Friday, December 23, 2005

   Know someone--online ranting
Ever thought you knew someone so well that you thought they could be the one you could tell all your troubles to? Well I thought I had found someone. But I couldn't be further from my goal. There's nothing wrong with them, it's just that they're the one talking insessively about things. That's fine and good. People aught to do that. I just had my hopes to high is all. I've been looking for someone who can, in a way, read my mind and notice when I'm suffering. True, I hide behind the mask of my insecurites due to past drama, but none the less. I want someone to comfort me without pity. Someone who would say "I love you" first instead of a polite respond. But I realize that no human can do such things. No one can. I put all my faith into this one person and true they are me "friend" but I was just hoping for some, i don't know, common ground. Okay here's some random facts about myself. I give out hints in the slightest way. For example, metaphors. like earlier today I was with a bunch of friends and *maybe I"m just anti-social* they were having so much fun without me. I don't even think they noticed I wasn't doing anything much less notice how left out i felt. Maybe I shouldn't be posting this. Oh well. So there they were watching a movie and throwing popcorn at each other and there I was in the corner to myself. maybe I'm just a loner. Maybe I don't belong with a pack. I appologize for all my ranting. If you made it this far in the post you deserve a pat on the back. It just hurts, you know? There they were watching the LotR marathon and I sulking in the corner. Man! I'm way too sensitive. WHY DOESN"T ANYONE SHOOT ME! *figuratively speaking, I'm not suicidal, not that I"m aware of* I'll get over it in time but in the mean time, anyone else have a story to share? By the way Merry Christmas to everyone and a shout out to Cash-chan for helping this computer illiterate being find the "on" switch for the comments. Until next ranting, back to destitutio.
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Comment Link
WHY DON"T I HAVE ONE?! If someone knows please tell me. This is very confusing. HELP!
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   Topic of Discussion: Christmas
Alright, here's my take on a small portion of the holiday. At school, everyone is celebrating such a joyous time, even the teachers. That's not the problem and I'm not quite free enough to give my total take on the holiday, so I'll just continue. The holiday is a wonderful one, however, what is one to do if a friend randomly gives a gift, large or small? You feel unprepared, atleast I do. I didn't know how to react. Gifts are wonderful to give but you feel so guilty to recieve one without giving one with more thought. It becomes almost a competition. And then if you can't afford a lot for all of your friends but only a few nice things for one or two people you have to be really careful when and where you give them. And then there's the chance they'll tell all the other friends causing chaos! Or what about having to buy gifts for someone you don't know too well but are still "friends" with them? Like a secret santa for example. You know your "best" friend so well that It's no problem to buy them something but for someone you just met it's very difficult. Any takes on that? Any other stories out there anyone else wants to share? Suggestions? I just thought it was decent topic before Christmas is over. *I hope the comment thing works now. If it doesn't I"ll be so confused.*
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Life
I thought I'd try posting today since the last post didn't have a comment thing for some reason. Well, life over here can't wait till it's Christmas break. Calculus is a killer. Has anyone on here taken that class? it's tearing me limb from limb. I don't know how long I can take it! well I'll go for now. Have a Merry Christmas Everyone!
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Post
I'm not too sure what to write about. Lots of homework done today. Here's a controversy to talk about: what is the best anime pairing?
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