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Monday, March 6, 2006


Try to make a move just to stay in the game.
Today was a little weird.Right.I went to school juz like normal.Sat down during d assembly.Probably paid a lil more attention to wut det old hag were saying on d stage.Eventhough she isn't really my fav person in d world n cant wait for her to retire.I learned things and stuff like normal.Crapped and being silly like normal wit my friends.Oh yeah.They decided juz to go to genting.Next thursday which is on d 16th march.Ajin's bday.Yeay.without me.PERFECT.urgh.I'd really like to join d school leavers' trip.But i already had a vacation plan to goldcoast.Then,I went home like normal.Read n being totally in love with diz one book i juz bought yersterday at konokuniya.D book is a lil explicit but wut d heck.Im almost 17.Then I rolled myself a while on d bed.Took couple of mins to take a nap.Then onlined.Checked stuff and msgs.Boring msgs from other ppl.Geez...guess im not really det frenly after all.Then i suddenly had diz weird stirred kind of emotion hitted on me.I suddenly felt sad n tried to hold onto myself not to cry.It happened around half an hour like det.I suddenly thought of people come and go.New people.Old people.What's d difference anyway?They'd still change.Some say memories are memeries.By that moment,I thought d same thing too.After what had happened to me.During my teenage highlight.Being played.Played.Being played.And played.Oh well,Im trying to keep onw ith d pace.Plus,Im still searching for my trueself.What'll happen next year?Will everyone forget about me?Like a golden ticket U tend to get for a lame ass concert,then juz threw it away in d trash bin bcoz u tot it was boring?er..i dun think det were pretty much symbolic.We'll c i guess.Plus...im juz an ordinary girl.What'd make people think Im so special to be remembered about?Lol.That'd be pretty interesting for me to noe when d time comes. ;)

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