Tuesday, May 15, 2007

   Pretty is not to please.
I definitely feel like I need to write something in here now.Actually,I even gave myself a thought to build a new blog's site,the reason?It's funny really when I think back again that maybe there are just too many posts in this site and Im scared that I might have exposed too much of my daily life from the time I was 15 to almost 18.I gave myself several times of thinking,and nah.I love this site too much.I was already half-way of registering to blogspot,then I stopped.Still,I might one day delete my old posts.Erm,just a big possibility I'd do that.Oh well,I wish I could spill more on what've I done today.I woke up around 11 am,as usual,I hunted for breakfast after that.Then,I hung out at the kitchen while observing *not really* what my mom was cooking and had a little chat with my maid.To be frank,I never thought that I can actually 'click' with her,but trust me.After YEARS of changing maids,she's not THAT bad compared to the previous ones.She's same age as me,and yeah.I kind of always imagined what if I just simply get the chance to switch place with her.It'd be horrible to live a life like that.Atleast,that's what I think.She seems to be pretty content with her life,and on top of that,she's quite nice too.So yeah,I have no other reason to nominate her as one of the best maid that I have ever had.Although I still remember there used to be this one maid that I loved so much.She took care of me when I was around 8 or 9 years old.GOD.She was like the coolest maid ever.Despite her characteristic for being too straight and,you get the point.She used to do whatever I told her to.CAUTION PEOPLE.IM NOT TALKING ABOUT ANYTHING THAT HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH ABUSING.I still remember,she always hide my shoes from my dad,so that my dad would think that I did go to school.When the truth is,I was hiding behind the door.Yeah,I can say that I was much sleekier back then than now.

Back to my today life,I think I already gave up on watching that indonesian drama on tv3.It's getting boring and too much confusion.I ended up watching a movie called 'I love you,I love you,I love you' in the evening.Lol.I know the title is way too corny,but it's nothing like that really.It's an old movie which if Im not mistaken,Claire Danes is the main character and Jude Law is in it too.It was pretty much about that girl trying to search for her true self.LOL.I did not just pick that up from the info xD Owh,Ajin just msged me.She said she's already made up her mind about the options between scholarship and dream.Im so happy for her!Oh yeah,talking about dream.GOD.I actually dreamt of Blake Lewis last night.He came to me in a class room.I kinda made him a poster and he asked me about it.I didnt answer much because I was too drawn into his beautiful eyes and actually,I ended up saying nothing about the poster.Haha!And he kinda stared at me blankly must have thought that I was stupid enough to answer his questions.Sigh.I also dreamt that I was in a whole lot stress when I was studying to be a doctor.Dammit.Whatever it is,those were just dreams.Well,I have lot more to say actually,but Im starting to feel sleepy now.Hehe.Out people =)