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Thursday, September 1, 2005


   *Blushes*

Oh my god... I feel so embarassed. I was walking down the hallway to class, then turned the corner into what I thought was the girls bathroom, and there were these guys peeing in the wall toilets, and another guy walked in behind me, and stood in the door. I was so shocked I could hardly move. Needless to say.... I didn't feel like going to the bathroom anymore..

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005


   Hey.

I thought I would drop by, so you know I'm still alive. Sorry I haven't been updating alot. I'll try to post more when I get back from school, ta ta.
-Kaylee

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Saturday, August 27, 2005


*sigh*

Welp, I'm done with my first week of school, and I've got so much homework, so I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get to everybody's site, but I'm going to try. How is everybody doing? Good, I hope.

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Friday, August 26, 2005


   School sucks *tears*

Sorry I haven't posted in awile, I started school Tuesday. School sucks, there's waaaaaay too many perverts. Anyway, I'm not going to be able to get to sites, I have to finish getting ready for school. Buh-Bye everbody.

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005


   Hi.

My sister came back home, I'm glad she's alright. Guess what though!? I e-mailed Angel, and he wrote back, ^_^ I'm so glad he did, I was worried sick about him. Thank you so much Hells Angel666 and Whitecat, you guys are such great friends. *Hugs Really Tight* I really appreciate what you guys are doing to try and help. Well, I'm going to TRY to sleep since I start school tomorrow, hehe, but I probably won't be able to, so I'll still be online later. Bye everybody.

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Monday, August 22, 2005


   Survey...

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Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)

Created by illusen and taken 61537 times on Bzoink

time started10:09
full nameKaylee Anne Miller
nickname(s)Kay
birthdayJuly 24
where were you borna hospital
zodiac signCancer
height5'7"
weight115
hair colorblack
eye colorHazel
shoe size7
ring size6, i think.
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.)white
blood typeO
grade10th
GPAUm.
siblingsMy sisters Kelly and Kelsey
tattoosno
piercings4 on each ear
hobbiesUm.
favorite
colorPurple
foodBurgers
candyAnything chocolate
type of cheeseSwiss
pizza toppingSausage
salad dressingItalian
sandwichI don't really eat sandwiches
cerealFruity pebbles
fruitBannanas
vegetableCarrots
berryBlueberries
cakeI don't like cake
book"Cut"
movieI don't like watching movies.
magazineI don't know
newspaperEw, newspaper.
tv showInuyasha
websiteMyO
radio station...
fontGeorgia
cartoon characterFelix the cat
artist (painter)?
actor?
actress?
cd"Still Not Getting Any" from Simple Plan
song"My Immortal"
music groupSimple Plan
music typeAnything soft
day of the weekNone
monthOctober
seasonSpring
holiday...
shampooeh..
conditionerEh..
number1
phrase"Life's a bitch, and then you die, so fuck the world and then get high."
storeHot Topic
weatherRainy and Stormy
restaurantApplebees
channel47
teacher*sigh*
weekend activityHanging out with friends
hangoutIn the middle of the woods
house colorYellow
sport to watchSoccer
sport to playSoccer
animalCat
flowerBlack rose
guy's nameDon't know
girl's nameJasmine
board gameShoots n' Ladders
party game*blushes* Hehe
story from childhood*sigh*
body partHehe
have you ever
been on a trainNo
been on a planeNo
been in a car accidentUh-huh
caused a car accidentNo
run into a wallYes
burned a potato chipNo
almost burned the house downNo
smokedYes
been drunkYes
been highYes
broken the lawYes
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes)Yes
kissed someone of the opposite sexYes
kissed someone of the same sexYes
frenched an animalEw, no.
made outYes
had cyber sexNo
gotten engagedNo
had an online relationshipNo
been rejected by a crush*sigh* yes...
lovedYes
made yourself cry to get out of troubleWhen I was little.
cried in publicYes
cried over a movieYes
fallen asleep in a movie theaterNo
given someone a bathYes, my baby cousin.
been to a boarding schoolNo
been home-schooledNo
lost a valuable item*sigh* yes.
bungee jumpedNo
skiedNo
met the presidentNo
met a celebrityNo
gotten a cavityYes
shopped at abercrombie & fitchOnce.
made a prank callYes ^^
skipped schoolUh-huh, alot ^^
faked sick to get out of schoolYes
purchased something that you knew didn't fitNo
climbed a treeYes
fallen from a treeYes
broken a boneYes, my arm.
sprained anythingYes, my ankle.
passed outYes
made yourself pass out*sigh* yes
been to disney worldNo
been to a theme park (not disney)No
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative)Yes.
made a model volcano (working model)No
made a clover leaf with your toungeNo
past
what did you do yesterdaySat in my room.
memory you miss the mostMy mom.
memory you want to forgetEverything.
something you regretted after it was done*sigh*
the last
song you heard"My Immortal"
cd you boughtI don't buy CDs
thing you said...
time you criedEarlier.
movie seen in a theaterI don't remember
thing you ateRamen Noodles
person who calledMy dad.
nail polish shade wornBlack.
time you showeredEarlier today.
person who complimented youWhitecat
at this moment
what are you listening toNothing....
what are you wearingClothes.
what are you thinking*sigh*
what are you scared of mostDieing Alone.
how many people are on your buddy listWhich one?
future
occupationI don't know.
marriage siteI doubt anyone would want me.
honeymoonlook up.
place to liveSomewhere rainy
kids...
carSomething that runs
what are you doing tomorrowStaying in my room.
do you think george bush will be reelectedHe can't
will there be a wwIIIYes.
will politics ever be truthfulNo.
will humanity snuff itself outYes.
can the gov. be changedNo.
friends
best friendMeaghun
funniestThat's a hard one.
silliestKristal
loudestJessica
quietestAngel
craziestThat's a hard one.
calmestAngel
skinniestBrad
best secret keeperAngel
worst secret keeperBrad
the one you have but don't wantAngela
smartestAngel
preppiestKristal
peppiestKristal
most hyperKristal
hottestAngel
weirdestJessica
biggest pervertBrad
most annyoingBrad
shyestAngel
most religiousKristal
do you believe in
heavenYes
hellYes
angelsYes
devilYes
godYes
buddhaYes
aliensNo
ghostsYes
spirit (soul)Yes
soulmatesYes
reincarnationYes
love at first sightNo
karmaYes
love in generalYes
luckYes
yourselfNo
crush
who and when was your first crushI can't remember
any nowYes....
a celebrity crushJohnny Depp
who do you want to be with right now*sigh*
whos number do you want*smiles*
who do you want to kissHehe
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sexWhy do they have to fight so much?
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it beUm.
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you8
first thing noticed about the opposite sexThey can smell really bad
what do you look for personality-wiseNice, Kind, Trustworty, Loyal
biggest turn onNice smelling, but not too powerful.
biggest turn offSmells bad.
something thay weat that turns you onSomething provokative.
something they wear that turns you offNothing.
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you...
the most romantic thing that has happened to you...
what do you wear on a coffee dateWhat I normally wear.
is it right to flirt if you're takenNo.
is cyber cheatingYes.
are eyes the passegeway to the soul*nods*
who would you like to take to the promUm.....
do you want to hug somebody right nowYes.
do you know what an aphrodisiac isNo
describe
mellowLaid back
melancholyWants to die
the perfect dateLong, fun, and romantic.
the perfect mateDo I have to?
how m&m's are madeChocolate gets covered with a shell.
why manhole covers are roundUm..?
one or the other
coke/pepsiCoke
sprite/7-upSprite
boxers/briefsboxers
gold/silverSilver
vanilla/chocolateVanilla
flowers/candyFlowers
book/magazineBook
tv/radioTv
glass half empty/half fullhalf empty
democrat/republicanneither
colored pencils/markersColored Pensils
coffee/teaTea
sun/moonMoon
day/nightNight
hot/coldCold
dog/catCat
button/zipperButton
cotton/feather pillowBoth
blue/purplePurple
plumber/trashmanPlumber
jeans/shortsBoth
long distance relationship/nonelong distance relationship
mechanical/regular pencilRegular Pencil
matt/benIck, perverts.
that 70's show/simpsonsThat 70's show
kelso/ericKelso
donna/jackieJackie
bart/lisaLisa
romeo/julietJuliet
romantic comedy/thrillerRomantic Comedy
nsync/bsbEw.
peanut butter/jellyPeanut Butter
waffles/pancakesPancakes
letter/emailLetter
florida/californiaCalifornia
pizza/burgersBurgers
hat/visorVisor
football/rugbyRugby
iceskating/bladingIceskating
movie at home/in theaterat home
first thing you think of when you hear
yellowBananna
red lipstickPretty
socksToe Socks
cowtippingFun!
moulin rougeUm.
greenlandWhite
icelandCold
harry potter?
redBlood
blackberry...
roseBlack
roosterCock?
taxesYuck
bill clintonMonica Luwinski(sp?)
whipped creamDon't know
george w. bushYuck.
lollipopsMmmm
dreams*sigh*
love*sigh*
guyseh.
south parkKyle Broflawski(sp?)
boy bandsIcky.
pengiunsWabbley
girls^^
thongHehe
death*smirks*
spoonsShiney
junk mailAnnoying
dairyMine!!!!
pantiesPink
your father*hugs him really tight*
pizzaEh..
britney spearsSlut
vitaminC
are you
happyno
sadyes
religiousno
bitchyIt depends.
crazyYes
messyNo
madNo
slackerNo
nerdKind of
bookwormYes
jockNo
preppyNo
selfishNo
givingYes
obsessive*nods*
violentSometimes.
calmSometimes.
peacefulSometimes.
mellowYes.
eccentriceh...
caringYes
untrustworthyNo
loyalYes
patrioticNo
pervertedA little ^^
colorfulNo
artisticNot really.
miscellanoues
what color is your jacketBlack
do you shaveYes
whereUhh...
what color is your razorPink
what size is your bedQueen
what color crayon would you beGrey
what are the last four digits of you phone number...
feelings on abortionIt's okay
how lond does it take you to showerA half an hour.
what does your screenname meanThat I am dead and alone
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general...
who so you trust the mostAngel
is cussing a necessity in lifeNo
how about coffeeNo
is the world screwedYes
what something you cant live withoutClothes
what time did you fall asleepum... 5 am..
know what 69 meansYes
how about 143Mmhmm
can you live without a microwaveNO
what do think about death*smiles*
where and when do you want to be marriedI doubt anyone will want to marry me...
do you want to drop out of schoolNo
why is the sky blue?
what is a good trait about yourselfNice
what do you always think aboutMy mom.
what is wrong with your schoolToo many Perverts
what is right with your schoolNothing
how do you react to changeNot very well..
do you talk to yourselfYes
what is your opinion on loveMeh...
can you afford to lose weightNo
what color would you dye your hairIt's already dyed
best thing anyones told youI love you
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hotI blush
does being psycho appeal to you...
if you wrote a book, what would it be aboutLife
what would you change your name to....
longest crush lasted how long...
tme finished11:31

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Sunday, August 21, 2005


   Head towards the light....

Hi, Nothing happened today, and my sister still isn't back. *sigh* I hope she's alright. My dad started drinking again. Hopefully he won't pass out... again... *sigh* I have no idea. I couldn't stop crying last night, I felt so horrible. I was trying to talk to somebody, and ended up having to leave because I could hardly read the words. I don't know what else to say. I guess I'll just stop before I bore you to death. Goodbyes...

"When I die, I'll cast a shadow."

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Saturday, August 20, 2005


   Look, the rain is red......

*sigh* I feel like dying. I didn't think I could feel this bad. I feel so worthless. My sister Kelly go into a fight with my dad today, and ran away. I've never seen him drink so much. He's passed out on the floor. *sigh* I don't know anymore. Goodbye.

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Thursday, August 18, 2005


*tears flowing from my eyes*

What's wrong with me? I miss having him here so much. I can't stop thinking about all he did for me, trying to help, and how selfish I was, and didn't even try to help myself. I feel so.... empty. I just want to lay here and die. I feel like the scars are all that are there, and the pain means that I'm still alive. The blood means that I can still feel, It means that I can still see.

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005


   *cries*

I just don't know anymore. Two of my really good friends got in a knife fight, and one got hurt pretty bad. They used to be best friends until Lindsey died. *sigh* I guess that my older friend(whos 22) blamed my younger friend (whos about 16) for his little sister dieing, and they ended up arguing, and eventually fighting. I'm going to go cry in my room for awile.... I might be back on later....

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