Wednesday, July 7, 2004

Dramatic Conclusion

*wipes tears from eyes* I'm sorry if I'm a bit emotional (whatever that is) this post, but, its just that...my story...I'm ending it soon and the ending I have instore for it is just...so sad...*cries more, then blows nose* I've been going over possible endings for the past few days and its just been making me so depressed. Almost like when I read the ending of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. You know, the part when Sirius dies. *cries more* I've been thinking about the ending a lot and I really can't decide. Although, last night I did come up with a pretty good scene in my head that would do nicely for a heartbreaking, touching, tear-filled ending. But, its just that, I really think that this is the perfect oppurtunity to end it because there are so many things in the story that I gave a few clues about in the past twenty pages or so(even a few way back in some other chapters in Part 1) that are going to leave whomever has read it, wondering 'what the hell was that about? Is she going to tell more about that or what??' Yesh, I am. In a series of short stories that are sort of 'afterword' stories. Around 50 pages or so, each story will center around one of the main-er characters and tell a few things that happened after the ending of Part 2. I'm still thinking about that idea. Whether or not I do it will be up to whether or not I can come up with some good ideas (I've got a few rolling around in my head, so, no worries there). If I can't come up with anything for 'afterword' stories that would last from 30-50 pages, then I'll just try and sum up everything in a sort of 'epilogue'(I had one at the end of Part 1 so its my feelings that I should have another one at the end of Part 2). It really does pain me to end the story this way. But, if I don't end it this way, I'll just end it another way, similar to this way. I don't really like happy endings, so, I think this is appropriate. Especially considering what kind of a story this is. Well, another thing I've been doing in my spare time is going through each and every single one of my notebooks with part of my story in it and writing down each and every character that was introduced(well, most anyway. A few I did'nt write down because I didn't think they were important enough.) on my laptop(so really, I actually typed them up, lol). I plan on writing bios of them soon and then whenever I finish Chapter 1 of Part 1 and post it on here, when I finish posting the entire chapter I'll post small bios of any characters that are not main characters. All of the characters will be posted after I'm completely done posting Part 1 and Part 2. Also, so its easy to know who that person is when reading the bios(I tried to put their full names with their nicknames so it would look sort of like this: Kayla "DDG" Neff[yesh, that's my last name...]) I'm going to use anchor tags. (I'm not explaining that any further. I might confuse people. Heck, I've already confused myself...) Other matters... I've still got no idea about what I should do for my Kill Adam Volume 2 sign-up. I haven't really thought of anything so I'm sure I'll have a WordPad document open all day with the criteria for the sign-up in it. I really want to think of something good. Something nobody else would think of. Something that would make me stand out from all the others, you know? I'm sure I'll have a brainstorm later today or something and I'll have my sign-up done and posted in no time. *grins* In the world of drawing... The other day I drew Joey Wheeler from Yu-Gi-Oh. ^_^ I think my drawing looks pretty good so I'll scan that later and tell you all when its up. Anime Unleashed I didn't watch Anime Unleashed last night or the night before but I'll be watching it tonight. See, at my mom's house, the amplifier in the living room went kaput so we had to send it in to get repairs. Without the amp, its a very difficult process to switch the volume over to coming from the TV so I have been watching Anime Unleashed in my mom's room at night. Usually I'm in there a few hours before it comes on, sitting next to Lonnie who's watching American Choppers or something(I love that show. *grins*). By the time Anime Unleashed comes on, their(my mom and Lonnie) are both asleep so I usually take the remote, sit on the floor and watch Anime Unleashed. Last night and the night before, I was in my room during the hours before Anime Unleashed came on so when Midnight came, I really didn't want to just go right into their room, swipe their remote and turn the channel. Its not like they were doing anything, its just that I didn't want to be rude or something. Well, I've really ran out of things to say so I'll end this now and be vising all of your sites. (Everyone who's updated today and yesterday will most likely be getting a visit, unless I'm looking over the comments from a few days ago) -DDG

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