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Saturday, February 23, 2008


Hey! Today sucks! I miss Brandon like crazy and I wish he was here. I keep thinking of all the times we had even if they weren't always so good. I miss everything and I am going to wait for him forever. No matter what! I love him and no one can tell me otherwise. I am so tired of people saying forget him is a asshole but I don't think he is. He may have hurt me twice but I still love him and can't hate him. It is impossible for me to stay mad at me when we were together and I still can't. I ain't even mad at all or have been. I have been confused as hell but I have the right. Yea today I am going to hang out with Cody but that doesn't mean I am going to have fun. Not to be mean but he can get a little over strong. He is my best friend though and I am sorry but nothing more. I don't love him like he loves me. I have had my heart stole by Brandon Dearborn already. I LOVE YOU BRANDON DEARBORN!!!!!!


About yesturday I dropped off applications and I forgot to put on one that I would work weekends. So next weekend if I don't hear from them I am going to call them to update my application. I did apply for about 8 places. I know that 2 places were hiring for sure and the rest was just to be on the list. I talked to Greg from my last job. He said he would update my application. So I am hoping he can get me back in their for some money. The only thing is, I promised I would go to college. I might do something that is different than college but gives me a certificate. What else..I went driving. I am not bad. Everything was coming back to me. I am hoping the weather is nice so I can drive more. I am going to practice the things I need and then take the 5 hour course again and then off to sign up for my test. Wish me luck on ewverything please.

Ashley

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