Friday, March 7, 2008

   I don't have much to say...I am really super depressed. I found something out that makes me want to die so much more and I cried today in school. I never cry in school even when I am at my lowest.

I can't make it on my own. I can't make it without your love. This love I hold will be the death of me, but you don't even know. I hold you close to my heart even though you keep hurting me. I love it when you smile, and look at me. Oh but that will be the death of me. I wish you would know how much you mean to me. I love you so....
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Thursday, March 6, 2008

Hey! I am eh today. I don't feel good and I am not happy. I can't wait for tomorrow to be over. It is one day closer to hanging out with my friends and then maybe hanging out with Ashley. I miss Ashley. I haven't seen her since Brandon and I broke up. Anyways...I have been needing stuff to distract me. I have been getting to be extra depressed. I don't have anything else to say...

Ashley...the girl that wants her man back
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Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Hey! How is everyone? I am okay! I am just going to be working on notecards tonight, my story and getting my environmental project started. I am hoping to get a lot done and keep myself busy. If you guy want to pm me or im me. Nothing else to say. Later!

Ashley
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Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Hey! I am sorry about not getting to site. The myo wasn't working for me. I a mnot so great today. I don't want to talk about it. In other news, I have been working on my story. It have a lot of changing to do. I haven't worked on this story in about a year and a half. I started it in 2005. I have wrote a new poem but I don't know if I want to post it or not. If you want me to I will though. I have nothing else to say. Later

The girl you all see through
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Monday, March 3, 2008

Hey all! How have you been? I am okay. Yesturday was not to bad of a day. Well besides dieing from Brandon not talking to me. :( On a brighter note because I am trying to stay happy and think happy. I have something to do next saturday. I am so happy. I won't have to sit here and be bored out of my mind. My friends Greg, Alex and Marissa and I are going to hang out for the first half of the day and the other half Marissa, Alex, Darla(Marissa's mom) and I. Darla is like my second mom. We have always been close. Anyways Greg can't come with us to the movies because he has to be home by 8pm. I feel bad but I wanted to go see a movie with Darla. I saw Greg last weekend and I haven't hung out with Darla in forever. So on to what I did yesturday. Yesturday I cleaned my room. I got rid of clothes I don't need or want. I folded clothes and I rinsed pop cans. I am not sure what I am going to do tonight. I am going to go. Later!

Ashley loves Brandon D
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Sunday, March 2, 2008

Brandon please write me back and come back to me
Hey! I never got to really talk to Brandon. :( I don't think I will get to talk to him today either. I hung out with Greg and Alex to keep my mind off not talking to Brandon. I might go hang out with Greg today. I don't know! Greg is going to give me some advice. Anyways...Yesturday I ended up working on my graduation poster. I worked on painting it. I worked on sorting my clothes and a little bit of cleaning my room. I am going to later tonight if I have time look up apartments and jobs. I am not staying here after I graduate. I love my mom but I can't stay here. My dad and my brother get to me. I am saving all the money I can to get out of here and get things I need. I am going to go. Later! I can't promise I will get to sites. Sorry if I don't.

Ashley
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Saturday, March 1, 2008

Sunshine I miss you
Hey! HOw is everyone? I am okay...nervous but okay. I talked to Brandon through txting and I replied to his letter but I didn't get to talk to him on YIM. He never messaged me and I tried to stay up. I got real tired because I have a cold. I don't have anyting to do today. I might finish my poster and get to painting the others. I think I am going to make something today but not sure what or who for. I just want to do something crafty today. I hope Brandon and I get to talk today sometime. I am going to go. Later!

Ashley
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Friday, February 29, 2008

Hey! I don't feel like talking. I am trying to get a hold of Greg my friend. I need to talk to him about somethings. I am going to try to get to everyone's site. Later!

Ashley missing Brandon :(
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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Hi! I miss Brandon so much. I want him here to hold me. :( My day was okay. I had fun first period. I had gym and I was playing hockey. After that it was okay. I don't have much to say. I have all my hw caught up. I have to do a few things tonight. I am going to try my hardest to get to everyone's site. *Pouts* I wish Brandon was here. I am going to go so I can talk to him.

Ashley
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Hi! Today was okay. It had it's ups and downs. I got my class ring today. I will have to take pictures so you guys can see. What else...I got to talk to Brandon. I am still working on my room. Never got to finish it. Last night I painted my nails. I just wanted to do something I haven't done in a long time. I am going to take pictures of me with make up on sometime to show you guys. I am going to be working on exercising again. I know I haven't been doing so good with that. I am saving my money so I can get my belly button done and get me a phone. So far I haven't had anyone call me yet. I did get a weird email about a job but I don't think it was for me. I haven't put my application in to be a assistant. Anyways I am going to go. Later!

Ashley misses Brandon and Henry
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