Monday, October 25, 2004

Yes, that's right. Just remember we parked in Aisle C3 *pronounces the 'A' and 'S'*

Correct me if I'm mistaken, Shin, but if my calendar is correct(and it usually is *worships the almighty calendar*), then today should be the 71st day of the contest. I have no idea why Sen was off...but, the contest started on the 16th of August and today is the 25th of October, so yeah, today should be the 71st day of the contest. And if its not...*pulls out liter and holds it up to calendar* Today, we were supposed to go to the Haunted Forest(and if you have any idea what the Haunted Forest is, good for you! Basicly its a forest filled with people who jump out at you or something like that. I've never been able to go...) but unfortunately, we were deceived and found out that it wasn't even going on tonight. So, instead, we headed over to the... *drumroll* CASINO! No, I didn't gamble...I swear. Nah, we went to the arcade and played the games there. It was pretty fun. Lonnie and I got pretty involved into a Jurassic Park III shoot-em-up game. We were so ticked when we ran out of money. *growls* But, my step-uncle Alvin and step-aunt-to-be Brandy won some tickets and they got me and Blaike some prizes. I got a cool blow up dumbell and Blaike got a hand buzzer with the leftover tickets. Haha, when we were leaving the casino, Alvin looked up at the signs in the parking lot and said: "Hey, aren't we parked in Aisle C3?" He completely pronounced the "A" and the "S" making it said as: eye-zul. XD It was quite funny when I made a joke about it. *indicates subject* But now onto some more...serious matters if you should like to call them that. *coughs* Yes, the thought of someone as rambunctious and wild and crazy as me being serious is quite a hard thing to imagine, isn't it? But, yes, this is serious. Most certainly. And the subject is: counseling. My mom talked to me the other day about it. I think it was after the game on Sunday(I'll get to the results of that in a minute). She brought it up somehow and said that she had been wanting to go to counseling to overcome a few issues that her and I both went through before and after she divorced my dad. She suggested that I should come to, but that I didn't have to. I know its not manditory for me to go, but if my mom is really serious about going through with it, then I will go with her. Its not like its a really big issue. Plus, I do have things kept inside of me that I've told no one of that'd I'd like to get out. Nothing serious like being molested or beaten, just some emotions that I've suppressed. Along with a few memories that I'd like to forget. To me, it seems as if everyone that I know who are my age, my friends, my classmates, none of them have gone through anything that I have. And if any of them have or ever do, I'm sure they couldn't handle it as well as I could. I'm just.......well, I'm just able to take in things such as insults better than most people can. Sure, I may act tough and beat the crap out of somebody for it or I may act like it really didn't bother me, but most of the time...it really does hurt inside and its just adding to the pain that's already welled up inside of me. Damnit, I could go on for hours complaining about how bottled up I am right now and how fucked up and unnatural my life has really been, and I'm sure you guys would want me to express this kind of stuff to get it out so I'll feel better.... But I can't and wont do that now...maybe some other time...some time...soon. Not reall soon like next week, but...soon... Ahem. Onto the soccer game! We kicked the other team's ass with a shutout score of 8-0! I did extremely well in the game. I was all over, blocking balls here, stealing balls there, surprising another player by sneaking up behind them and swiping the ball...I was just so confident and felt so good. My mom even said that I looked as if I'd become a lot more confident since last year, even since last game! I felt so awesome yesterday...I was awesome yesterday. I was pulling off my best moves and I even almost made a goal. No shots got past me in goal; hell, I barely even had to block any balls at all. I even earned a new nickname for myself. Well, I earned it last week but people started calling me by it yesterday: the Wall. Yes, the Wall. I am the unstoppable Wall. =P Okie dokie then...I'm done now. -DDG Day: 71

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