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myOtaku.com: Dead To The World
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Saturday, November 8, 2003
continued...
wow. lots of interesting comments on that last post. okay, the "why i do it" part... most people say that people cut because they are depressed. well i don't really think that i'm depressed... or maybe i really am but im so good at being cheerful that i've even tricked myself into beleiving that im happy! hmmm.... but seriously, as far as i know im not seriously depressed. yea i have the occasional bouts of restlessness and such, but who dosen't now a days? okay, something you all should know about me. i get mad easily. VERY easily. if someone drops thier pen and asks me to pick it up, i get mad. if someone taps me on the shoulder i get mad. if someone looks over my shoulder when im reading or writing i get mad. and when DESY gets mad, she just don't get mad. DESY gets PISSED. and when im pissed i get the sudden insatiable urge to hurt people. BADLY. but i can't do that, for obvious reasons, so i hurt myself. for example: today my sister forgot to wake me up so i missed yu-gi-oh. i CAN NOT miss my yu-gi-oh. its like an unwritten law that DES must not miss her yu-gi-oh. but... i did. because of her. i ended up with fifteen new cuts on my arm and multiple bruises on my legs. stupid monkey-sister.... so yes, thats the main reason why. there are other reasons but im not going to get into those now. bah, enough of this! time for some happy! click on little ryuichi for much amusement ^-^
na no da!
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