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Friday, December 30, 2005


   yet another unhappy post
hi everyone


well, my mom and the prick didnt fight again today. but my mom was in a really bad mood and kept taking it out on me. she keeps telling me how much she hates me cuz i remind her of my dad, who she also hates. i dont give a fuck if she hates me. the only thing that makes me mad is when shes in a good mood she acts like she never told me she hates me, or ever said anything bad to me, and expects me to do the same. it pisses me off. thats why i dont talk to her if i dont have to. cuz if i do i know ill say somthing that ill regret.


well, anyway, i think yesterday somone asked why my mom and her boyfriend are still together if all they do is fight. and the reason is mostly that we couldnt afford to live in this house anymore if he didnt help pay for it. the thought of living in an apartment is apparently just to horrible for my mom. i personally wouldnt care if i never had to see her boyfriend again. but the sad thing is, is that if they did break up long enuf for me, my mom, sis, and brother to have to move to an apartment, my mom would eventually take her boyfriend back and then we will have lost our house for no reason. i think someone else asked if i ever told my mom how i feel about her boyfriend. and trust me i have, ive told her more times then i can count that i hate him. but after awhile she started kicking me outta the house for saying bad things about him. last time she kicked me out for 3 weeks. when my dad gets his new place iam moving out of here and never coming back.

well, on the upside iam not sick anymore.
well, iam sry this was another depressing post, but like i said i gotta vent it somwhere. and sry that i prolly wont be visitng many people simply because i cnt sit at the comp without my mother either glaring at me or saying somthing mean to me.

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