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Sunday, March 4, 2007


If
Today my eldest brother is officially engaged with his girlfriend.I spent quite a lot of time talking to him this time.We could just sit on my bed,and talk for hours.Or I'd just listen to what ever he's going to story me.He loves doing that.It's unstoppable.He told me about almost everything.Uh..I guess he was just trying to calm me down.He knows well that Im very worried about my upcoming SPM result.There's only a week left.*Sigh* Then,something hit me.IF only I did go to MRSM Taiping,maybe I'd perform better for my exam.Right.Or maybe,it just won't make any difference.Then,I started to think again,If I'd be given another chance to repeat the whole year,perhaps I would study even harder and concentrate more on it,or maybe it just won't make any difference as well.Ah.It's too late to think and regret about everything.Im so freaking scared to face it.What IF I cant handle the truth????What IF I cant accept my result???I feel so shitty right now.Ok,Syamim.Breathe.Breathe girl.LOL.

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