I DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TOO SUARRY, BUT ONE OF MY FRIEND'S DAD IS BACK FROM IRAQ! I WAS HAPPY ABOUT THAT! AND THE 5 - DAY WEEKEND KICKED IT UP A NOTCH. AND I'M TALKING TO MY FRIEND ON IM RIGHT NOW AND....uh-oh. i'm talking to my best friend. i suggest you take cover!!!!!!!!
^_^
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   5- day weekend!
today is the beginning of a 5 day weekend! yay! i'm almost done with this book-thing in art. good thing it doesn't really have a due date! just the end of the quarter.) so, i have 5 days of doing nothing. i have no homework, and lots of time. (grin....) ideas are popping into my head! ideas like: costume shopping (i want to be a knight of Ni for halloween. so does my best friend. i'm going to look for a monk robe or something.) i could run around and go to the park, talk non-stop online. OH! i could get up early tomorrow. (early = sometime before 9am.) i'm really looking forward to halloween this year! my dad says this is my last year. (i don't think so!) i'm still going next year. it's too fun to pass up! and i have to do it for 15 years. last year didn't count wasn't the best halloween i've had.

was was funny today: my friend (a guy) loved the movie "A nightmare before chrismas." he had just gotten a NBC keychain, and, when i wasn't looking, he was like, "I love you . mightmare b4 christmas" and i first, i thought he said he loved me, so i thought, "Whoa! dude! WTH?" and this boy who sits in front of me keeps telling me i'm his best friend, and the guy who sits in front of HIM is. everytime he says that, once again, i'm like, "Ok...." boys are confusing! at least the ones i know. i'm going to try to make my own Halloween BG. i'm not sure about this, but does it have to be a certain size? (like 990x900) i tryed to load a regular-sized [wallpaper] picture from Google and it wouldn't load... i'll figure something out.
TTYL!
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   Just woke up
like, around 6am. maybe earlier. i didn't feel like doing anything, so i came on-line. the only thing worht saying it i had a dream with the Otaku in it! lol. can't remember anymore.
oh, and i'm cold! >< dtupid furnace!
TTYL! (after a WONDERFUL day of school!) i have they rest of the week off too. yay!
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Monday, October 17, 2005

   Goverment issues paper (don't worry. this post's funny)
well, my paper was due today, and i was going to turn it in. i don't know why, but with out even thinking, i started writing all over it! thinking it was a RD, i suppose. (rough draft) and it was in pen! i said to the teacher, "Um...i wasn't thinking and i started making all these corrections. so...yeah. oops." then she said better me than her, so that took a little pressure off. maybe i could get a better one in tomorrow. ahhhh! stupid! =P it's was just funny how that happened. i'm going to present it tomorrow. WITH MUCH CONFINDINCE! well, not really. i don't like doiong these things! >< i know i'll pass. (it was 4 pages long, double-spaced) and i added a cute pic at the end. 4 little paw prints ^_^ i think it's really cool. but i feel silly making all those corrections. i'll just have to hope for the best and see what happens!!!!! ^_^

p.s. AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M HYPER! shoot. no more chocolate cookies.
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fan art
i love drawing. and painting, but it's hard to paint anime when you have no clue how. i have a friend who is really good at anime drawing. and when i look at hers, and when i see all the fan art here on the otaku, it makes mine seem like nothing. how many of you people who have fan art up look at the picture? i do, and now i think it's not true fan art. i don't trace, i look at the picture and copy it the bast i can. i would love to draw things like my friend does. but something is always ther, always holding me back....

i should go watch Yu-Gi-oh! before i eat my weight in chocolate and fruit.........
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

   w o r k w o r k w o r k . . . . . . . . . . . . a n d o t h e r st u f f
soory if i haven't been to everyone's site latly. i keep forgetting if i have or haven't. (i.q. of 5.) lol
i just back from OCB. it was good. i have to work on my goverment report. Goverment issues. i choose animal rights. TIS HORRIBLE! what people are doing to these poor things! >< it due tomorrow. oops!

i have a song stuck in my head. from ANISTASIA! i haven't wached that movie sincve i was like 9. hate it when this happens.

i didn't watch inu yasha last night. -_- i really wanted to see it! but my dad was watching TV i a fell asleep. is it on thursday night??????? if it is, i'll watch it for sure!

well, g2g work on my report. i'll get to everyone's site today, though.
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   TODAY WAS GREAT! except until 7:45pm that is.
i had a good time doing nothing. and watching yu-gi-oh! i've been asking my dad for another s/n on aol just because. some privacy, a little mysterious, pull a few pranks. ^_~ but, i'm sorry to day. i cannot because it's pointless. having 2 screen names is pointless. so says my dad. he said i could change it, but i just wanted a new one. it's free too. but pointless. i typed this up after Naruto. (which was a good episode.) if you want more positve stuff, go to the earlier posts.

~~Absolutly Pointless~~

"Can I have a new screen name?"
“Why?”
“Just to have.”
“Having another one is pointless. I only have one because I can’t get rid of the old one.”
“So what if it’s pointless. It’s free. No big deal.”
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“You don’t need one. Don’t ever ask me again!”

So that was it. In my whole life, I never asked for anything. And when I finally do, I can’t get what I’ve asked for. It’s simple. I asked for another screen name for the computer. And I can’t get it because it’s pointless. I can’t do anything without a reason. I didn’t ask for a brand-new car for my 16th birthday. I didn’t ask for $100 to spend at the mall. I didn’t ask if I could go on a blind date. I asked something that takes about 5 minutes to do, and has no charge. It’s like my dad is trying to rule my life. ~It’s just about violence. It’s pointless to watch. ~ [dad after watching 7 minutes of Inuyasha] it’s weird. My life is. It’s like I’ve been living on my own ever since I turned 6. But my dad’s always trying to steer me away from everything. ~Oh, Pokemon, Yu-Gi-Oh! they are both stupid shows. Don’t watch them. ~ [dad judging shows he’s never watched.] I didn’t. But I was sick of being held down and left there. So I rebelled. But still, I always tried to stay out of people’s way. Like the bathroom would be at the front of the store, and I would be inn the back, having to go to the bathroom really badly. “Kirsten? Do you have to go to the bathroom?” “No......” Every time, almost every shopping trip, that happened. But, I didn’t want to be a burden. I just stood there, waiting quietly until we were done shopping. I didn’t ask to go to the bathroom. I never asked for anything. I waited until someone else suggested it. That person was never me. Maybe I was always nervous people would get annoyed of me because I asked something. I don’t really ask for help. I don’t want to be in the way. I wasn’t bratty, I kept the lid on if I wanted to complain, and I had a bright smile on to hide what I was truly feeling. I never asked for money. And never asked for directions to get out of a mess I was in. hiding my feelings so no one got into my business so they wouldn’t have to deal with it. I did nice things for people, and never got any respect back. Maybe a little that I could treasure for a minute. I asked for things meekly, when I learned how, and that it was ok to do so. So, this whole “another screen name” problem. Heh. It’s a problem. I think it’s odd that I’ve asked for something that costs a little bit of money, and I’ve gotten it. And I was grateful. Now, I ask for something that’s free. Nope. Can’t get it. It doesn’t have a point.
That show is just about violence. Don’t watch it.
That show is dumb. It’s pointless. Don’t watch it.
You don’t need that. It’s pointless to get it.
You want it just because? Why? It’s pointless. Don’t get it.
You don’t need an additional screen name. It’s pointless.

My life seems pointless. Should I stop living it?
If something is out of fun, but it’s pointless, should we do it?

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