Monday, December 26, 2005

   Merry Late Christmas!!!

What did everyone do for christmas? I hope you had fun. Me? Well, I went to church, and saw my friend that we're calling Alan there. My dad talked to his dad, and he ended up going with my family for chridtmas.(he looked like a hitman in the suit he was wearing). Well, we went to my Grannys house, and Alan got to meet everybody in my family. My uncle said he looked like a gangster, lol. I made him hold my aunt Julie's baby, and she fell asleep in his arms. It was so cute! Oh! Granny kept trying to get me to kiss him, it was kind of annoying. Then, my uncle Joe, Steve, Greg, and Bob went outside with Alan and my dad and messed with cars. There were talking about all kinds of confusing stuff, hehe. I didn't understand any of it. Well, Buh-Byez! Hope you had a good christmas, and have a good New Years!

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

The Guys

Here's a picture of some of my guy friends. The one that is all leaned down is Ray, and the other one is Chief, his real name is Lance.

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

   Cars go Zhwoom!

Hiyas! Oh my god, I don't understand guys. How can they fight over something thats already happened? I mean, she's gone, and I miss her alot too, but they don't have to fight! My friend... uhmzis... we'll call him Joe.. and mah other friend... erm... OH... we'll call him Alan.... Well... we were sitting there drinking and having fun, well, kind of, except for the shiney was blue, but okay. Anyway, we were sitting there having fun, then Joe starting to say stuff about stuff thats happen, and yeah. Alan told him to "Shut the fuck up" Joe was all like "No, I'm big and bad and smell like but cheese". They stood there for awile walking in circles and Joe tried to punch Alan, but Alan ducked and spun around and KABLOOMY!! He kicked Joe right in the side of the face and knocked him out. He got a broken nose and some teeths knocked out of his mouth. Alan started trying to see if Joe was okies after he gotted kicked in the face. He was bleeding everywhere. And my other friend... uh... OOOO.. we call her Momo... ^^... She grabbed onto Alan's shirt and was started crying. She says "I thought you no get into fight". Alan just standed there like he was numb. They stood there for while, then Alan wrapped his arms round Momo, and whispered something in her ear. She looked so sad though. I felt bad. They standed there for awile longer. Joe wakes up then. He dosent know what hit him. He asks if his cars okay and why he isnt in the hopital. (what a goofball) we told him what happened, and he looked at Alan like he was going to kill him. He reached back like he was going to grab his knife, Momo grabs Alan really really tight and starts crying her eyeballs out. Joe stops reaching, spits at Alan's feet (And ALL OVER MY BASEMENT FLOOR) and walks away with his hooker and his jacket. This all happened in like 3 hours. Crazy night. I feel really bad for Momo, she so worried that Alan get sent away.

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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

Living My Life's Not Hard Enough

I haven't been here in awile. So, what's new? Me? Well, nothing has really happened, except that my sister Kelly moved out of the house. She took my dad to court to get imancipated(I know I spelt this wrong ><) and everything. I'm gunna miss having her around. One of my friends drew a picture of a guy sitting in a chair with half of his head blown off and it says 'In Ode to Nirvana' in blood looking writing in the background. The only thing that scares me is that the guy sitting in the chair looks just like him. I dont't want him to die. Uhm, I think that's it. Bye!

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Friday, November 18, 2005

I'm sooo sorry!!

I'm sooo sorry I tried to kill myself. All I did was hurt all my friends and family. I'm soo sorry, I hope all of you will forgive me. Well, I just got done hanging out with Angel for a few hours, but my dad had to go to work, so he took him back home. I got out of the hospital on Tuesday, but I haven't felt like doing much of anything.

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

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hello... this is aodtr666.... i figured i would say that Kaylee is alive.. though not completely fine... she is currently in a hospital bed... her physical health is good... it is her mental health i am worried of... goodbye for now...

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Sunday, November 6, 2005

Hi peoples.

Hi, everybody. I'm soooo sorry that I haven't been on lately. Life has been so bittersweet. *sigh* My dad started dating someone again. She's another bitch. I wish I would just die already, so I don't have to put up with any of it. I'm so tired of my life. I'm not doing anything special to the world by making everybody worry about me. I'm not even my own person, I have two sisters that look just like I do. They're so popular. Everybody always mistakes them for me. I guess I'm writing this to say goodbye, and thank you all for being so nice. *Hugs Tight* So, goodbye.

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Uhmz, what to put here?

I'm SOOOO sorry I haven't been on lately. I've been really really busy, yeah, that's it. What has everybody been doing? You have to fill me in on anything I missed ^^ well, buh-byez!

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

   Hi..

"Drive" By Incubus Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear And I cant help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague Haunting mass appeal Lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive, oh oh It's driven me before, it seems to be the way That everyone else get around Lately, I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself, my light is found Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there Would you choose water over wine Hold the wheel and drive Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there ----------------------------------- I'm really sorry about my last post. Well, I love this song. I got to hear a good friend of mine sing it, and I haven't heard him sing it so long. It was wonderful. I kind of wish he didn't though.... He looked so sad afterwards. But, that's enough about me. How is everyone else doing?

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

   *sigh*

Sorry I haven't been visiting sites lately. Thanks everyone that is still visiting my site though. I just don't know anymore. I feel like my life is worthless, and that it wouldn't make any difference weather I died or not. I just feel like digging a razor blade deep into my wrist and ending it all. Theres nothing left for me to live for...

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