Saturday, June 4, 2005

Lost faith in love.......somewhat.....kinda......not really......i guesss i didn't......i could be wrong....that maybe too hasty....aw screw it.
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Breathe No More by Evanescence

I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I’ve come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I’ve been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can’t help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe now...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.

[piano solo ending]


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I decided to keep my secret from Adam. He's too happy.
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Didn't know if quizzes worked but...

You are a true nature girl!


Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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Saturday, May 28, 2005

  Why am I thinking so much about relations today?
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Elevation
School's over...time for summertime! I'm officially a senior
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

  I'm Sad and Disapointed
I didn't make an office in dance club............I really wanted one sincemy freshman year and I worked my ass off for it, but I guess it wasn't meant to be. It turned out to be one big popularity contest and a bunch of lazy royaletts and their friends got the positions. I guess that's how the cookie crumbles, though. Nice people finish last.
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Monday, May 23, 2005

For Adam

I stare at the empty sheet of paper
completly devoid of letters or words
and think of you.
The words are easily spoken
not easily written.
I want to look into your eyes
and say the words and sentences
that taunt my hand toward the page
as I cry inside at the thought
of revealing my innermost soul
to the one person i deem worthy.
He has found the goodness of my heart
and helped it expand with his.
I want to write the feeling so badly
but I discover the vanity.
For it is impossible to express what we are.
The page remains blank
until I hear from you again.




White Rose

Fear rears its ugly head always-
the inevitability of change-
drastic.
Wilting petals spilling, what will happen?
Too long has the white rose looked toward the sky,
its ivory velveteen pores drinking up joy.
With the blink of an eye:
disapointment, confusion.
Beauty comes in two extremes.
An undying hybrid.
A rose will always be beautiful.
But
pain, sorrow.
The scripts are flipped:
and the white rose becomes black.

I Have Not Seen A Winter

I have not seen
a winter so cold
trees so barren and raw.
No winter has appeared so bleak.
No wind so harsh in its words it speaks.
I know not what this sadness seeks.
But what commences soon will cease.


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Feel My Wrath
I am soooo pissed. There's this guy who was in love with me and pushed his feelings on me. He used to be my friend before he told me all this. And since I don't want to be with him he's HORRIBLE to me. And I kinda let it happen b/c I feel bad, but I'm getting tired of it. Caring about someone shouldn't change if you can't be with them should it?
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