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Monday, February 5, 2007


   Monday?More like a moanday...
I hate driving lessons.I just hate it!My instructor was ok.Maybe stopping and going down from the hill sucks.Urgh.It was my second lesson,and he already told to drive on the road.Im still a newbie.What do you expect? =\ Obviously,Im not really happy with my driving lesson today.Oh well,it's not really a big deal.Like,I think everyone's going thru the same thing.So,yeah.Im alright over all =D About my friend,everyone's pissing off with her right now.I think she hasn't realised it yet that Im one of them.I kinda feel sorry for her at times.I mean,I am mad at her,but I have no grudge toward her.Seriously.No matter how bitchy she is,I still consider her as a friend.It's just I cant trust her anymore.Im sort of ignoring her now.Trying actually.Maybe I'll get over it soon.I mean,I am ALREADY ACCEPTING her attitude.So like,I've already swallowed every single thing that she did to me.How mad can I be anymore?Maybe it's just her.Things that I can do nothing about it.I miss my friends.I mean,I miss Ajin,Azyan and Alia.Can you believe it,I haven't gone out with them yet.Just the four of us.It's really sad to think of it.They've been so quiet with me.I mean,it cant be me that always trying to be productive here suggesting to go out or maybe do a sleepover.So what if Im sick.I think none of them will notice about it.If Im quiet,then they're quiet as well.Come on guys,this isn't what we were planning right? =(

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