Monday, March 28, 2005

   NIHON!!!
my flight is tonite.wah..terujanya saya.XD .nah.it would be more fun if my big bros could come along.but too bad.they juz can't.mwehehehe.i hate mr. ganesh.urgh.he's so annoying n pretty gross.he tot i was thinking about 'reproduction' when i was trying to answer his Q.is he going to relief our class while mrs. zaharah desa's gone?well,too bad for u guys.cuz im not gonna b here for like...a week.XD ..ok.i sounded pretty mean rite?fine.i take back my words.he's a good teacher.he juz want us to learn more bout respect.hehe.i hanged on d phone for hours last nite talking to my frens.jajaja.n ..wow.im not feeling sleepy.padahal i juz slept for 3 hours.amazing.sugoi ne......o_O;....ja ne minna-san!happy holiday to syamim and hope she'll have fun there in Japan! ^____^V
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   Grrrrrr
damn!i made a fool out of myself in front of everyone today!i dun get it til now!y was i so nervous at det time?y can't i juz spit out those words n act like normal??urghhh!but wut did i do??i laughed n looked like a fool!im so stupid!.det was d most embarassing moment in my whole life!i totally looked like a loser.i mean,im used in doing presentations,oral n stuff.nervous is a normal thing.but usually, i can still act cool.n today,a new history has juz begun.urgh.hate it!n i hope i can do much much better for my bm oral tomorrow!yeah.hope so.cuz im gonna do 'pantun'.urgh..=_=i dun haf any ideas nemore about bm.so i decided to do det. i haf a feeling det i'll mess it up again.......*shivering*

as im listening to el-hazard:the alternative world's opening theme.diz song reminds me when i was in form1.hah!now det was d year i dun give a damn bout all these shits!i was so naughty n lazy like bullshit.*im still a lazy girl,but it was worst back then*haih...how i miss those old days.me n d abnormals*except fariza* were jumping like hell.playing around n making fun of ppl*including teachers of course* were our top priority!oh well.as time passes by,i admit.i changed.heheh.no more jumping*oh,except at midnite on my big bro's bed*n playing.serious.spm.shit.i got an offer from mrsm taiping.but i decided not to go.so what?malas ar...
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

Sunny Day
d weather is pretty fine today.quite sunny n breezy.i wonder y do i always felt sleepy these days?even now?o_O;great...sleepy is related to lazy...n i am sleepy n lazy now.urm..i haven't fully recovered from my sickness yet.still having flu n a lil cough.it makes me look horrible n weak.

emotionless.i can't really tell how im feeling rite now.all i could tell is..im sleepy.my eyes r heavy now.i think i need 2 take a lil nap.then,continue my work n stuff.planning to watch anime after diz.but not sure if i'll make it or not since im totally sleepy now.n oh..4 ur information,it's only 1.00 pm now.
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

   Fragments of Memories
my relatives came today.well,i had a lil talk with them.we talked about japan n exams*guLp*.my aunt told me det she really wanted to c d sakuras when she was young.hehe.sakuras...im going to c em in two more weeks!^-^

i studied a lil juz now.i haven't done any of my homeworks.tee-hee.hope i can finish it by tomorrow XD .i miss kimmy.i hope he's doing fine there =(.2day i felt really sleepy.i dunno y.i tot i had a long journey last nite.totally ms. sleepy head huh? ^^;

gyah~im listening to fragments of memories now.really miss kimmy.=( n squall.yeah..im still in love with squall after..urm..lemme count..whoa..after 6 years.hohoho~what a loyal lover huh?LOL.yea...squall was really lonely when he was lil.he only got Ami det time.*sigh*


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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   *yawn*
....huwargh...im pretty sleepy now...n tired.but still early to go to dream land.it's only 9:31pm now ...^^; i went to klcc 2day.it's a very very extremely boring place to hangout.but i had fun wit shu.since i haven't met her for quite a long time.i wasted my money for some'unworthy'stuff.yes..im regretting it now =( huhu

i really wanna hangout alone.it's very interesting n more fun perhaps hanging out alone.yea..juz me n myself.but of coz det won't happen 4 now.hanging out wit d abnormals is pretty fun too.esp. when they talked about gossips n stuff.*dun get me wrong,im not a gossip queen =p *yawn..im tired.gdnite.ZzZzzZ
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

   Woo-hoo!
We won!!woo-hoo!erk..no..not really won in d first place.we won in second place.i was a bit dissapointed at first,but then one of d judges told us det we were only 0.01 point away from d cadet police.n u noe wut...we lost det 0.01 point bcoz of our belts.he said bcoz our belts are old.dun blame us for det kot???

i went home around 12pm.my mom picked me up n went to mcd.i ate a double cheeseburger.but didn't finish it.i dunno y.det's weird.maybe bcoz before det i drank a lot of water.wooh...during d marching session,i was almost explode.it was really hot~!!i was sweating like hell.urgh=_= my frens came 2 give supports.thanks u guys.u guys rawk! ^-^
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Friday, March 11, 2005

i heard a sound...was it from my stomach?
tomorrow is d competition!im scared >_< but oh well...all i can do is juz do my best.although i noe im a slowpoke n too blur to join diz marching thingy.*i hate det word..'thingy'..it's irritating..n a lil 'gedik'...but i used it anyway ^^; <<--weird-o * im hungry...i wanna eat..plus..it's dinner time.^^
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

   My legs
Omg...my legs.it's ok it's ok.there r only two days left.d competition is on diz saturday.after det,im OFF!!!im half-dead now.tired like hell.my body is hurting.T_T yeah..yeah..im listening 2 w-inds.i found out det Glay is cool too.tee-hee.

everything's fine now.^__^ .V.im not losing any of my frens.i had d 'talk' with him last nite.he said he got his own reason.ok.fine.i juz dowan to throw away our beautiful frenship det we used to haf.too precious to let it go away.^^ friends forever k?
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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

   Im tired
im tired.after marching for d whole day.yes.for d whole day.n tomorrow...i haf to march again for d whole day.my skin is getting darker.as dark as a bicycle's tyre i guess.=_= d commander is very nice...n scary when she gets angry.like me? urgh.but i neva complain bout it.det's really nothing in military marching.

am i really a bad girl?i mean like...do i really deserve diz after wut i've done to a friend?i bet he already forgot who was there for him when he needed someone long time ago.heh...people people people.esp adults.i dun think even adults nowadays can think properly.heh.yes..im sad.cuz a fren det i used to care n love so much is now treating me like a rubbish.hah!frens so much huh?
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Monday, March 7, 2005

   Maburaho!yay-yay!
weird.im not feeling so tired after my marching practices.i can still crap in my dearest blog!^-^ yay!i passed my addmaths!*duh..no big deal..i still didn't get an A for it*well,im happy enuff for it.cuz i didn't study for addmaths.i only did my last minute revision for it.so passing it is gd enuff for an unprepared student like me rite?hehe!after diz test,i haf to face d mid year exam on may i think.or izzit on june?ermmm...im not sure.but well,im gonna prepare for it starting from tonite!^__^.V.

im planning to watch maburaho after i study tonite!im so happy!watching cool anime makes me forget bout all my probs in real world.tee-hee!actually,my big bro already bought det anime on dec last year.but...i dunno.maybe i was too busy til i didn't haf time to watch it or...i was too obssesed wit kare kano at det time ^^;d snow falls theme is very nice.it can make me fall into sleep n go to la la la land!>_< my name is in d list of ppl joining d class's english drama.i dunno wut's my job for it.maybe we'll discuss it diz sunday.^-^
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