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• to find out if my mother,who went insane shortly after my dad died and subsequently disappeared is still alive,go to college (always wanted to be an astronomer)Be happy for once in my life marry my g/f one day and to obtain veangence upon certain indivi
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Monday, August 9, 2004
Sadness.........
Today was odd. Went and hung out at my g/f's & watched an old animated movie called "Watership Down" and was having a good time just seeing her. At 5pm her 4 nieces ran into the room crying and screaming that their uncle Franks dog killed and tore my g/f's little kitten Mocha in half. I went outside and found the remains of the body and quickly disposed of it before she could see. All I could think of was how upset she was initially and spent the next 3hrs. comforting her. Now that I am alone all I can think of is how cute Mocha was and how she died so harshly. Seeing her lifeless carcass ripped in half with pieces missing and ants swarming over it seemed so unreal. Death has always been something somewhat commonplace in my life, yet this little kitten, whom I was not very attached to in the least, has made me very sad. Maybe it was seeing my g/f's reaction or perhaps how innocent it was. Whatever the case may be I would like my g/f to know that I love her and not to place the blame on herself. She gave the kitten a happy life. Bottom line is no one can ever control certain events no matter how hard you try. Life is unpredictable and thats what makes life interesting for better or worse. We just have to deal with it in the best possible way we can.
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