Thursday, November 18, 2004

   Pathetic and Weak
Dang it! I can't beleive I broke down today, and in front of my entire Music class. How embarrasing. But I just couldn't get my dad out of my head today and it just brought on the waterworks. *goes to hide in the corner*
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

   I am an utter desheveled mess. I'm so proud of me ^_^ This is a very odd song I'm listening to. My friend sent me some Techno. It's a cool song though. I just had some tea so I'm very content ^_^ <----See, that's me content. Well...It's 11 o'clock. I have an hour and a half before Inuyasha comes on.
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Monday, November 15, 2004

Fun Loving and Crazy ^_^

Your crazy but, fun to hang out with:) Sometimes
you go nuts over a question(lol) Also you don't
care what you look like. As long as your fun
and have lots of friends:) Your one of a kind:)


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Sunday, November 14, 2004

   Baka
This is a stupid thing to be mad about but I can't help it. I thought I was going to snap. She was wearing his jacket! Where did she get that from?? I thought we had gotten rid of it! That was his jacket. No one but him should be wearing it. Atleast, I don't want to SEE anyone but him wearing it. I know I'm being petty but I just can't seem to stand seeing her wear it. I wanted to rip it off her and yell "only he can wear it!" *deep breath* I think I shall go eat breakfast, or perhaps not go eat breakfast. *revs up the magic carpet* Perhaps I'll just cruise around. *puts on shrek x-mas hat and climbs on*
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   Zip-a-dee-doo-da
Lately I've been in a drawing nitch. No...not nitch, wrong word. Hitch? Sure...I think that's it. I've been getting really inspirated lately. They still suck =p But I've been thinking about posting some...eventually...perhaps. Hm, now that I think about it more, I'm thinking maybe not =p I'll think about it some more...*yawns* My bed is practically yelling at me. I better go before it tries to eat me.
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Friday, November 12, 2004

   Sano be MINE!
*wants to become an anime/manga character* If I can't get myself a real boy, I might as well try my hand at the fictional kind =p *rides off on her magical carpet in search of a furry pal* A companion wouldn't hurt either. So my day was pretty uneventful. Last night was awful. I got this awful back pain and I suddenly had a REALLY hard time breathing plus this weird rash like bump appeared on my stomache. Yeah...freaky. But the pain has subsided and the rash is gone ^_^ So for yay! I'm looking forward to some chocolate cake right about now, mmmmm, chocolate....*teleports to the kitchen*
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

   Halo2 and Boys...*shakes head*
So I visited a friend last night. Just driving up I could see the projector from the window. I stepped in and saw four guys in the corner using the projector and about four more in the living room most likely using the living room TV. I walked into the kitchen, however...oh my. There were about 8 more guys and 2 more televisions =p But Halo 2 IS awesome. I'll give it that =p Wow...Brandon's poor mother. 16 boys, 5 empty boxes of pizza, 4 x-box's, 3 televisions, 2 bags of chips, boxes and boxes of soda, 1 projector...wow...now that was a Halo evening done right. I'm so proud ^_^
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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

[the alphabet survey]
Created by thetoasternetwork and taken 7563 times on bzoink!
Act your age	Act the age you feel =p
Born on what day of the week	Let's pretend it was a Friday becuase everyone TGIF
Chore you hate	Waxing the Batmobile
Dad's name	Lloyd
Essentail make-up item	Blueberry Cheesecake
Favorite actors/actresses	Alexis Bedelle
Gold or sliver	Make new friends and keep the old, one is silver and the other is gold (someone is getting ripped off in that deal)
Hometown	Bellingham, Washington
Instruments you play	Piano (also but not so majorly the violin, clarinet, harmonica, flute, guitar, harmonica, accordian and recorder)
Job title	Fairy God Mother in Training
Kids	Are delicious with the right sauce
Living arrangements	the closet hallway
Mom's name	Maria Faye
Number of socks you own	I can't be sure. They're numbers have dwindled since the dryer massacre of 2003
Overnight hospital stays	Suck
Phobia	Insects, Hospitals and Dots
Quote you like	"Growing old is manditory, growing UP is optional"
Religious affiliation	Christian
Siblings	Mutant child of a sister
Time you woke up today	9:27
Unusual habits	Wrapping a piece of tape around my pinky finger
Vicious thing you've done	Making the Grudge noise while my sister was walking down the hallway. That and yelling BOO! after she came out of the bathroom
Worst habit	Biting my nails, argueing, peeling off the scan stickers and swapping them with different item scan stickers =p
X-rays you've had	Chest x-rays
Your favorite season	Season 2 of Gilmore Girls
Zodiac sign	Taurus
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   Blind and Drowning
I've been crying all day. I almost side swiped a car on my way home from school cause I couldn't see through all my tears. Has anyone ever noticed how crying makes you feel like your drowning? You can't breathe, your gasping for air but only get clogged with more water. And that smell, the smell of drowning. Crying isn't fun. Nor is it a good way to "let things out." *punches wall* There, there's a good way to let things out...But I can't afford to go to the doctors if I break my wrist. *pulls out pocket knife* Nah, too dull anyways, plus infection doesn't sound much better than a broken wrist *buries head in a pillow*
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   I Feel Like Ranting...
Why did you leave me? I guess you didn't have a choice. But why couldn't you have waited? Again, I guess it wasn't your choice. So why am I yelling at you? Perhaps I'm not. Perhaps this rant should be aimed at someone else. You know who you are and you know what I'm going to say as I type. Actually even before I type it but I want to get this out so I'm going to type it anyways. HOW DARE YOU! How dare you take him away from me like that! Who decided it was time? Sure wasn't me. I had plans too. He was a part of them. He was supposed to be there for them. It wasn't supposed to happen like this. I wasn't supposed to lose him without saying goodbye. You didn't even let me sat goodbye! How dare yoU! That wasn't fair. Fine, I get it, life's not fair! But you knew that was the single most important thing in my life so you took it away! Why?? Is there some sick reason for this? Am I being punished for something? I'm a horrible person. I know this. But why him. Why the one person who was loved by everyone. Why the one person who didn't have an enemy in the world. Who could have made a friend out of anyone. Why him. Why not me. If I'm being punished why not have just taken me in the first place? Is this some test I'm supposed to pass? Well guess what! I think I'm flunking! So why don't you just give him back or better yet, take me with. Let me come. What have I got here to do? You took away the one motivation in my life anyways, so you might as well just take me as well. I'll behave myself, I promise. Just let me see him again. Let me say goodbye. DAMN YOU! I hate feeling like this. I hate being mad at you and I hate blaming you but who else have I got to blame? I need to blame someone for this. Otherwise who else have I got to rant at?
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