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Friday, November 2, 2007


Life in college
OMG.been so long i havent sent any post in this site.eversince i entered college =S Life here is so hectic and busy.As in,you have to know when u cant study and resist well the temptations of slacking off with ur buds here.Especially when gossiping can be super fun.Dont get me wrong,Im still trying my ebst here to not gossip.Cuz i really have this new principle of judging sumone.Yep.I really have this thing of being so judgemental.But i see people here do judge others.Which i really dont like about.I mean,when you're here,if you dont perform well even for the littlest thing,they will degrade you like hell.SERIOUSLY.I mean,they wud help you,but still,ur performance is serious business when you're here.Doesnt matter in what or when.But i can still consider that people here are nice people =)Students here are also very the smart =S Sometimes,I must admit that i feel so small among these superstars,and I reallllllllllyyy need to be more confident and overcome my fear.Sometimes I feel that whatever that Im afraid of eats me up and prevent me from doing things that I should've done eversince I was born.My raya holidays in uk and paris really helped me to think all sort of things and failed me in my sem exam *haha!i hate numbers...pffttt. =_=;*But friends here are okay i guess.So..im still living and trying my best to go thru every single day here by being a better person.erghh.I hafto play bball at 5 since i already promised kamil to join her.I realllllly hafto overcome my fear.GO syamim.

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