Monday, January 10, 2005

Not a good day

There have been time's throughout this contest that I've considered giving in and not posting, or just publicly announcing my resignation. And there have been time's when I've came extremely close to being eliminated. And in each of those time's that I thought about quitting, I kept myself from doing that unthinkable thing, just by remembering how much Shinmaru would gloat about winning and how much I'd love to beat him. And every time I've came close to being eliminated, I've been frantic and thought to myself, "Holy shit, I don't want to lose now," and I still haven't damn it. And the contest is going on 150 days. Today has not been a good day. Well, in a way it hasn't. The good so far is that there was a two hour delay for school this morning. The roads were icy, especially the backs ones. And school was pretty good actually. We had a Friday schedule and each of the classes were a half hour long which was sweet. Hmm. Actually, today hasn't been all that bad, but I have a feeling its going to get worse. My mom called a little while after I got home and told me to get my stuff around and get ready to go to my dad's. Immediately I knew something was up and I pried a little bit deeper. All I ended up being told was that Lonnie was coming home and that she'd tell me later. I knew that Lonnie coming home from work early was a bad sign and could see the "DANGER" signs flashing everywhere. Once he was home I could tell he was mad. I mean he was furious. He was shaking he was so mad. His face was red and I mean really red. He calmed down a bit after he'd been home for awhile, but I still don't know exactly what's up. It has something to do with Blaike, but that's all I really know. Other than the fact that he walked home from somewhere today and didn't arrive until a little after Lonnie had got home. Josie soon was there and I learned only a bit more from her. All she said she really knew was that it could have had something to do with Blaike's half-sister(Robin). Not going to be a pretty scene when I get home later tonight. Not at all. Man, you know what? I'm still really pissed off from something from a few days ago. You see, I spent an hour or more typing up a post for the Otakuboards Nifty Fifty, right? And you know what happened when I hit, "Preview Post?" All of a sudden, my laptop decides to throw this "Cannot Find Server" page at me. So, I hit the back button figuring my post would still be cached there and.... It fucking wasn't. I was so fucking pissed. That post took me atleast an hour and a half to right and fucking wasn't there. All I had wanted to do was preview the damn thing and my computer up and erased it. And when I get pissed about losing a post, I usually don't want to post in the thread again for atleast week because I'm so fucking pissed about losing the last one. Now I'm finally about to start typing up a new one...god I hate when computers screw with me and do these damn things. So fucking annoying. Its so fucking annoying and got me so damn pissed off I'm going to go download three chapters of Naruto simultaneously to calm me down. Goodbye.[/angry tone] -DDG Day: 148

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