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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

   I Feel Like Ranting...
Why did you leave me? I guess you didn't have a choice. But why couldn't you have waited? Again, I guess it wasn't your choice. So why am I yelling at you? Perhaps I'm not. Perhaps this rant should be aimed at someone else. You know who you are and you know what I'm going to say as I type. Actually even before I type it but I want to get this out so I'm going to type it anyways. HOW DARE YOU! How dare you take him away from me like that! Who decided it was time? Sure wasn't me. I had plans too. He was a part of them. He was supposed to be there for them. It wasn't supposed to happen like this. I wasn't supposed to lose him without saying goodbye. You didn't even let me sat goodbye! How dare yoU! That wasn't fair. Fine, I get it, life's not fair! But you knew that was the single most important thing in my life so you took it away! Why?? Is there some sick reason for this? Am I being punished for something? I'm a horrible person. I know this. But why him. Why the one person who was loved by everyone. Why the one person who didn't have an enemy in the world. Who could have made a friend out of anyone. Why him. Why not me. If I'm being punished why not have just taken me in the first place? Is this some test I'm supposed to pass? Well guess what! I think I'm flunking! So why don't you just give him back or better yet, take me with. Let me come. What have I got here to do? You took away the one motivation in my life anyways, so you might as well just take me as well. I'll behave myself, I promise. Just let me see him again. Let me say goodbye. DAMN YOU! I hate feeling like this. I hate being mad at you and I hate blaming you but who else have I got to blame? I need to blame someone for this. Otherwise who else have I got to rant at?
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