Tuesday, November 4, 2003

   eh...
thanks for the compliment kawaiianime, but sadly i am not as cool as you think i am. i have proof of this...

it was gym class, seventh period. the janitor people had just put up a new poster on the wall in the gym. one of those "motivational" posters, you know. it was a rather large poster and it was hung kinda low. too low for my liking... well i was running laps like we do every other day in gym when my blonde-ness kicked in. i thought "wouldn't it be nice if i could skip gym today? hmmm, but how do i go about doing that? oh i know! i'll fake an injury!" on my fourth lap i had planned to trip and "sprain" my ankle but one of my fellow classmates thought that it would be much more convincing if i actually did trip. so on my fourth lap around the gym i somehow managed to get my toe hooked around some baka's shoelace and down i went. unfortunatley for me, i happened to be very close to the wall when i fell. VEEERY close... i splatted right into the wall. and then i fell to the ground. i fell to the ground and that damn poster came down with me. just picture a flying DES splatting against the wall and being crushed by a homicidal poster. motivation my ass...
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Tohma...
eh, i guess i was being a little unfair to poor Tohma in my last post. i mean, i guess he dosen't look THAT bad in glasses. so now i guess that i will show you all a better side of Tohma...

*amused chuckle* aah, Tohma and his bad-ass sunglasses...



so pretty...



Tohma: where are you going?
Eiri: away. far far away...



those eyes... too *twitch*... cute...



wadda ya mean you forgot my big-cheesy hat?!?



.....



.... *again*



i now give you all permission to say cool things about me...


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Sunday, November 2, 2003

Yuki's glasses...
did you ever notice how some people look sooo good with glasses...



and others... don't?



anyhoo, it seems that a lot of you like edgar allan poe, as do i, so here is some edgar for ya. i would've posted one of his poems that isn't so well known (you've prolly already read this one -__-) but sadly, i have lost my edgar allan poe book. *tear* (tis sad...) so i had to use something from my other poem book. hopefully i will find my poe book soon...

Alone

From childhood's hour i have not been
As others were-i have not seen
As others saw-i could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source i have not taken
My sorrow; i could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all i lov'd, i lov'd alone.
Then-in my childhood-in the dawn
Of a most stormy life-was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In it's autumn tint of gold-
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by-
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
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Friday, October 31, 2003

you know how you sometimes find poetry that describes exactly how you think or feel? yea, well here are some of those... by Paul Laurence Dunbar and Robert Frost.

We Wear the Mask

We wear the mask that grins and lies,
It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes-
This debt we pay to human guile;
With torn and bleeding hearts we smile
And mouth with myriad subtleties.

Why should the world be over-wise,
In counting all our tears and sighs?
Nay, let them only see us, while
We wear the mask.

We smile, but oh great Christ, our cries
To thee from tortured souls arise.
We sing, but oh the clay is vile
Beneath our feet and long the mile;
But let the world dream otherwise,
We wear the mask!


Acquainted with the Night

I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain-and back in rain.
I have outwalked the furthest city light.

I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
and dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.

I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,

but not to call me back or say good-by;
And further still at an unearthly hieght
One luminary clock against the sky

Proclaimed the time was niether wrong nor right.
I have been one acquainted with the night.

sooo, there ya go. yep...




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behold the randomness of it all!

How random are you?

this quiz was made by alanna

wow, the interesting-ness you can find while looking through peoples previous posts... anyhoo, another random question because... im random. what do you think of people/the world in general? for me it can pretty much be summed up in one word... baka-ness. yep, people in general are bakas, and they are why the world is so baka-ish. sooo what are your thoughts on the matter?



hehehehehe.....
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Wednesday, October 29, 2003

   I AM SHUICHI! MUWAHAHAHA!!!!!!

You are Shindou Shuichi, the lead singer of Bad
Luck! You're totally genki and kawaii ^-^ but
you tend to be very sensitive and stubborn.
You're madly in love with Yuki Eiri and would
do anything for him. Sakuma Ryuichi is your
idol and you became a singer to be just like
him!


~*~Which Gravitation Character Are You?~*~
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You are Shuichi Shindou! Emotional and extremely
hyper, everyone can't help but love you, even
when they don't want to.


Which Gravitation character are you? (Best if you've never seen the show! ^_^ )
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muweeheeehee behold the shuichi-ness of it all! BEHOLD I SAY!!! I AM THE PINK ONE!!!!!

random question *simply because my life is boring and i have nothing to post about...* if you were God, how would you of made the earth? first off, i would make the whole world neon. the skies would be a daaark grey or black color all the time and the grass would be DARK neon-ish blue with hot-pink-neon speckles. the people would all be either neon-ish blue or pink. there would be many maaany night clubs and such, but you would hardly ever see any people out. and the streets would be covered in a constant white-ish/grey-ish haze... pocky would be the main cuisine.
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Tuesday, October 28, 2003

   and so it continues...
MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! i have returned!!! you didn't think that you'd get rid of me that easily, did you? all goes well with audrey and her mom, and i'd like to thank everyone who prayed and had us in your thoughts. it is muchly appreciated ^-^ sorry i've been gone so long. i know i said that i'd be back sometime late LAST week, but after i left audrey's a million other things popped up out of nowhere so i had to deal with all that, emotional problems included. but... i am better now!! and back, WOOOT!!! *looks around* woooow, i've got a lot of catching up to do... all of those POSTS... sooo yep, i'll be coming around to some sites. hey, i got some new friends too! COOLNESS!!! in other news, milleniumchaos... she... oh god, why? why??..... why did you have to post that pocky quiz? *tear* im... not pocky.... IM SO ASHAMED!!! *sob*... AND ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!! *pulls out giant axe* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!!!! *charges towards a random pedestrian but ends up tripping on MC's discarded box of chocolate pocky* oh, now i can't even attack random pedestrians without having the fact that you're chocolate pocky and im not rubbed in my face, CAN I?!? MC: O_O ..... daBish: just shut up and post the freakin results already... DES: *runs forward in slow motion with hands outstretched* nnnnNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

what flavor pocky are you?

[c] sugardew

Bish: ...... DES: *casually swings giant axe* *cough* geld *cough* Bish: o_O .... soooo anyhoo, i was kinda trying to avoid making this one of those posts that take up about two pages worth of posts, but i haven't posted in so long that i fear i've become piccy-posting-deprived... so i have an excuse for this ridiculously long post!!! and now on to much kawaii-ness ^-^







mweeheeeheeee.... piccys.....
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Monday, October 20, 2003

mmkay, i was sitting here checkin out posts and everything when the phone rang. it was audrey calling from the hospital. apparently her mom had just collapsed and was rushed to the hospital. her dad HAS to go on a buissness trip tomorrow (not optional) leaving audrey all alone, so me and my mom are gonna go stay at her house with her until her mom can go back home. im leaving tomorrow, and i more than likely won't be back until much later in the week. i'll update when i do get back though. ja ~DES~



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more randomness...
well it turns out that audrey won't be coming back anytime soon. they found out that her mom had cancer, so they have to spend all of thier money on operations and the like, so that means no new house and no moving. but on a happier note, i just got over 200 page visits! WOOOT! hmmm not bad for a site thats only been up since 10-13-03, eh? maybe i'll actually make my goal of 300 by christmas... anyhoo, thank you to all of the people who keep comin back to my site for some inexplicable reason :P here, have some pocky! *dances through a magical field of pocky*
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