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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   i hate v-day
hi everyone.

i did not have a good day yesterday.
it was just cuz valentines day depresses me and makes it even more obvious to me how alone iam *sigh*
iam sry to be so depressing, but i dont have much else to talk about besides work. and i dont want to talk about work lol.

*again i dont mean to offend any guys in this next part so please dont think iam*

well i was talking to my friend earlier and now i finally understand why she doesnt want to date guys her age. because all of the 15-16 yr old guys around here are immature and selfish. that just gives me more reasons why i shouldnt date younger guys. even guys only a year younger like scott. everything always gets fucked up and doesnt work because of their selfishness.
thats the only real reason things didnt work out with me and scott. cuz apparently living 15 mins away from me is no different then living 3000 miles away from me to him.
i was talking to him earlier on AIM and i told him how me and lexi were talking about how guys are immature and selfish *but i said it in a joking way and he knew i was joking* but then he says to me that girls are immature and stupid. wich i thought was very rude. so i said to him "well iam not stupid", and so he says "well iam not selfish" and i wanted to tell him "YOU ARE SO FUCKING SELFISH! ITS YOUR OWN FAULT YOU CANT HAVE A MEANINGFULL RELATIONSHIP! but i didnt, because i dont like starting arguments. but hes constantly talking about wanting a meaningfull relationship, but he didnt see one starting him in the face when we were togeher. *sigh* it just makes me sad. cuz if he ever does grow up and figure out that me being 15 minutes away isnt that much, i dont know if ill want to try with him again. but i think i love him and i feel so stupid for admiting it, cuz i dont know how he feels. *sniff* oh god now iam starting to cry, lol, get a grip ali.

iam sry this has ben such a depressing post, i just need to talk about these things or i just get more sad
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