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Monday, December 11, 2006


   Hold my hand
Fine.Maybe Im not the nicest person on earth after all.Atleast,Im just being me.Or...someone worse than I ever thought that myself could be.I started analysing myself these days.This what happens when you're stuck at home and letting yourself doing nothing.Damn it.I mean,well,according to my friends and MYSELF,fine.It's true.I think I was a way lot nicer way back then.Atleast that's what we think.But Aya said it is a 'good bad thing'.The hell does that mean.But oh well.I don't think it's 100% my fault.Im growing up and will always be influenced by my surroundings.Well,talking about my friends.How some of them are way in front of me when it comes to sex and all.I can't even recall the worst thing that I had done with my ex,while they all have gone through everything.

Life couldn't be more boring since SPM's over.Look at me.All I could do is desperately trying to find myself some good quality anime and new fresh songs.Sound more like a therapy to me.To cure everything I guess.Starts from the pain to the boredom.It's weird really.How last few weeks,I see myself to a loss.Im losing friends as time passes by.I do get it.That time always take our precious.But then,now they're all coming back.Naturally I mean.We're acting cool and all that.As if everything's doing fine,and the best thing about it is...maybe..everything's really doing fine.How we shove away all our childish thoughts and stupid acts.How we just continue walking together.

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