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Birthday
• 1989-10-30
Gender
• Female
Location
• Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia
Member Since
• 2004-12-25
Occupation
• A student...and an assasin *a ninja?lol*
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• Mim

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Achievements
• I haven't achieved what i REALLY wanted to achieve yet.
Anime Fan Since
• 2nd grade
Favorite Anime
• Well,I already watched a lot of anime..but my favourite are fma(fullmetal alchemist)!!!!!!*the best anime ever!!!*, kare-kano,peacemaker kurogane,azumanga-daioh,vision of the escaflowne,love hina and serial experiments lain.
Goals
• Make my dreams come true!
Hobbies
• Online,playing piano,reading books,listening to cool music,making new friends,reading manga,watching ANIME and crapping ~
Talents
• well..i can't really tell....maybe i can draw...*a bit*...sigh..my drawings are still like shits...




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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Pretty head is spinning around.
Have you ever felt safe at some peculiar place?Like at the very random cafe that u seldom went to?It gives you a fresh breath everytime you walk in.The sense of security and calmness,like no one can ever take that away from you.Since if you're reading this,then I bet you're pretty much a human being just like I am.Thus,there might be a chance that you have felt the same way too.I know that I have.Today,was alright I guess.Despite the fact that Im trying to adapt the new member in my family,it does still feel awkward hearing her calling my mom,'mama'.Not that it's a bad thing,it's just awkward I guess.Maybe because it's still new.My mom just told me today that our plan of celebrating eid in europe was cancelled.The reason?It's because my parents and grandma are going to do their hajj on november,and that is like only a month away from eid.Whatever.Yeah,since Im nothing so close to any angel,I was pretty much disappointed when she told me about it.I didnt say much,but my facial expression did.Maybe it still does.Because I was sooo looking forward to celebrate this one with my brothers,as one complete family.Guess I will be having the same lonely eid again this year at kampong.I mean,it's nothing like THAT lonely,it has always been fun,but of course sometimes I miss celebrating it with my brothers.Maybe it's just raging hormones.I will be moving on to college on next week,which is cool.Cant wait for it,but of course.sometimes I feel scared when I think about it.Like,will I ever get to stand out and fit in?Alia told me about her recent college life in Penang,and I feel sorry for her.But I know she can do better and she'll survive;Now that I can drive,you know the feeling whenever you feel depressed or just wanna be a sulker for a moment?That you need to go out and just be alone while eating ice-cream or staring at the people around you?Yeah,try to get me.I get that feeling too whenever Im desperate for a way out.But eventually,I just suck it in,and smile.Or maybe just go to sleep.It helps.Lol.Nite ;)

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