Sunday, July 22, 2007

   READ BELINDAS STORY!!!!
Yeah.
Go to Shadowme's MyO and read the latest chapter to her story.
Why?

CUZ IM IN IT!

yeah. And it was awesomely written and moved me to tears.
well.
not exactly tears.
but good enough.

I got oral surgery a few days ago and had to get stitches and pain and "ow ow ow" and all that jazz. && the story really cheered me up.

and I finally got enough energy to post.
I might comment.
Not sure.

Ive been taking a lot of naps lately...and Dan?
I told him to leave me alone.
and he has.
so *CHEER*
And I got all my hair cut off again.

^thats me.
I almost broke all your eyeballs from my hotness.


<3 Aaya
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Sunday, July 15, 2007

   Aaya is M.I.A
I think I might take a break from My O
Like...only log on a few times a week.
Nothing personal, its just I've been UBERRR busy
and I really dont have time to put up posts and visit everyone.

Im not going to alienate you people completely.
You can IM me at Hey There Aaya on AIM
and World_War_Megan on yahoo.

Im usually only on at odd hours of the night.
[11:00PM - 3:00AM]

Im sorry, and Ill miss yew all.

PS Im not leaving for good,
remember that.
Just taking a break to clear my head.
Feel free to PM me if you dont have myspace or AIM, because I'll pop back in to check those a few times a week.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Aaya
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

   oh emm gee. another rare post from Aaya
Si si. Im posting. *GASP*

I really havent been up to much.
I went to the zoo with my friend Dani, and we talked to the animals. And the bus driver almost made us eat at KFC.
*puke*
And there were old people galore on the bus.
I was like "SIDFUUISFYSDYFHSFDF *DIES*"
Im half afraid of old people.
And the rest were little babies that screamed and yelled. So I slept 75% of the time.
Then the other 10% I played old school Pokemanz
and 15% I talked about random stuff to Dani.
But I had fun seeing all the animals...I made friends with a Toucan and named him Bob.
Pictures will be up soon.
I have to develop them...^-^

But I have lovelay pics...one of me riding a golden bear statue.
and one of me beside a panda statue

Yesterday I hung out with my friends DJ and Craig...we terrorised the streets...
We were pointing at people in cars driving by and running through the streets screaming.
^-^
Then I talked to Jenniez on the computah with the microphone.
SHEEEE wouldnt talk tew meez.
So I had to say random shit.
And play random music.

And I read that its only a month and a week before we go back to school. V.V
That means more Algebra
and more boring boring-ness.
But I get to get my before school haircut tomorrow...then im getting it dyed on the week before school.
But I dont know what colors.
I dyed parts of it red last year...
and I got hilights before.
But I want a really bright random color.
so...if you have any suggestions.
TELL MAH!


♥Aaya


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Friday, July 6, 2007

   He makes me sick
Listening to: America's Next Top Model
Le Quote: "SLEEP WITH ME YOU HUNK OF BIRD!" -Anii
Le Time: 6:43Pm

Im such a terrible friend.
I dont post often, I dont comment.
>.< Sigh.
But Ive been busy. I had my friend Dani over...and we spent the 4th together...
and last night Jenny was writing the Andible.
[bible of Andism]

FYI: for anyone who doesnt know, W.W.A.D means What Would Andy Do. Me, Jenny, and Cassie think Andy Hurley from FOB is Jesus...so yeah.
Excuse our insanity.
lolz

***THAT GUY*** has been talking to me lately.
Just popping up at random times saying dumb ass shit.
Asking for permission to talk to my friend...
he was like:
"Can I talk to Danielle?"
and Im like
"Uhhh sure...Its not like I own her..."

Its just...like...
DAN I DONT WANT TO FUCKING TALK TO YOU.
ILL MAKE PEACE WITH YOU BUT I DONT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.

he just likes rubbing it in my face.

ill try and comment for once.

-Aaya
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Tuesday, July 3, 2007

   La La Laaa
Tomorrows the fourth!!
*woop*

Theres my face.
Let the eye humping begin.

[I stole that from Cassie...>.< BUT AT LEAST I DUNT HAVE EYE COOTIES]
AND si si...
my hand does say w.w.a.d


AAAND...my attempt at Petah's grrrr face.
I think we could be twins.


and me.
Looking around for people watching me look at porn.
and an old picture of me...
with my emo curtain.


I had to cut my emo curtainz.
I kinda miss them.
lmfao.

This post was totally random

have a nice 4th tomorrow, im not guarranteeing me being on.
I got pasta salad and mac and cheese with my name on it.

A_a_y_a

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

FTW TWO COMMENTS?
I mean, Jesus Andy Christ...
Where are you peoples? Dead? On Vacation?
[Thanks Amandaz and Jenniez fo teh commentizzlez]

But for those who still *READ* [lolz]
I went to teh mallz today.
I got a bunch of shizz. I wents wif mah AZN.
[Nuck]
Hottopic was having a 50% off the already reduced clearance sale, so I got slip on shoes for 8 bucks, a pair of pants for 10, and fingerless gloves for 2.
Then I got a hoodie at Hollister [I know. *LE GASP*! Im teh farthest thing from a prep tho]
I got a pair of sunglasses in one of the downtown shops and some manga.

I made Nuck buy me chinese...>.< lolz

Ive been ignoring the guy whos name shall not be spoken...
but ♥


AAYA!

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

   From an All time High to an All time Low
Listening to: "What I Got" -Sublime
Le Mood: Pissy
Le time: 8:32 Pm

Last night was the worst.
Apparently...Dan doesnt see me the way he used to...and he thought ignoring me would make it bettter.

Yes...I told him how I felt, and we 'sorted it out'

But, we dont have anything.
Nothing.
He doesnt see me like that anymore.
He likes someone else...blablabla...
He thought about us in Florida and realized he didnt like me in that way.

And then waited 2 weeks to tell me.
Yes, he was ignoring me.
Yes, he didnt give a fuck.
I was right.


Im better off.

On a lighter note, im going shopping tomorrow with Nuck...so hopefully Ill feel less pissy.

And after this post, I dont ever plan on talking about Daniel again.
Im done.
& I refuse to be friends with him.
He hurt me.
He lead me on.
He fucked me over.
Im done.
Fuck him.
Fuck all of this.


no hearts,

Aaya



Lyrics?

For A Pessimist Im Pretty Optimistic
-Paramore

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fly shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay, well did you?
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

Pressure
-Paramore

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me

Chicago is so 2 years ago
-FOB

My heart is on my sleeve
Wear it like a bruise or blackeye
My badge, my witness
That means that I believed
Every single lie you said

Cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates to the pains I went through
to avoid you
And every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention
I still hate you

But there's a light on in chicago
And I know I should be home
All the colors of the street signs..
They remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

She took me down and said:
"Boys Girls like you are overrated. so save your breath."
Loaded words and loaded friends
Are loaded guns to our heads

Cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains I went through
to avoid you
And every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention
I still hate you

But there's a light on in chicago
And I know I should be home
All the colors of the street signs..
They remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

You want apologies
Girl Boy, you might hold your breath
Until your breathing stops forever, forever
The only thing you'll get
Is this curse on your lips, I hope they taste of me forever.

And there's a light on in chicago
And I know I should be home
All the colors of the street signs..
They remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's

With every breath I wish your body will be broken again (Again)
With every breath I wish your body would be broken again (Again)
(But theres a light on)With every breath I wish your body will be broken again (Again)
With every breath I wish your body will be broken again

Sending Postcards from a Planecrash
-Fob

I am such a sucker
And I'm always the last to know
My insides are copper,
I'd kill to make them gold
Conversation got me here: another night alone in the city
So make my bed the grave and shovel dirt onto my sheets

Every friend we ever had in common
I will sever the tie, sever the tie with you
You can thank your lucky stars,
That everything I wish for will never come true

When you go, I will forget everything about you
When you go, I will forget everything about you

I have seen sinking ships go down with more grace than you

Turn this up I'll tune you out
Another night alone in the city, yeah
Fake it like you matter-that's a lie we can both keep, ohh

Every friend we ever had in common
I will sever the tie, sever the tie with you
You can thank your lucky stars,
That everything I wish for will never come true

When you go, I will forget everything about you
When you go, I will forget everything about you

I will forget (when you go)
I will forget everything about you (when you go)
I will forget everything about you

Every friend we ever had in common
I will sever the tie, sever the tie with you
You can thank your lucky stars,
That everything I wish for will never come true

Doll Parts
-Hole

I am doll eyes
Doll mouth, doll legs
I am doll arms, big veins, dog bait
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, but I do too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
I love him so much it just turns to hate
I fake it so real, I am beyond fake
And someday, you will ache like I ache
Someday, you will ache like I ache

I am doll parts
Bad skin, doll heart
It stands for knife
For the rest of my life
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, they really do
Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, but I do, too
I want to be the girl with the most cake
He only loves those things because he loves to see them break
I fake it so real, I am beyond fake
And someday, you will ache like I ache
Someday you will ache like I ache

Bike Scene
-Taking Back Sunday

I'll leave the lights down low
so she knows I mean business
And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

This is all wrong and it shows
There's certain things I promised not to let you know,
(I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the...)
not to let you know
I never, never...

You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
(I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the...)
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh

You've got me right where you want me
(let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me

Anyway... yeah

Great Romances of the 21st Century
-Taking Back Sunday

September never stays this cold
where I come from
And you know
I’m not one for complaining,
But I love the way you’d roll
excuses off the tip of your tongue
as I slowly fall apart (slowly, quietly, slowly)
fall apart

This won’t mean a thing come tomorrow
and that’s exactly how I’ll make it seem
Cause I'm still not sleeping,
thinking I’ve crawled home from worse than this

So please, please (please)
I’m running out of sympathy (I'm running out of sympathy!)
and I never said I’d take this
I never said I'd take this lying down

She says
"come on, come on, let’s just get this over with”
She says
"come on, come on, let’s just get this over with”
(I never said I’d take this lying down, let's just get this over with,
and I've crawled home from worse than this)
She says
"come on, come on, let’s just get this over with”
She says
"come on, come on.."

You always come close but this never comes easy,
I still know everything
You always come close but you never come easy,
I still know everything
This always comes close but you never come easy,
I still know everything
You always come so close...
I still know everything, I still know everything, I still know...

You always come close but this never comes easy
You always come close but you never come easy
You always come... you come in close

I never said I'd take this lying down
I never said I'd take this lying down
I never said I'd take this lying down
but I've crawled home from worse than this

If it's not keeping you up nights
then what’s the point
then what’s the point
then what’s the point
then what’s the point

I'm in your room
now is this turning you on
am I turning you on?

I'm in your room
are you turned on?

I'm on the corner of your bed,
I'm thinking maybe,
are you turned on,
are you turned on





AAAND...the song I always pick to describe me.

Dead on Arrival
-FOB

I hope this is the last time, because I'd never say no to you.
This conversation's been dead on arrival
There's no way to talk to you.
This conversation's been dead on

A rivalry goes so deep
Between me and this loss of sleep over you.

This is side one
Flip me over
I know I'm not you're favorite record
The songs you grow to like never stick at first
So I'm writing you a chorus, and here is your verse

No it's not the last time because I'd never say no to you
This conversation's still dead on arrival
There's no way to talk to you
When you're dead on

A rivalry goes so deep
Between me and this loss of sleep of you

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Friday, June 29, 2007

   Update
Currently listening to: "One Winged Angel"- Nobuo Uematsu
Mood: Hallucinatinggg-y
Time: 1:44 AM [East Coast, what what!]

Hello Fello Otaku!

Like my new theme? [Vincent from FFVII]
Hah. It took me 34345893495734 years to perfect it but I &heart; it.
Im in a great mood today, strangely.
I talked to Dan last night. It was a pretty average convo, but we made plans for the 4th of July.

So I guess we're talking again.

So Im satisfied and I can finally STFU.
My friend Nick got a MyO...
[CLICK ME!]
^linkage^
I went to nail place and got my nails done, like I said I would...
No Lime Green
No Electric Blue.
I got a Blood Red. Its pretty kick ass...but they're a little short.

Me,Nick, And Miles were reading yaoi, lemon, slash fics. lol. [DracoxHarry, GotenxGohan <- INCEST!, InuxKag, etc etc]
FYI: We lmao-ed at the poor writing and overuse of "cock" "cum" and "OOHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

Then They wrote about Me and Dan.

*shudders*

BUT.... back to Daniel ^-^
He apologized for not talking to me
and I told him I felt ignored but was happy I could talk to him again.
He agreed and was really sweet about it.
So like I said, I was satisfied.
So hopefully I can make this work again....without screwing it up...
Maybe the four leaf clover thing worked?

lol.

Im delirious.

But my friends are telling me to talk on the phone...so
yeah.

See you laters!

Comments!

AIM me at: Hey There Aaya

¢¾ A-A-Y-A

What female stereotype of Final Fantasy(ps) are you?

Woe is you. You end up dying for the world and those you love. You even lose a chance with your almost beau. You're not bitter though, you're happy to die for your cause. Besides, you get to be reunited with your loved ones on the other side. Its sad that in just a couple of years your sarcifice will be overshadowed and no one will ever know your tale of courage.

Example of a Martyr: Aeris/Aerith Gainsborough.
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
Reports of lovers tryst
Were neither clear nor discript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
(x2)

I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you would like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed, the parents let them shoulder all the blame

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
(x2)

(I lie for only you
And I lie well Halleluh)(x2)

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
(x2)



xoxo


you make my head hurt, kid.



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Its Been Awhile.
Hola mis amigas and amigos

Nothing of intrest has been happening so I didnt really post/be on myO
But idk.
Im getting my nails done tomorrow.
Im either getting them Lime Green or Electric Blue. They were hot pink, but I got sick of them.
hah.
Then on Sunday Im going shopping. (yay?)
I saved up all my change that I found in my room

and it added up to $25


and im bored.


>.> AAYA?

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