Saturday, December 22, 2007

   I smell sweets...
It's Saturday and the time is almost 6pm now.On top of that,I havent had my shower today,yes,I mean for the whole day.OH dont misjudge me,I woke up today,brushed my teeths,washed my face and went out for lunch.Because I slept at almost 4 am last night *and yes,that is just an excuse* and woke up at 12.30 pm,I know,SUPER right? =D After lunch,me and bro went to Ampang Point to get some books,which I didnt manage to get em because Popular is so damn useless and they should be more exposed to A-levels syllabus.Instead,I bought a few stationaries.I've been feeling pretty down recently,because all of those updates which really bothered me for awhile.When does forgiveness come?Is there really such thing when you know yourself that if you weren't the bitch here,you would've done the same thing to the victim?I've been pouring myself with so many thoughts even the crucial ones that almost made me just die for the whole day.I dont reckon this as a huge thing,but it does bother me,because I've felt the strange atmosphere when I just stormed into the cafe back in college,and I can still remember the vibe where everyone else was staring at me.Yes,I know,it was just me being so self-conscious and it was just a feeling.Of course,wise men would think this is as life. =) So I tend to make myself feeling all euphoric by consuming chocolates,and alsooo by hanging out with my friends =) Yes,dearest friends I say.We just keep babbling about our new life and how it manifests our needs toward each other.Because true friends are true indeed.Other than that,I miss my parents that are in Mecca right now and my big bro.I cant wait for his return by tomorrow.and OMG.Have you guys been to Pavillion??That mall is full of awesome-ness ;) It is definitely the right spot if you wanna shop til you drop!LOL.LAMEEEE-lah.But it's true!It's so frigging hugeeee and i just love love love the shops there!Well,I've been thinking also about the list of things that I must do during the holz and it sucks whenever I think that holz is almost over.But sokay,here it goes:

1.Study especially chemistry and stats *gulp*
2.Piano,I really miss Miss Ellie and I hope that she can teach me how to play Aerith's theme.
3.Anime,I miss miss miss my good old days just sitting and watching and not thinking about reality..pffft =_=;
4.Play sports althought I hate the fact that whenever it comes to a tournament everyone suddently turns into big bad monsters and winning is the priority,pressure I hate.I play for FUN.
5.Try my best to actually care about the outside world by reading newspapers and watch the news,LOL.