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Monday, August 2, 2004

Confusion..........
Well I haven't posted in a long time so I just thought I would really quick. Things haven't changed much. I am still very angry, hurt and confused by a great many things. I have been getting drunk and high quite alot to forget about things at least temporarily, but I know this is not an answer to anything really. It does keep me calm though and gives me a somewhat pseudo-happiness. Need to focus on what I need to do. Things wont change themselves. Very, very extremely happy that my g/f wasn't hurt that bad in the car accident last friday. Hearing her crying in pain when I called her on her cell just as the accident happened really freaked me out. At least she's ok. Hhhhmmmm...... don't know what else to say. I feel sad and somewhat melancholly today. Nothing really new there though. I just keep thinking about all the shit spinning around in my head. It's hard to think. Can't seem to focus on much of anything. Oh well.
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