Saturday, September 3, 2005

   I wrote a song!!!!
Itz times like this that make me hate you...





Can i admit something?
I hate you.
Can I admit something else?
You suck.
WAIT!
Before you go.
I just want you to know.

Itz times like this that make me hate you.
Itz times like this that i dont really care.
Itz the times that I pored my heart out.
Itz all the times you acted like you cared.
Itz all the time you broke me down.
And all the times you clowed around.
Itz times like this that make me hate you.

Can I get pissed off at you?
Oh fuck! I forgot, I already am.
WAIT!
Dont go.
You really need to know.

Itz times like this that make me hate you.
Itz times like this that i dont really care.
Itz the times that I pored my heart out.
Itz all the times you acted like you cared.
Itz all the time you broke me down.
And all the times you clowed around.
Itz times like this that make me hate you.

Wait! Dont leave me standing here stranded!
Do you fucking remember when i said that?!?!
I cryed to you " Please, oh baby, dont go! "
But now you are the one crying to me.
And I am the one in control!
Just let go.....

Itz times like this that make me hate you.
Itz times like this that i dont really care.
Itz the times that I pored my heart out.
Itz all the times you acted like you cared.
Itz all the time you broke me down.
And all the times you clowed around.
Itz times like this that make me hate you.

Just, please, let go.
Let go......
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Tuesday, May 3, 2005

   jon philips
omg, i think i stil like jon philips...because...well...heehee.....we were i guess flirting...in science class....and just beeing stupid...but he kept getting closer to me and i was kinda happy about it but i felt bad, because Erica knows i stil like him, and if she saw me and him so close to each other, she might get mad at us....i really don't want her mad at Jon because she got mad at him b4 because he was flirting with Lauren. However, Jon told ashley that he couldn't flirt with her n e more [cause Erica was having a b**** fitt] but he stil flirts with me...but not when Erica is around....and i asked Ashley if he stoped flirting with her and he DID!Well, all i know is that he stil flirts with me and now n e one else.....oh well.


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