Saturday, January 14, 2006

   FRUSTRATED
Alright, I just need to vent and rant for a while. If you don't want to hear me complain about complaining then don't read on:
I"VE JUST ABOUT HAD IT! I may be the quite one of my friends at school and I may be a really good listener but that doesn't qualify me to listen to everyone's trivial complaints...day after day! Now I'm not saying you guys on here. You guys are awsome and at least have something worth complaining about. I'm talking about my friend who constantly complains about little cuts they get from their locker or someone bumping into them. I CAN"T TAKE IT! WHO CARES!? SUCK IT UP! I'd love to just scream in their face but I can't because I don't want to make their life any worse than it already is. So instead i'm taking my frustration out on you guys. Aren't you lucky? But I know that if I don't vent this some way somehow I'll explode and that's not healthy for anyone. So instead blowing up, I've just slowly detached myself emotionally from this person. I know it's a bad idea. It's not nice. I"M SUCH A HYPOCRITE! So no one here has to believe any advice I give anymore because I'm extremely hypocritical! I know I haven't been through as much hell as the rest of you have or this friend for that matter, but aren't I entitled to some attention? some affection? Am I allowed to swear on here? Would anyone object to my outbursts? In any case I'll try and keep it to a minimal. BUT MAN! This person goes on and on about the their life and when I try and get something in, I'm interupted! That's humanity for you. Personality quirk about me: I very rarely say anything personal to a "friend" (with the exception of this site) so when I try to tell any secrets, I'm hesitant. I guess some of us guys are. But either way, when I actually attempt and am even slightly interuppted, I stop completely. If they aren't considerate enough to listen to me when I finally have the courage to express myself then I won't even try. I GIVE UP! Here is the only friends I really have. If anyone has any feelings about this subject feel free to pm, comment or cbox it. I'll leave with a final question. In your opinions, what is the definition of a "friend"? I mean a real, honest-to-God friend. I would really appreciate any comments. Thanks for getting this far in my ranting. I'll try and keep my "outbursts" to a minimum.
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