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Wednesday, July 27, 2005


A street of memories
guess what?papa actually decided to move diz saturday.GOD.i juz can't describe how unready n sad i am to leave diz house.ok.am i being too over?i don't care.papa once told me,i moved into diz house rite after 40 days i was borned.meaning,i totally grew up in diz house.2 days left.i bet im gonna miss everything in diz house.where i used to pee,cry,laugh,shits..u noe wut i mean rite?stuff.n how bout d tree house?ok.i admit.i never really care bout d tree house rite after a week it was built.but,i still can remember det i hurted my leg once rite under d tree..*papa actually cutted d tree down a few years ago*n yeah.i can still remember det fat chinese guy mocked at me when i was crying.n hadri actually hurted his forehead or was it his left eye?around there i guess.bcoz of my neighbour...*or was it me?hurm* accidentally pushed him from d top of d tree house.n how bout d time when i was 5?there was diz lil monkey trying to calm me down when i was crying.i really thought it was my bro.no.it wasn't him.it was a monkey.hurm.i wonder if det monkey is still alive..and how bout azlan?he's my fav neighbour!dude...i noe u're too busy to read diz...but u really rawk..i can still remember..u used to play bball at my house while waiting for d bus..and how u called me..erm..some unpleasent names when i was 10.but seriously.gonna miss you.

and HELLO.how bout my room??i started to sleep there since i was 5.*i think..not sure..cuz i was a big coward when i was lil*but det room was officially mine when i was 5.although i get annoyed whenever my cousin asked me such things as 'dun ever get bored with ur room?it's still d same from d last time i got here' SHUT UP.it's my room!so what if there's really no changes?urghh....awwwww...diz is really saddening!feel like crying.i checked oout my new house juz now.ok..it was cool.
new bed...new things...new wardrobe.new feelings.yeah.whatever.im excited.n sad.i know diz sounds childish...sigh...but i can even remember d times when i used to play with myself.u noe..sumthin' like day dreaming?like...u're pretending to talk with someone else,but at d same time u r det someone else.ok....i dun think u guys can understand diz since my english is pretty poor diz lately.n it sound creepy rite?talking to urself...yeah..even my mom said so.well,wut do ya expect?im d only girl in my family.ok,mama juz made some noises why i haven't packed up my clothes.gotta run.bye-bye housy.sob sob.=(

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