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Tuesday, March 22, 2005


   Grrrrrr
damn!i made a fool out of myself in front of everyone today!i dun get it til now!y was i so nervous at det time?y can't i juz spit out those words n act like normal??urghhh!but wut did i do??i laughed n looked like a fool!im so stupid!.det was d most embarassing moment in my whole life!i totally looked like a loser.i mean,im used in doing presentations,oral n stuff.nervous is a normal thing.but usually, i can still act cool.n today,a new history has juz begun.urgh.hate it!n i hope i can do much much better for my bm oral tomorrow!yeah.hope so.cuz im gonna do 'pantun'.urgh..=_=i dun haf any ideas nemore about bm.so i decided to do det. i haf a feeling det i'll mess it up again.......*shivering*

as im listening to el-hazard:the alternative world's opening theme.diz song reminds me when i was in form1.hah!now det was d year i dun give a damn bout all these shits!i was so naughty n lazy like bullshit.*im still a lazy girl,but it was worst back then*haih...how i miss those old days.me n d abnormals*except fariza* were jumping like hell.playing around n making fun of ppl*including teachers of course* were our top priority!oh well.as time passes by,i admit.i changed.heheh.no more jumping*oh,except at midnite on my big bro's bed*n playing.serious.spm.shit.i got an offer from mrsm taiping.but i decided not to go.so what?malas ar...

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