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Birthday
• 1991-08-06
Gender
• Female
Location
• On the planet of Uranus (Your anus,get it?HA HA HA HA, ok *I stop abruptly* NOT FUNNY ANY MORE!!!!!)
Member Since
• 2004-12-17
Occupation
• Student/Rocker *bangs head*
Real Name
• Cant tell or else I'll blow my cover as a gardener. Oops, I'm not sopposed to give that info! SIS, WE GOTTA MOVE AGAIN...

Personal

Achievements
• Learning how to add.
Anime Fan Since
• I saw Sailor Moon.
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha, Yu Yu Hakusho, Gundam Seed(And all the other Gundams out there like G Gundam), Big O, R.O.D. (Read or Die)TV Series too, Cowboy Bebop, Last Exile, Wolfs Rain, Full Metal Alchemist, Gate Keepers 21, FLCL, Samurai X,, Soul Taker, Kikaider, .Hack
Goals
• To make it as a ...UMMMM....
Hobbies
• Watching Anime. NO DUH!!!!!
Talents
• I can draw OKAY, I guess.And I can play my band instrument infront of a lot of people without getting too nervous. My instrument is a secret.




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myOtaku.com: Dawn of Darkness


Thursday, December 23, 2004

   NOT VERY HAPPY...
A VERY BAD INSIDENT HAPPEND YESTERDAY WITH MY SIS AND I...WE GOT IN A FIGHT...IT'S ALL GOOD BETWEEN US NOW THOUGH BUT I'M JUST WRITING THIS TO SHOW HOW I FELT YESTERDAY.*BREATHS DEEPLY*
(IT DOESNT EVEN RIME TOO MUCH,BUT WHO CARES ANYWAY!)

RAGE,RAGE,RAGE IS BAD.
HAVE TO PUT IT IN A PLACE
WHERE IT CANT BE TOUCHED(OR TOUCH)BY GRACE.

NO MORE RAGE!
IT CAUSES PAIN
IT MAKES ME WANT TO EXPLODE.
MY BODY MIGHT SEEM CALM BUT MY HEART IS SPEEDING.
I FEEL LIKE I DONT HAVE ANY CONTROL OVER ANYTHING I DO
OR AM FEELING.
IT BOILS UP INSIDE
BUBLING HIGH
UNTIL MY HEART AND SOUL
EXPLODE WITH FEELING.

THE RAGE SMOLDERS MY SOUL
AND ITS FIRE CANT EVER BE
FULLY CONTROLED...
SO I'M HIDING IT AWAY
FOR NOBODY TO SEE
EXEPT ME...
IT MAKES ME AFRAID...
THAT ONE DAY I WILL FADE
AND LOSE CONTROL
OF THE FIRE INSIDE ME.

I MUST HOLD MY HANDS OUT
NOT WITH VIOLENCE
BUT WITH LOVE AND TENDERNESS.
I WILL ALWAYS
CARRY THIS FEELING
UNTILL MY BODY AND SOUL
IS PUT TO REST.

NOBODY WILL EVER
UNDERSTAND ME,
AND SO I GIVE UP TRYING.
IT WILL ONLY
BE A WASTE OF TIME...
I WILL JUST KEEP ON
PRETENDING MY LIFE IS FINE.

THE FEELING OF HATE BURNING INSIDE ME FOR
NO REASON AT ALL.
NOT EVEN MY OWN SISTER
CAN ESCAPE IT SOMETIMES.
I JUST WISH THAT ONE DAY MY SOUL WOULD BE FREE AND
DRINK FROM A STEAM
STOPPING THE FIRES
FROM IGNITING.

SORRY IT TURNED OUT TO BE SO LONG...BUT I HAD TO GET THET OUT OF MY SISTEM. I'M NOT REALY LIKE THAT, BUT I DIDNT CALL MYSELF DAWN OF DARKNESS FOR NOTHING!
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU PEOPLE WHO READ THIS FROM THE BEGINING TO THE END. I REALY APRECIATE IT!!!


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