Tuesday, March 11, 2008

   Easter Break
My easter break is lasting for 3 weeks.Im happy but I have plans to fill these holidays.I wont state them specifically,but I sure have a lot in my mind to get done with.My housetrip was superb.I had loads of fun.We Sapphireans actually spent time as a family.We stayed in Lumut for 2 days and 1 night.At night,me,Sha,kamil,attiyaa,bandung played truth or dare.And I must say that it was packed with fun.I got to dress up like a crazy lady and approached the seniors from a certain distance.It wasn't exactly 'whoa',but it was worth it.And the others got to do things that I never expected them to do.Especially,sha ;) Way to go girl!

I must say that my college life has been gradually getting better.Things are okay,but there are still some flaws that I ought to adjust.I feel that I need to do a lot of improvements in various forms of tasks.Sometimes I began to treat myself unfairly because of the weaknesses that i posess.But I know that it takes time to get better and do things correctly.So,I keep telling myself 'no pressure' :) .Holidays so far has been great.Im trying so hard to use each and every single day wisely.But I barely see it's happening.Lol.I've been filling my time watching a j-series called 'One litre of tears'.It's a really
sad series.Actually,I'd prefer to label it as a very inspiring story.Plus,it's based on a true story.Oh yea,night before we left the college,gym dude gave me a programme *it's more like a guideline* to be fitter.It was really nice of him as a friend to help me out.I will really try to use it at my best :)On that night as well,me,kamil,sha,attiyaa,nazu,ilham watched juno at my chalet *attiyaa's room*.Kudos to that movie.I like it.Full of kick-asses! :D

I've been thinking on closing this blog site,and move to another one.Not that i have an alternative now,but like I said,I've been thinking about it ;) Because I've been using this blog site for like..what...3 years?That's just insane.From the time I was literally naive,to now...less-naive :p So yeah,maybe I should consider more about this.I hate making decisions by the way.Oh,I am very overwhelmed by the recent election's results.TAKE NOTE:I AM NOT INTERESTED IN POLITICS AT ALL.Im just trying to show that I can be a really good citizen of my country at the right time.Anyway,back to the subject,I think that the results really show that our people are getting smarter nowadays.It is vital to have such balanced
political status,since our country is a democratic land.

Based on that,I've always been aware that everyone has their own problem.But to make a bad comparison of me and Pak Lah,his luck is worse.I just feel so grateful that my life has finally gotten back on track.Moreover,now I can see my objectives clearer .I know what I want to achieve in life,and it doesnt have to be something fancy or big :) I see it in a way as long as it makes me happy,that Im already a winner.Friends in college are incredibly
smart and successful,full of determination and hard work.But you know what,thay PLAY HARD too.I find it very inspiring and thankful to be so close to these people.I would be a big fat liar if I say that I never felt stress among them or so.Which is
why I keep convincing myself that this stress is a good thing and leads to my current turning point in life.I just hope that things are going up with constant rate and not exponentially.NOw,Im crapping :p That's a sign to stop.Bye.
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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Busssyyyyy
I'll be back to college tonight.The CNY holz have come to an end.I have a story to tell,I've been involved in quite many event during my school days,but nothing can top off this one.Bangsawan 2008 is like,the most anticipated event in KYUEM.All houses will do their best,juniors will work together with seniors,and it's probably the climax when you can actually feel the spirit of your house.As for me,im a proud SAPPHIREAN.In college,we have 4 houses,SAPPHIRE,TOPAZ,GARNET AND DIAMOND.Guess what?Saphhire lost.We won 5 times in a row before this for bangsawan,until last year where diamond took the title...and then this year,topaz won.Our house was probably on the last place.I was so sad that night.I can still remember how we all gathered for the awards announcement,and how we watched other houses won most of the awards while we only won one,which was the best actor award.It was really saddening and heart breaking.We worked so damn hard for it.I was involved in the dancing,we lost to diamond in that category.I dont feel sad for that,i feel sad for the whole house.Which is y,if we're still gonna have bangsawan for next year,i'll make sure that we're gonna win it.REVENGE.Talking about sapphire,i cant wait for our upcoming house trip for the next 2 weeks.Yipee!We'll be heading to teluk batik.I have tests tomorrow,and as usual,IM still unprepared.OMG.I've been thinking about this,im planning to aplly for scholarship after a-level.So wish me luck.Here are some of pics during Bangsawan,


Us,SAPPHIREANS AFTER BANGSAWAN

DANCERS

ME AND AFIQAH WITH A FEW SENIORS
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Saturday, December 22, 2007

   I smell sweets...
It's Saturday and the time is almost 6pm now.On top of that,I havent had my shower today,yes,I mean for the whole day.OH dont misjudge me,I woke up today,brushed my teeths,washed my face and went out for lunch.Because I slept at almost 4 am last night *and yes,that is just an excuse* and woke up at 12.30 pm,I know,SUPER right? =D After lunch,me and bro went to Ampang Point to get some books,which I didnt manage to get em because Popular is so damn useless and they should be more exposed to A-levels syllabus.Instead,I bought a few stationaries.I've been feeling pretty down recently,because all of those updates which really bothered me for awhile.When does forgiveness come?Is there really such thing when you know yourself that if you weren't the bitch here,you would've done the same thing to the victim?I've been pouring myself with so many thoughts even the crucial ones that almost made me just die for the whole day.I dont reckon this as a huge thing,but it does bother me,because I've felt the strange atmosphere when I just stormed into the cafe back in college,and I can still remember the vibe where everyone else was staring at me.Yes,I know,it was just me being so self-conscious and it was just a feeling.Of course,wise men would think this is as life. =) So I tend to make myself feeling all euphoric by consuming chocolates,and alsooo by hanging out with my friends =) Yes,dearest friends I say.We just keep babbling about our new life and how it manifests our needs toward each other.Because true friends are true indeed.Other than that,I miss my parents that are in Mecca right now and my big bro.I cant wait for his return by tomorrow.and OMG.Have you guys been to Pavillion??That mall is full of awesome-ness ;) It is definitely the right spot if you wanna shop til you drop!LOL.LAMEEEE-lah.But it's true!It's so frigging hugeeee and i just love love love the shops there!Well,I've been thinking also about the list of things that I must do during the holz and it sucks whenever I think that holz is almost over.But sokay,here it goes:

1.Study especially chemistry and stats *gulp*
2.Piano,I really miss Miss Ellie and I hope that she can teach me how to play Aerith's theme.
3.Anime,I miss miss miss my good old days just sitting and watching and not thinking about reality..pffft =_=;
4.Play sports althought I hate the fact that whenever it comes to a tournament everyone suddently turns into big bad monsters and winning is the priority,pressure I hate.I play for FUN.
5.Try my best to actually care about the outside world by reading newspapers and watch the news,LOL.
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