Friday, June 3, 2005

   ^_^'
wahhhh i wont be here for 2 weeks i will be in indiana camping.bleah the prosses of getting tans oh well ai basura i was really hoping to get some alone time with yall but i cant. i love you all like a bro/sis
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

hey
hey i'm at home still and i have relitives over too. grrr puto cabron freaks...ok sorry over bord on spanish-nish
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

   hello
hey i'm back and i was begging my rents for stuff and yea i got on nad wow i missed stuff didnt i? and yea i'm sorry for the tell me a family story i wasnt in the right of mind and i dont have any thing more to write about so yea bye and peace!

willow
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Friday, May 27, 2005

   i was talking to my stepdad
and i asked him if i could stay at home to cean and pack and stuff and for while i he said no but i kept on bothering him and i was like "please?????" and he said ask your mom and i was like please mom so this is my only time on the computer untill i clean my room totally and pack all my clothing for indiana. so yea well i will miss all of you and i will be happy to come back and update. on monday though...GRRR relatives!! they are sooo annoying! so yea got any stories about your relitives come and share them with me i have millions. so untill then my fine feathered friends.
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

   wahhhh!
i am going to be in indiana this weekend and i probly wont be on the comp much. wahh! poem time!!

do you not care
at all for me
my heart shattered in 2
my thoughts sad and depressing
kissing my dreams away
now and forever
nightmares reign
starting so much pain
killing me slowly
tearing me into peices
dying slowly
bleeding...poring
leaveing me to rot
you stole what i got
my life my friends
even my identity
leaving me to disapper
with the wind
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

   hello my prettys
hey god at school today it was a blast but someone busted my buzz.rikkurok told me today"you know its funny how your preppy one day and goth the other" and all i was wearing was a bon jovi shirt and a pair of jeans. i was like WTF! and i asked her what do you mean she said"you know that one tinkerbell shirt you have? that is preppy" and i was like Hot topic has one whole wall filled with tinkerbell. and i was like its still punk. and i said but care bears are still preppy. and she said " i know that i'm a prep and i am glad of it" and i was like "i know your a prep your snotty and a bitch" but i was going to say the bitch part but a teacher walked by i came sooooo close to slapping her or even punching her. GRRRRR ok calm ok bye!
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   bored
well i have been awake since 1:14 this am so bored i have been fresh out of ideas for poems and i came up with one while writing this...i'm brillant http://xoomer.virgilio.it/yakko/images/nbcpixsalflow.jpg but look its sally! ^^

while you peer
into my eyes
tears falling
as i cry
keeping my secrets
all to myself
keeping my heart
away from harm
helpig my self to kiss
to kiss those tender lips
as you lay there sleping
as i wonder
moaning
a ghost
is that i am a ghost
just a figure
of all our imagantions
just one of many
apperations...
invisible to all but you
what am i
who was i
still cry
a... ghost
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   hey
whats up doc? well anyways i am sorry that i wasnt here yesterday...i kinda went over to my friends house and i was covered in mud...you see we were out in the woods and we were waling in a deep farm feild...and i fell in the mud and sank making me all muddy so my friends tried to get me out and fell in with me
so i made a poem about it...*shuffles through papers* huh? cant find it oh here it is!! its not really related to it but it was really cold out side...so here it is...its called "frozen"

blacken hearts
cold as stone
on winter days
butterflys frozen
in the cold winter air
i'm freezing
breath so cold..
feeling so numb
why did you leave
so cold and alone
untill my time is done
no sun to rise
the day is night
night is day
everyone locked inside
to cold to play
years pass
i'm still cold as stone
skin so blue
frozen
i'm so frozen
death makes me feel
so frozen

willow
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

   hey
death becoming.
life so slowly
slipping away
lay down on my bed
everything that that has been done
has all but then said
breath last one at that
helping me so dearly
with a dagger in my back
why are you talking smack
bloody arms
bloody hands
standing above my grave
wind blowing through my hair
almost invisable like air
if you blink
i wont be there
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

   hey i got this off of kuramasgirl's bg
your right
no matter how many times your cut down
how many times your skin is torn
how many times your bones get crushed
you always come back to life
the pain always stays the same
and everytime you are killed
you taste it again and again
that same horrible suffering
the same agonizing pain

how tragic

eternal agony with no death
put aan end to it
a pitiful monster
a pitiful
wretched monster


just...like...me
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