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Monday, March 13, 2006


   i hate mondays.
hi everyone

sry again for not visiting. even tho moms bf left ive still ben pretty depressed. and i think he mite be coming back today. if he does be prepared for me to be seriously pissed off tomorow lol.

well the last few days me and scott have had some really deep conversations. i dont even know how we started talking like that it just sorta happend. well i think how it started was i asked him how his lil sis is doing cuz she really liked me when me and him were togher, and he said that she had ben bugging him about me constantly, saying things like "Ali was so cool! why did you break up with her stupid??!!" and i said as a joke "well that is true iam awsome lol" and then he said completely serious "yes you are" then after awhile he admitted he still wants to be with me, then the rest just kinda spilled out. and saturday night when we were talking i finally got up the guts to tell him that i would still wanna be with him too if i didnt think he'd back out again. long story short we still decided not to be together for now just cuz hes being a spazz still and he wouldnt want to hurt me again, but at least we know we still love eachother. iam just happy now i know how he feels, cuz it was driving me nuts! lol

well iam sry for having another post full of my emotional problems lol
i hope everyones mondays dont suck too bad

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